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...here we go again
#I thought it was getting better#I should realize you cant cure bpd#But#I want to.#I dont want to feel crushing disappoibtment at my fp's disapproval#I just wish i was good enough#Fuck this man#Its mostly in my head#Sometimes i wonder#idk#I thought this was a worthy cause#Perhaps not
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always the fool
with the slowest heart...
#i know im too much#ill work on that#i swear#fuck#please dont leave#im sorry#ill do better#please#tw vent#joy vents#im just so needy all the time#i try to be a joking funny friend#but i do it too hard#and now#im just#awful as a person#and people are realizing quickly
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it feels like everybody draws in red marker and i’m left with a white crayon. i love and enjoy what everyone else says and draws and creates so much, but I look upon what I write with disgust. It shouldn’t exist. it’s pointless, i should just spend more time reacting to what you create. nothing i do is ever good. nothing i do is ever good enough. that’s why i haven’t been writing. i just know i’ll make it a failure, so why even try? i can’t admit it. not to you. not to my followers. they’ll try and convince me different. but really, who has even missed my writing? i’m forgotten now, that much is clear. let’s just keep it that way.
#burnout#depression#how do i even talk about this?#i dont want to be convinced different.#its true#if you cut me off youll go further#god i just dont want to be alone again#im trying so hard not to end up in the psych ward again
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(‘cause your first love’s not gonna walk you home)
you got sick on your coat so you called her and told her It’s Over!
now you’re as hollow as you always thought you’d be
screaming HOLD MY HAND BUT PLEASE DON’T TOUCH ME
#why do i become allergic at random parts of the day#if i could capture a happy moment id stop bothering you#and live there instead#im trying so hard#i dont think i can do this
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why is it so hard for you to care?
why do i still hope you’ll start?
i wish i could accept that you’ll never love me.
i wish you would too.
go, leave me alone.
fuck you. i hate you. i love you. i hate this.
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im already wondering what to do when you get tired of me...
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haha... i guess i should have known I wasn’t good enough for you...
i just thought maybe it could be different.
oh well...
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how can i love you when i’m just so jealous of you?
why cant i have what you have?
i dont care about money or fame or anything else
i just want him back...
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having a trigger that is a) really common and b) seen as cute/good/popular sucks. especially bc people tend to assume the worse if you dont want to hear about that thing. do i hate everyone who likes it? no. but they assume it all the time. man i just wanna go home...
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funny ha ha
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please, pursue me! tell me i matter! please just this once remind me im yours to reach out for.
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