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forever yearning

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Im I the only one who thinks there's SO MUCH transmisogyny, misogyny and pro life messages under s3? Because what the hell was THAT

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Live footage of me after watching squid game s3 cause most of my favs died:

Going damn crazy rn (⁠ノ⁠｀⁠Д⁠´⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

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quick little hyunju sketch

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The context for why In-ho is tearing up is immaculate. It's like he's experiencing religious beauty AND the depths of existential despair at the same time.

Once more, he fails to save a "wife" and baby. Once more, his loved one is too stubborn.

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Another character taken from us by the self-sacrifice trope im

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The fact that this man had the audacity to look down on Gi-hun and ask him if he had fun playing the hero as though he hadn't been tryna get that cookie since the moment he knew he was back in the games.

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the only way i’ll accept an american spin off is if inho is in it and gihun haunts both inho and the narrative. i need inho psychologically tortured by his ghost. seeing gihun out the corner of his eye, in his dreams, being attacked by his spirit physically in his sleep or when he’s at his most vulnerable. (inho is actually harming himself but he doesn’t know it).

him drinking to cope. the visions of gihun only becoming more vivid and horrifying when inho is drunk. ending with inho on his knees pleading for forgiveness.

inho committing suicide to be with gihun

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Lee Jung Jae you deserve all the love and appreciation in the world

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there’s a reason I always trust fanfic writers to understand and do the characters justice more than I trust canon writers

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AND HE CRIED WHILE HE TOOK OFF HIS MASK AND LOOKED AT GI-HUN FOR THE LAST TIME I NO I CANT DO THIS

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hwang inho // canine motif

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imagine being hwang in-ho — the front man — and losing both of your partners to fucking babies.

(he’s still stronger than me though because if I lost the love of my life to a damn infant twice, I would ditch being the front man and become literal art the clown instead)

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Damn

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Where did all the smugness go now, huh Inho?

The difference in his expressions between these two frames where he looks at Gihun, baffles me.

The Gihun effect.

Inho did not expect Gihun to break through his walls and wrap around his heart like that.

But he let it happen anyway.

And he desperately needed to look him into the eyes again… even if it meant Gihun would hate him forever.

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Sooo I made a little fanfic of In-ho and Gi-hun, inspired by this photo and that line

“There is no greater love than the love the wolf feels for the lamb it doesn’t eat.”

It felt so painfully true. The idea just wouldn’t leave me.

I hope you’ll like ittt!!🩷

~Is this how we end?~

—

He went all this way without doing anything to him, just watching him — so closely, analyzing his every move. To bite. To destroy.

But he still couldn’t do it. He still ached for him.

Still left him on frail limbs — barely surviving, limping through the pain that echoes in every sound, every scream, every killed person — everything he has done.

To help.

To care.

Was it ever enough? Would the lamb finish his job? Would he go through the stages of grief over and over again to win?

To feel free.

To escape.

The wolf still nibbling close to his skin, ready to size him up —

But never does it.

It just waits, sits, and preys on the tiny lamb. So fragile — but so very brave.

Braver than the wolf could ever be.

The wolf snarled, entrapped the lamb with his fangs drawn — but the lamb met him with eyes that never flinched.

Full of something too sharp to be innocence —

Not fear.

Not hate.

Just knowing.

And guilt gnawed beneath the wolf’s skin.

Even though every inch of him still wanted to tear through flesh,

And see red.

The lamb knew.

That the wolf would have to let go — more than it tempts him to dig his fangs right into him.

And if the wolf ever truly wanted to take him,

He wouldn’t run.

He’d bare his throat.

The wolf trembled.

His hunger a living thing inside him, pushing him to take —

But he didn’t.

Instead, he stayed.

Where the lamb could see him.

And where he could suffer,

For wanting what he could never have.

Because the wolf who doesn’t eat the lamb

Loves it more than anything he’s ever destroyed.

The end

~—~

thank u for reading!! And pls tell me ur thoughts if u liked itt🩷🩷

[elislulii]

Sooo I made a little fanfic of In-ho and Gi-hun, inspired by this photo and that line

“There is no greater love than the love the wolf feels for the lamb it doesn’t eat.”

It felt so painfully true. The idea just wouldn’t leave me.

I hope you’ll like ittt!!🩷

~Is this how we end?~

—

He went all this way without doing anything to him, just watching him — so closely, analyzing his every move. To bite. To destroy.

But he still couldn’t do it. He still ached for him.

Still left him on frail limbs — barely surviving, limping through the pain that echoes in every sound, every scream, every killed person — everything he has done.

To help.

To care.

Was it ever enough? Would the lamb finish his job? Would he go through the stages of grief over and over again to win?

To feel free.

To escape.

The wolf still nibbling close to his skin, ready to size him up —

But never does it.

It just waits, sits, and preys on the tiny lamb. So fragile — but so very brave.

Braver than the wolf could ever be.

The wolf snarled, entrapped the lamb with his fangs drawn — but the lamb met him with eyes that never flinched.

Full of something too sharp to be innocence —

Not fear.

Not hate.

Just knowing.

And guilt gnawed beneath the wolf’s skin.

Even though every inch of him still wanted to tear through flesh,

And see red.

The lamb knew.

That the wolf would have to let go — more than it tempts him to dig his fangs right into him.

And if the wolf ever truly wanted to take him,

He wouldn’t run.

He’d bare his throat.

The wolf trembled.

His hunger a living thing inside him, pushing him to take —

But he didn’t.

Instead, he stayed.

Where the lamb could see him.

And where he could suffer,

For wanting what he could never have.

Because the wolf who doesn’t eat the lamb

Loves it more than anything he’s ever destroyed.

The end

~—~

thank u for reading!! And pls tell me ur thoughts if u liked itt🩷🩷 and also I posted this on AO3! So if u want to u can check it on there as well: https://archiveofourown.org/works/66682855