dr0wnedx
relapsing
used to be dr0wned/dr0wnskinny but was terminated.
used to be recovered, not anymore. lw:38kg.
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One of my close friends is currently in hospital being tube fed due to being so malnourished and sick from her ED. I'm finding it so triggering and I'm visiting her soon, I'm scared I'll say something that will tip her over the edge or that I'll flat out start sobbing, I don't want her to die. This is the reality of anorexia and it's terrifying
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I'm jealous of those who recieve help for their eating disorder. I wish I could recieve that level of validation.
#th1nsp1ration#i will reach my ugw#⭐️ve#tw restrictive ed#🕯️as a 🪶#i want to ⭐️ve#ed not ed sheeran#tw ana diary
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I feel so invalid for being overweight while having an ED lol 💗
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bye I just saw a picture of me that someone else took and I look so big, I need to stop fucking eating holy shit.
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imagine looking in the mirror in a couple months and not recognizing yourself. the amount of weight you lost in so little time is insane. you put in the work and it paid off. best feeling
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Something I really struggle with is the fact I recovered(or at least I put the weight back on), and I was feeling better about myself. A few things here and there but I managed to ignore it, until I went into London and realised how much skinnier people are than me. My healthy weight is higher than other peoples naturally which then means I can't just let myself look how I do "naturally" because I'm so fat. I've stopped enjoying fashion on myself, I'm struggling to get changed now, my head has completely reverted back to how it was when I was 13, bullied and severely anorexic. I feel utterly hopeless and the only option is to tone up and lose weight. I am so so pretty when I'm slim/skinny, I feel like I've ruined myself now. I need professional help but you don't get it in my country unless you're extremely underweight and I'm not.
#🕯️as a 🪶#⭐️ve#tw ana diary#i want to ⭐️ve#ed not ed sheeran#⭐️ving#@tw edd#@nor3xia#@na trigger#@na tips
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I was so beautiful when I was skinny, what have I done
I have a beautiful thin figure under this fat.
I will make the fat disappear.
I have a beautiful thin figure under this fat.
I will make the fat disappear
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My problem is not that I hate food. It’s that I love it too much and I’m trying to learn how to love it a lot less 🙃
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