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These two are pure joy. :’)

They didn’t even need direction; that’s just the face Boun automatically makes whenever he sees Prem, even if he just saw Prem.

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SPECIAL EPISODE WITH MAN BUN!CIR AND NERD!PHU?! AM I DREAMING?! SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THE FACT THAT THE CIRPHU ON THE POSTER IS THE BUN!CIR AND GLASSES!PHU IS BECAUSE WE ARE GETTING THE CHANCE TO SEE THE TBNW MULTIVERSE GETTING SHOWED TO US WITH MORE DETAILS! I'M NOT ABOVE BEGGING AT THIS POINT

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CirPhu Multiverse

1st Universe (Mentor Cir)

2nd Universe (Disciple Cir) (Our universe)

3rd Universe (Ponytail and Glasses)

4th Universe (If you are rich and a jerk then you will get stabbed to learn your lesson and find love)

5th Universe (Little Bro is dead so nothing matters anymore)

6th Universe (Gays in sports)

7th Universe (Umbrella that might electrocute this ship before they confess)

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I decided to start reading Hemp Rope tonight. I literally read the first two paragraphs, and I'm already kicking my feet and giggling. I'm not even done with the first page. I forgot about the fact that the book starts with a bang. Literally and figuratively. IYKYK.

I don't mean it in a bad way. I just genuinely forgot that that’s how the book starts.

So if anyone needs me, I will be with Win and Team (my babies 💙🥰) for the foreseeable future

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My Loves

The way I can hear this gif when I look at it.

Team's "You're cold?"

Win's little "Hmm" or "Yeah." (I honestly hear Hmm, but they translated it as Yeah so...)

This might be one of the softest/cutest scenes I have ever seen.

between us | episode 10

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I have learnt about a thing that someone had said about me about two years ago, and while it doesn't surprise me that they had said it, given what type of person that someone is. It still baffles me that people can still be so judgmental.

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sigh...*takes Yoongi into a soul crushing hug*

[el1997jk]

Hi, El! Hope you're doing good 🦋✨️

Just passing by, uh—

I was asking myself the same question, and I found it an interesting thought exercise, so: in the next five years, which ten goals would you say you've got for your fanfic writing hobbie?

It doesn't need to be ten goals you'll actually run towards in the next five years, if you ain't got smth like that in mind, but if you Had To choose ten goals, which would they be?

Hi, well, firstly, thank you so much for asking. I'm doing well. 🦋😊⭐️ How about you? How are you doing? I hope you're doing well 💗

No worries, you can pass by and ask me questions any time. 😊

You are right it is a question that is very interesting, though exercise.

My answer to your question is:

Honestly, I think that for me, coming up with those ten goals for my hobby of fanfic writing was harder than the part about it happening in the next five years 😅

My ten goals (in no particular order except for the first one)

1. Finish my two ongoing fanfics. (Hopefully, I can achieve this by the end of this year)

2. Write at least half of the ideas that I have for fanfics into full stories. (I currently have 20+ ideas, and I know that number will get bigger as time goes by)

3. Finish writing a fanfic either fully or at least halfway before I post the first chapter.

4. Get better at writing scenes that are out of my comfort zone (18+ scenes, sad scenes, fighting scenes, etc.)

5. Write for at least thirty minutes to an hour every day (or longer depending on how much time I will have throughout the day)

6. Have people submit ideas that they would like me to write for them. (I would like to try it)

7. Write down any ideas that I might have for either ongoing fanfics or future ones so I don't forget them. (Either on a piece of paper, into my phone, or voice record it)

8. Have at least somewhat of an idea for a plot that will happen in the fanfic before I start working on it so I don't get stuck. (Or start rewriting the fic from the start when I'm already halfway through)

9. Keep track of what plot points I want to have in my fanfics and write them down into a list, so the story doesn't end up all messy.

10. Have a posting schedule from Monday to Sunday for my fanfics, so whoever reads them knows on what day the next chapter will be posted. But it also helps me to stay organised and not get overwhelmed while posting. (There won't be a fanfic for every day of the week all the time, obviously. It will depend on how many fanfics I'm posting at the time)

I don't know if those goals actually fit what you have asked me, but it was really interesting to think about and come up with them nonetheless.

Thank you for such a thought-provoking question. I don’t think that I would have thought about these goals otherwise.

🦋El🦋

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I'm finally back. I missed writing so much. The newest chapter of Maybe We Can Have Our Happily Ever After is officially done and posted 🥰🥰🥰 I'm so happy to be back.

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Not me having plots for two more KimChay stories in my head when I haven’t even finished writing Maybe We Can Have Our Happily Ever After yet. Granted, one of them has been in my mind for two years now. You can blame the opening credits of the show for that, but still. The plot bunnies are plotting and won't let me be. What should I do?

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Time to read The Red Thread 1 and 2 to see where the story of Dean, Pharm, Korn, and In will take me next. See my favourite trio. Get back into writing my WinTeam story.

And also try something new with Manner of Death 1 and 2.

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sending so much love to everyone who feels like they’re never chosen as the best friend, as the partner, as the favorite. sending love to all of you who have been treated and felt like second best. sending love to all of you who have felt rejected and unwanted. to all of you who have had to try really hard to fit in because you felt like you never will. 

you are so loved. you will be seen and heard by the right people. you can trust that you are valuable and not defined by other people’s perceptions of you. if someone doesn’t see your worth, it doesn’t mean it isn’t there.

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I JUST NEVER HAD A REAL CHANCE DID I

I'm just hanging out here on my sofa after work, tucked into a blanket, reflecting on the past four years in Thai BL fandom, and how it's all this motherfucker's fault:

The moment I saw the sun-dappled grin on this beautiful menace, my soul was fucking forfeit.

I'm gonna drop another mountain on him.

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The fact that I have rewritten the next chapter of Maybe We Can Have Our Happily Ever After like four times is insane.

I'm crossing my fingers that I can finish this chapter by Friday. Hopefully 🤞

This is how I picture KimChay at the end of the story. It screams power couple to me. 🥰💗😊

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match made in heaven (it can be argued that Chay has lots of rizz tho)

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have some Kim angst ♡