elderflowerlemonade

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dripping salt water out of my pussy

my partner’s meat, the steak

a brine

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Apollonia Saintclair

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“If a poem hasn’t ripped apart your soul; you haven’t experienced poetry”

-Edger Allen Poe

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Craving sapphic love and male attention.... weird how that works.

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I’d spend 6 days straight

Drunk on Anticipation

Now, it’s just Thursday

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from him

to my eurydice —for you make my heart sing

not bound by rules, only by promises i promise you this:

a bed never empty, a heart never starved

a love to compete with the moon and the stars

and wherever we are, we will always be ours

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once i had a boy who tried to keep me from the world

now i have a man who is my world, and wants me to see it all

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— David Cronenberg, Consumed

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girl rot era

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Fiona Apple in a suit of armor on a NYC subway photography by Joe McNally (1997)

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dear diary,

you can call me elle.

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dni: minors/ageless blogs, pro ana blogs, more to follow

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the most fun a girl can have is finding parallels, noticing patterns, making connections, contemplating

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I am good. I am loved.