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I feel so free without my brother here, I almost feel like crying..

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since my brother is in the hospital, I've taken on what he usually does (feeds the cats and dog. That's it.).

He lets stray cats into my uncle's basement next door and I went to check on them and I noticed, next to the kitty litter, there's LOADS of mold covered shit.... He didn't see that?? No wonder the basement smells like fucking shit! He put moth balls in there like that would cover the smell.. 🤦‍♀️

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Calling 9-1-1 for my brother is extremely awkward because yes, he's overdue for a doctor's visit concerning the pig valve he received 20+ years ago, but he, also, abuses drugs....

when he was, clearly, overdosing, I just said he had "heart problems," and I felt very stupid and naive especially because my brother wasn't going to remember anyway, but I still couldn't say the obvious in front of him...

My mom called last night because he was sweating a waterfall and couldn't breathe. She just explained his symptoms...

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My brother will not take one of his electric scooters or the bus to go a mile away and buy his dog flea meds because he thinks my mom should drive him to the store (so he can blame the consequences of his own actions, like always, on her).

This is a 49 year old man.

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Ever since my brother brought a stray cat in almost a year ago, we've had problems with fleas. I wonder why..

how many times do you think this man has just changed those blankets in this year? (I feel like two is an overestimation).

And guess who has been paying for flea meds for his dog and TEN cats (including the cats he brought into my uncle's home)?

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My mom goes food shopping for my dad, 49 year old brother, uncle, and me when I don't go with her AND she picks up food for the homeless man on the street and our neighbor, sometimes.

My brother, who lives for free while abusing SSI, doesn't collect food stamps, btw, so she's using our food stamps to buy this fucker food. Meanwhile, he has a collection of vapes in his room and is growing pot in our yard.

But it's okay because he's bipolar and doesn't know what he's doing! HFIDONDHDIE

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My nazi brother went to a community kitchen, and complained about how a black woman (using the n-word) stole a whole box of sanitary napkins to sell and he proceeded to talk about how black people didn't build anything and are only 8% of America so they don't matter. 

Great stuff, mom! He's harmless! He shouldn't be on meds or going to therapy! /s

This man has robbed over $140k from SSI, btw.

We have black family members (through our brothers), as well.

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My unmedicated 49 year old bipolar brother started some shit with my mom, like usual, and all I really heard him say, basically, was how he should be allowed to "self-medicate" and smoke weed instead of going to therapy and being on regulated meds because depression is being treated with LSD. 

Go buy some fentanyl then, asshole. Doctors give that to patients, too!!!!

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Sick fuck. (He's implying that my mom is a whore and used men for things.)

Here she is, oblivious, defending him, and me ranting and calling her ret*rded. Sorry about that... I always correct my mom when she says it, so it's probably why I called her it.

(He's now 49, has been abusing SSI in my home for 15 years now. Obviously, I'm very fucking sick of it. My mom expects me to "just ignore" him because he's bipolar, but he's not on meds and sits in my house smoking weed all fucking day, while I'm expected to cook and clean "for the family." It's fucking sickening.)

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My mom brought my brother's dog to the vet's.. (she says he might give her her money back LOL he hasn't paid me back...)

When she came back, he said how he knows the dog has allergies and he's allergic to pollen.

So you know he has allergies and you know it's pollen, so why hasn't your dog been on meds? Why do you have your dog, who's allergic to pollen, sitting outside all fucking day?

Cheap piece of fucking shit.

An allergy test is $500 and he doesn't want to pay it, despite believing that just one of the dozens of guitars he has is worth $1k.

I can't fucking stand him.

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My mom will complain about my dad making faces and noises at her and whatever and how that makes her so sick she can't function, but she expects me to just ignore her son spewing nazi shit, screaming at us, or standing over us, word vomitting, telling us what to do and such because he's bipolar and therefore, "doesn't know what he's saying," so it's okay! My brother just doesn't know what he's been doing for over 30 years! He's not on meds, btw.

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My mom is in the yard next door, teaching our neighbor's granddaughter how to make jewelry, and my 49 year old brother is sitting in our yard, playing his guitar, which he usually doesn't do.

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My brother has spent YEARS talking about how he wants to find a vet that "knows what they're doing" and won't scam him, while his dog suffers. My mom and I have to take him to the vet's. My mom and I give him medicine, while this man hoards thousands of dollars and bitches about having to buy special food for his dog. It's infuriating.

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This is my life

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My brother just told me that I'm fucking up the ecosystem because I don't want to buy pray mantises for our yard, where we have stray cats. (I don't want the cats to kill them.) He, also, mentioned how the females kill the males..

Just because nature is cruel, doesn't mean I have to be.

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When my brother's dog comes in the house, he starts licking and scratching himself endlessly. The other day, I told my brother he could be allergic to something in the house and he said "he's fine." This is what my mom and I had to do a couple weeks ago because he licked himself until he was bleeding.

He won't take this baby to the vet's because he claims they don't know what they're doing and he doesn't want to get "scammed" out of money. He's spent YEARS saying he wants to find a vet that "knows what they're doing." but now the dog's "fine."

This fucker has collected $800 from SSI for 15 years while living entirely for free. He's, also, hoarding 10+ amps, 10+ guitars, drums, and keyboards, but he won't take his dog to the fucking vet's. He's a piece of shit, regardless of what mental illness he has, but is not fucking being treated for.

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My brother will put coconut oil on his dog and occasionally use the shampoo we got years ago, but he won't take him to the fucking vet's because he believes "he knows what he's doing" and needs to be out in the sun.

asshole.