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we’re back baby, couldn’t stay away from the thinspo for long.

also considering college atm.. maybe. we’ll see soon. (I’ve submitted an application and bought an iPad for note taking/studying already lol)

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down 3lbs this week ✨

getting a huge pay cut at work in 2 weeks too because they’re stepping a bunch of people down bc of staffing issues 🙃 so the anxiety from that will ruin my appetite too, nice I guess

fuck it we ball

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did not wanna work out today, but did it anyway bc I can’t stay like this :( I just wanna be thin and pretty again.

just coffee for breakfast today, about 105 cals because I cannot stand black coffee how do y’all do it 😭

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managed to go to sleep at a decent time yesterday and wake up early, got an hour long workout in and doing some walking later today as well.

I’ve been out of shape for so long so this feels like a huge accomplishment to me, so like here’s my current workout if anyone cares.

- squats 30x3

- crunches 30x3

- lunges 20x3

- jumping jacks 30x3

- stretch 15-20 min

- walk (3.5-4mph minimum) for 30-60 min.

breakfast was yum; 2 rice cakes with cream cheese/cucumber slices and a coffee. Only like 350cal total.

gonna fast until dinner (400cal max) idk I’ll probably do a salad or something easy bc I already know I’m gonna be tired af.

then do it all again tomorrow ✨

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binged yesterday :/

started an 18 hour fast and sticking to 600cal max today (or less) and doubling my normal workout. I literally feel like garbage I hate this sm what is wrong with me.

fuck it we ball 😕

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currently living for summer vibes and thinking about being confident enough to go to the beach again someday and wear an actual bikini instead of a tshirt and shorts and not feel disgusting. I’ve been so consistent with my cals and exercise the past 2 weeks. might start fasting more too just for the hell of it.

but also, fall/winter hurry tf up I’m craving spooky and Christmas vibes so badly.

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finally off work, time to fill up on water, take a nice little CBD gummy and sleep for 12 hours to avoid eating <3

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when edgar allan poe said “tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway.” and when hozier said “i wouldn’t fall for someone i thought couldn’t misbehave.”

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current motivation:

- being so much smaller and wearing cute halloween/xmas pj’s to match w my husband and posting cute pics of us together <3

- being excited to take holiday pics/selfies with my family and being okay with them being posted online

- baggy baggy cute sweaters when it’s cold outside <3

- all of my current clothes will be massive on me when I reach my gw/ugw

p.s. i’m already in such a fall/winter/halloween/xmas mood. i hate summer sfm someone please turn down the temp in the south :’)

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i’ve been buying coke zero for so long (love her) but man i missed diet coke sm <3 welcome back queen

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uh oh, back on tumblr again. 

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Quote from the video game Stardew Valley

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brain: u gotta be… The Best™

me: ok so we’ll work hard then?

brain: no work… only Best.

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ladies don’t forget to fill up your water bottle and put it in the fridge before you go to bed tonight so you can have a drink as soon as you wake up tomorrow. men you can die i guess

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Cat is interesting and scary.

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