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How could I ever allow this to happen...the pain he caused and I just....was so in love I was blind, I'm an idiot....a coward.

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HOW DO YOU BREAK EVERYTHING YOU TOUCH?

I started to be happy and you can do it guilt trip and push your way into a relationship that is no longer a part of your life.

I am ANGRY and I will never forgive you, you don't deserve her pity, or anyone else's, you made your bed, get comfortable.

Sleep tight

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I want him.....I want everyone...I want their love....can I have one persons love?

I hate my pain, make it go away....please?

I want to be loved...why can't I feel it?

It's because of YOU.....you left so long ago but my heart...it feels broken, just like my skin.

Please....I need to be fixed, stitched up and held till I sleep...

I'm TIRED

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I wish I could hold this much sand....but it's coming back, I'm getting it back

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Is it possible to love someone so much your heart breaks?

My heart hurts with love, I can't stop it beating out of control, I love him so much, I love him.

I love you, I need you, you fill my veins with lightning that power my heart, my magic.

I saw a dream today....a real one, a tangible thing I could touch...feel. and it's you and her.....you have saved me.

You both, saved me.....am I worth it?

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I feel like my dreams are cloudy, those things I once had full control over ....the things I took comfort in...the shroud of safety used to cling to me in my dreams, now, I have lost control, the world spins out of control as the colors and images get cloudy and dull, how can I control a dream that makes me nothing but scared of it....never have I been scared of the things I create....why does it scare me now? Is it your fault or mine?

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I know my heart is black but.....I just need someone to paint it with color, show me what this beautiful world could be..

...please...?

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I feel no pain

No gunshots, no knives, not one bit of pain....not from fire or magic or cold, I'm immune....but not to you

My pain is constant, my mind won't block it out, my brain can't comprehend the pain my heart feels,

But he, HE will fix it, HE can heal me, HE can turn that pain into something beautiful

He is my love, my life, my heart, and I am his. He is MY dream

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He LOVES me....ME!

He will be there for me and love me no matter my faults.

I love him, I will make his dreams come true

And he will return me my power, because I love him, and HE loves ME!