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i wish i could sleep forever, id be skinny and time would go by fast😜💯

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I'm the only one in control. I'm at fault for being fat and i'm the only one that can fix that.

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“why aren’t u eating anything” god forbid a girl has goals

[edlifewithsam]

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

i hate food i hate calories i hate fat i hate myself

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Real

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i went to the nessa concert a few months ago!!

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ok not to sound insane but is it just me who body checks after they've been to the toilet? like ok maybe that pee made me lose w31ght.

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slow progress is better than no progress. slow progress is better than no progress. slow progress is better than no progress. slow progress is better than no progress. slow progress is better than no progress. slow progress is better than no progress. slow progress is better than no progress. slow progress is better than no progress.

-- me rocking back and forward on the bathroom floor

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Jesus Christ, I'm gaining back control of myself. I don’t wanna eat. Hallelujah, praiseee the Lord!

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Fuck fuck and fuck.

Totally messed up.

I started this account years ago to lose weight.

I lost some weight but fell so deep in my BED, that i ended up weighing 99,9kg! Started restricting yesterday, i’m going to lose that weight by summer trust me.

Currently 98,75 so lost over 1kg already in a day, i will update daily!