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And just like that, I was happy again. It’s not like anything changed, it just seemed to have happened. Maybe it was the children laughing, or my plants budding just a teeniest bit, or maybe it was the songs I started to listen to again. But I found myself a bit happier, liked myself a lot more, and fell in love with life a little harder.

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Maybe that’s why it’s easier with strangers because there is no expectation. But the moment you know them is when the danger of expectation and the possibility of disappointment creep in and ruin everything.

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You know what the worst part is though? It’s that the earth keeps spinning, time keeps ticking and everyone keeps living as if nothing has ever even happened. What about me? What about my world being shattered for a few moments there? Why does the earth keep spinning? Why do I have to keep living? Why do I have keep living as if nothing happened when I don’t have any hope left in anything anymore?

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I feel numb nowadays. Everything I do feels half hearted. I don’t know if it’s the desperation that made me this way. But, I don’t know anything anymore. Just that I have to keep surviving, even if I’m not living.

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I want to fall in love with you mind and soul. The heart is stupid and overrated.

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They say there is a very thin line between love and hate. But I see a whole world separating them—separating us.

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I have come to the realization that my biggest fear is the thought of my dreams actually coming true, because I have fantasized so much that even the thought of reality petrifies me.

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Do not fall in love with people like me.

I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth.

I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when I leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.

Caitlyn Siehl, Literary Sexts

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I couldn’t love you. So I wanted to hate you, NEEDED to hate you. But hate didn’t scare you, you embraced it like it was your lover. Love on the other hand terrified you.

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Why does it never bleed when it actually hurts? Like it feels like all the blood in my body should’ve burst out by now, but there isn’t a drop in sight. And it hurts the least when it actually bleeds.

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If there is nothing wrong in your life, then you are not doing something right.

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The greatest war ever fought can only be between hearts 💔🖤

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Life is short, and time is running out. So be happy while you can, or the day to leave is gonna come before you know and you’re gonna regret being unsatisfied when you could’ve enjoyed and savored those small moments in life.

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I am not insane… but I am crazy.

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“If nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes and say ‘But I lived through it. And it made me who I am today.”

— Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You

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“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.”

— Unknown

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I want to fall in love. Not for marriage or even a boyfriend or anything physical. Just for the feeling of it. I want to be able to know that I too am capable of feeling everything…