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I fucking hate myself and I'm on the verge of committing suicide because my mother is so emotionally unavailable and treats me and my siblings like objects when we do something of our choice she yells at us and makes herself the victim I swear to god if there is anyone to blame for me self harming it would be her

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Honestly am I the asshole? So my mom got accidentally woken up by my brother who is five and she yelled at him all because he ACCIDENTALLY turned on something a little too loud and she started yelling at him for it so I went downstairs and yelled right back at my mother that she should be a better parent and that she's gonna be the reason he has trauma. This isn't the first time she's pulled shit like this, this woman will get drunk and come to me for comfort and when I don't comfort her she yells at me then she'll make up all of this shit to make me feel bad and when I call her out on it she yells at me even more I get it she can't walk but she will throw that shit in my face like it the one thing keeping her alive. This woman does everything she can to get attention and I want to yell at her and cuss her out so fucking much!

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What in the backwards bullshit did I have to go through today? Okay, so I was in first period gym playing soccer when this bitch ass peice of shit emo pick me girl pushes me because she wants the ball. Like- the fuck? Then she kicks it as far away as possible and this bitch looks like she weighs about 210 pounds and I'm only about 130ish and she had the audacity to call me obese? This bitch ass mother fucking dumbass also called me a whore, a slut, wannabe Asian, (because I'm learning Chinese but I'm also learning French and Spanish) and she told me to kill myself. Nah bitch I'm gonna out-live that mother fucking man looking alien shit scrapping ass eating bitch who's gonna go to hell because she also said that her little brother got mølested by my friends new boyfriend all because that butch doesn't like my friends boyfriend. That's beyond fucked up.

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My "step-dad" is currently downstairs drunk pissed off because he can't find his fireball. Let's also put it out there that my mother physically can't walk and he is being a terrible husband telling my mother, "You ain't gettin shit from me till you walk." Let's also say that my mom tried her hardest till her insurance cut off her physical therapy. She can't help that they said it's not "medically necessary" and he was also scolding me (his step-daughter) in which I am trying my hardest not to fucking kill myself (which he knows) and he has the audacity to ask "what do you do for me" and he fucking knows about my mental health! He has seen my scars AND HE ONLY CARES ABOUT HIMSELF! HE IS A FUCKING CHILD THROWING A TANTRUM ABOUT BOOZE! He is lucky I don't know where they are or I would've dumped them out. HE IS SUCH A SHITTY HUSBAND, FATHER, AND STEP-DAD BUT EVERYONE SIDES WITH HIM AND MAKES ME THE BAD GUY! I'M FUCKING TIERD OF IT! I WAS SIMPLY GOING DOWNSTAIRS TO ASK MY LITTLE SISTER ABOUT AN OUTFIT AND HE GLARED AT ME AS IF I WAS TRYING TO KILL HIM! THEN HE STARTED A FIGHT (verbal) WHICH I WAS TRYING TO AVOID BUT NO! HE IS A SELF-CENTERED ASSHOLE.

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So me being a 13 year old female and realizing my life is going to be hell hits pretty hard. The fact that I'm already dealing with the pressure of beauty standards is pretty fucked up and it's not just boys who tell me that shit but it's also girls. What really fucks with my head though is that women care product is more expensive then a FUCKING CONDOM! Condoms are about $1-$6 meanwhile a box of pads (that should be free because it is a basic feminine need) is $6-$12. HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT?! So when I'm older and I'm paying for rent and I might be struggling and prices will go up by then I'm going to have trouble paying for a basic need! Then the BOYS will throw it in my face that I'm emotional but I know the MEN will be on my side. This world is just so fucked up and I'm only 13. Also we have boys say "oh cramps aren't that bad" to all those boys FUCK YOU! Our period cramps can get as bad as pain equivalent to a heart attack and you weak ass bitches are having trouble getting a tattoo. (I've seen those tiktok videos) so fuck you and fuck your little opinion that period cramps aren't that bad and to the people who are going to be in the comments saying "it must be that time of the month again" HELL YEAH IT IS. But I'd like to say thank to all the men who read this with a bit of understanding instead of the boys who were laughing at this and are going to be saying that men have it so hard.