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WAIT PEOPLE ARE MAKING GALLERIES ON THERE OF THEIR SUBMITTED DRAWINGS THATS SO CUTE

is it a little pointless to have a strawpage on tumblr... i want to make a prettier pinned post and figured i could have the about me stuff there. plus, drawings... i love drawing on people's strawpages...

but tumblr already has a better ask box hmmm

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traditional OC work doodle

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🌻 rinovarka post con shop is UP🗣️‼️🔥🦒💥Nearly full stock bc sales were uhhh… 😅😭

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rescue cats!

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is it a little pointless to have a strawpage on tumblr... i want to make a prettier pinned post and figured i could have the about me stuff there. plus, drawings... i love drawing on people's strawpages...

but tumblr already has a better ask box hmmm

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forgot to share pictures from my trip last week!!

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Hi!!! Ive been reading review mirrors since the beginning and I'm absolutely OBSESSED with this fic. It's got me in the trenches and is actively changing my brain chemistry with every chapter. I finally realized you had a Tumblr and wanted to just let you know how much I LOVE LOVE LOVE your fic thank you for writing it !!!

ajskcksoxk thank you !!! this made me so happy to see

since the beginning... that's such a long time, im so honored! giving you a RM veterans badge :]]

thank you sooo much for reading!!

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everyone should try shadows over loathing :)

im gonna go play . video game now

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im gonna go play . video game now

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chapter 9, along with the revised 1-8, have been uploaded! thank you all for your patience. 

Chapters: 9/? Fandom: Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers Generation One, The Transformers (IDW Generation One), Transformers: War for Cybertron (Video Games) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Jazz/Prowl (Transformers), Megatron & Prowl (Transformers), Jazz & Prowl (Transformers), Bluestreak & Prowl (Transformers), Jazz & Optimus Prime, First Aid & Prowl (Transformers), Prowl & Smokescreen (Transformers) Characters: Prowl (Transformers), Jazz (Transformers), Mirage (Transformers), Smokescreen (Transformers), Bluestreak (Transformers), Ratchet (Transformers), Optimus Prime, Shockwave (Transformers), Megatron (Transformers), First Aid (Transformers) Additional Tags: continuity soup, Slow Burn, Mind Manipulation, Implied/Referenced Torture, Amnesia, Decepticon Prowl (Transformers), but not willingly, Trust Issues, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Additional Warnings Apply, The Fall of Praxus (Transformers), there is romance near the end but it isnt the focus, Eventual Happy Ending, Recovery, Brainwashing, Non-Consensual Body Modification, make no mistake; jazz has his issues too, shadowplay, From Good to Bad to Good again, Kidnapping, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, took 3 chapters to realize that applied, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Mental Health Issues, Angst with a Happy Ending, Alexithymia, Unreliable Narrator Series: Part 1 of Just Out of View Summary:

There’s nothing—nothing at all. There’s nothing when there should be something—right? Vaguely, in the murky ink that his mind—is it his mind? Is he anything at all?—down below and in the farthest corner where he thinks he exists, he has the sense that he’s missing something. But he can’t hold onto the thought, the feeling always slipping through his fingers.

He’s bobbing to-and-fro, swimming in the Nothing, but always going under with a crash of Something. The Something that tells him that something isn’t right. Try as he might, however, he can’t tell where the Nothing starts and ends. His mind—its melded itself to the walls of this lonesome state of nonbeing, making it difficult to think, to wake up. At least, he thinks—no, he’s pretty certain this isn’t how things used to be. It wouldn’t be nagging at him so badly if so, he thinks.

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Alone, with no memories and no name, a mech wakes up to discover himself a puppet of war. || Updates roughly once a month. ||

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in the process of stylizing all of the chapters now! expect chapter 9 and the rewrites to go up in ~3 hours

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tomorrow....

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tfo doorwing mechs feat. blaster !! more rambling below :3

i'm v fond of the hc that doorwings are extended sensor panels,,, when i was thinking abt how that would translate to tfo, their lack of said sensor panels could mean their senses are significantly dulled. cogless jazz + the datsuns are subsequently very accident prone, though that's not any fault of their own HSDKLGH

their tier badges are v scratched up bc they keep flipping between promotions and demotions LOL

also full sketch canvas yayyyyy

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reformatting things on ao3 is my least favorite part of the writing process and i just realized i have to do it for all 140k+ words later today.

could i have prepared things better? maybe.

but i thought doing it all at once would be like ripping the band aid clean off, forgetting that i will have to sit here for two hours. maybe more.

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still going

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fair warning, i've only ever had one story of mine beta read.

this chapter is kind of killing me. not because it's hard, but because there's so much fucking dialogue

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this chapter is kind of killing me. not because it's hard, but because there's so much fucking dialogue