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A new suffering motive

While all that sadness has embraced me after the first love's break up, I found someone else to rely, and so be forced to stay away. From the past six months, a new little young shadow decided to disturb my sleep. I've already counted hundreds of moments with you in my dreams. At least there, your mother tries to consider me a worthy lover. I'm afraid you've forgotten all the afternoons that we shared together. I've been missing your pure smile calling me to kiss you on the ground, without the concern about what those damn people would say. Talk to me won't hurt. Still love u. See ya someday, I expect. Not only in my dreams

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Happy cliche message

It's your birthday today. I've sent you a message like everybody else. I hadn't anything special to say, u know? I think I've already said a lot in those romantic-lunatic-depressive texts. It's not all I had to say. I still have a billion of things to say and try to conquer your skinny heart again. But I'm just giving a time, u know? Yeah, I'm kinda giving up on you. It's not that bad when you don't answer me after I make some stupid-funny joke about you. It's easier. It's easier for my heart when I don't see you. Actually, I'm dealing with the fact that you were only a dream for me. That unachievable dream that I will never ever have. I kinda lived my entire life through this. I will get over this, when I die, maybe. Maybe when my mind just get angry and I start to hate you, instead of falling for you every damn day.

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Coldplay - Ghost Stories Special (Live 2014): Midnight (6/12)

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Friday night

You used to wait for me, even if I came late. Every friday it was almost a ritual. I still remember you waiting for me outside your door. That shy smile while I was getting closer. You saying "hi sir, I love to 'have an idea' with you'". Oh my, I miss happiness! It was the unique time in my entire life that I really felt complete. Felt safe and sound. Remember when you sang that song to me? You said we'd be safe and sound. In my ears. And I was worried about next year and crying about it. Doesn't matter, I really believed, with all my heart, that you would never leave me. I really did.

When you read all this, I hope you don't kill me for sharing anonymously in the internet. Well, go to your parties, while I drown in hell of my loneliness.

"I don't care, go on and tear me apart. I don't care if you do."

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I awake to find no peace of mind I said, "How do you live as a fugitive Down here where I cannot see so clear?" I said, "What do I know? Show me the right way to go"

Spies, Coldplay

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Coldplay | Midnight

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THAT'S ON YOU!

Why can't you just look at me in the eye and talk to me? You say I don't accept your friendship, but I'm really fighting for it and you continue ignoring me. Why beeing so hard? After all you said, after all the time we lost before. Answer me, I was just a distraction for you? I'm giving up on you. The pain's so strong here. If you could feel, you'd know it. You'd know that after all this time my love has only increased. But the pain is almost at the same level as love, and when it all become anger, I'll blame myself again for loving someone "too good" for me. Let's start it all again. Give me another chance to be yours again.

"And if we could float away Fly up to the surface and just start again And lift off Before trouble just erodes us in the rain Just erodes us in the rain Just erodes us And see roses in the rain saying Slow it down Through chaos as it swirls It's us against the world"

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