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Daoko "GIRL"

The main protagonist of the short film "Another side of the GIRL", based on the song "Samishii Kamisama" by Daoko💖

Truly a beautiful short story, but something about it rips my heart into pieces: the search for sexuality, dreaming up an ideal world and imagining yourself not alone, all while knowing deep down it isn’t real, showing It through the girl's neutral expression. Despite the wonderful things she can do, she feels numb and apathetic. To me, this really speaks to how it feels to be a teenage girl, especially how her world crumbles when she realizes that there are truly happy couples out there.

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Ghovie Night

This was a fanart I've made last year of me and my friend's group, celebrating a Rite Here Rite Now Ghovie night! (With Copia deciding to snuck in there to enjoy the view alongside us 😅)

It's been a year since this incredible concert movie came out, and I'm still incredibly thankful to Ghost as a band, for making me cry and laugh in the teather like a child that night🥹

And especially a huge thank you to my friends, for joining me and my boyfriend in such and incredible night 🫶🏻💖

It's true, If you have Ghost, you have indeed everything 😚

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The Hex Girls

I wonder how people can call Ghost "Scooby-Doo Music" as an insult, when the show literally gave us these icons, The Hex Girls 🖤🦇

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Meeting your favorite singer (AKA The actual origins of Paola Chiara)

My Sister of Sin OC was originally created like this: Paola "Chiara", and she's also an original character from Build Up Your Life!, which is one of many original stories I plan for a future in the comic industry, about a group of young teenagers who attends a performing arts high school called Blitz Academy, and form a band called "The Builders" to compete in their school's Battle of the Bands against aliens wanting to destroy the very same concept of music.

I conceived her as a young christian girl, of italian origins, and despite her being a singer, she's not part of the Builders band, she's one of the many students of the school, a solo artist.

She may look like a girl that hates metal or rock music, but in reality she enjoys It a lot, (despite her preferring and singing christian pop), especially because of an experience at a concert she held dearly.

What's the experience at a metal concert that Paola "Chiara" holds dearly?

Basically: a friend took her to a Ghost concert and at first she was terrified due to their satanic imagery, but then she was lucky enough to get "ciriced" (ya know, that moment during Ghost's rituals when there's Cirice's second refrain playing, and the singer approaches one in the audience, holds its hand and then kisses it) and fell in love with the band, especially Terzo, because he was the satanic pope at the time she saw the concert.

So yes, Paola is a Christian girl liking and singing rock/pop related to her religion, but she's a respectful Christian too, cause she appreciates also a satanic band^^

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Daffie (Secondo's mother)

Also based on my previous Prime Mover Delilah, this is a personal interpretation of how Secondo's mother could've looked like, naming her Daffie.

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Delilah (Terzo's mother)

This is a personal interpretation of how Terzo's mother could've looked like, naming her Delilah.

Kind of like @blackbird5154 once said and I quote them on that:"I too like to imagine that Terzo had a caring and supportive mother who instilled in him good manners and respect for women. Since he's definitely the more empathic of the two brothers, maybe it's due to this. I also like to think that he became responsible and inclined to protect the weak because he was the only male around his mother, whom he cared for".

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Here's Sailor Saturn too, she was missing sadly

All Sailor Senshis 🌙✨

A simple challenge to draw all the Sailor Senshis, from the world of Sailor Moon! 🌙✨

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All Sailor Senshis 🌙✨

A simple challenge to draw all the Sailor Senshis, from the world of Sailor Moon! 🌙✨

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ICH KOMME

Another REALLY late Eurovision fanart, this time for another Finnish Queen: ERIKAAAA 🇫🇮🇫🇮🇫🇮

I didn't really watch It this year too, with the same enthusiasm (for obvious moral reasons y'all probably are familiar with), but I still liked Finland my beloved quite a lot, at least it wasn't a WTF thingy like Windows95Man🤣

I was also glad to know about her friendship with Käärijä and their collabs too🥹

Hope y'all like it 🫶🏻💕

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Just a quick pair of Papa Emeritus III makeup shots

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I wish I had loved you earlier.

I wish I could've been able to be a Ghost fan right when you were there, maybe loving you would've felt differently. Maybe I would've experienced this band differently...

Because even if I'm a new fan and I've been able to enjoy so many wonderful things, I still came too late to experience you.

Too late to see the wonderful things you brought.

Because I'm always too late.

I'm always running and never catch up.

Wish I could've catched your hand, at least...

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LnX (Elenex Graffiti) pt.2+Working Sketches

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Resharing this. Happy 10th birthday, Cirice, thank you for changing my life🖤

From a subscriber:

A Thank You, and tattoo explanation

(CW:Long Post)

I was the girl whomst yesterday shared (anonymously) my thoughts regarding my love for Terzo. I'm really glad you shared such a heartwarming and generous response, It truly made my day 🫶🏼

I had mentioned that I decided to get a tattoo inspired by Cirice (👆🏻This Is It on my skin as soon as It was done, below Is the og design by me👇🏻)

I tried to be as sneaky as possible when making my first tattoo, inspired by my favorite band.

Sometimes tattooing your passions can be a double-edged sword, because there's always the thought of "What if I don't like it anymore?"

Anyway, regarding the design, it's open to interpretation: I made it to represent more how I take refugee in my passions and how much they bring me joy, but also negative sides.

I referenced the song "Cirice" by Ghost, because It can be interpreted as a love song at first listen, but if you dig deep, it's more about religious indoctrination, about those people who influence their victims, psychologically, without having the best of intentions.

Since this was the first song I heard from the band, almost 3 years ago after, at my lowest, and I now consider them a source of escapism for me, from the world that seems to be on fire, I find it a bit ironic honestly that, given the meaning, It has led me to enter the fandom.

Despite the beautiful moments, the creationsi I've shared, the friendships I've started and everything (Not only with Ghost in general, but also within various fandoms and interests I've had in the past), I also had negative experiences: whether they were bullies making fun of It, misunderstandings, internet cancellations or insecurity about my enjoyment of such things in general.

My obsessions (or better say, hyperfixations) bring me so much joy, I give all of myself to show how much I enjoy stuff, but also a lot of sadness, because everyday It feels like I'm on a trench, when people don't understand and belittle me for the things that bring me joy.

Despite everything, in the end there is love for these things, and for the people who love me for who I am and whomst have helped me to move forward, this is why I chose the Major Arcana of lovers to represent it: a card representing love, passion, but also has a double meaning if you look close.

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Magical Angel, Creamy Mami

A fanart of a vintage icon in the Magical Girl landscape, Creamy Mami, also drawn on the dispay window for some local projects^^

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My first Ghost Concert: Re-Imperatour 2023

29/05/23

Almost Year, since Ghost came to haunt Milan for the Re-Imperatour date, my first ever Ghost concert alongside my friend Sophia❤️

Also, a bonus:

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Nameless Ghoulette Fiamma (Not my OC)

A quick gift for my friend @/_hatimoon_ on Instagram, drawing her Ghoulette OC, Fiamma!

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LnX (Elenex Graffiti)