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Thinking of "clean slate" of all my dreams. Start at the beginning and research a second time to see if I come to the same conclusion as this first time.
Yes I have dream records all the way back since 2021 when they first started.
The dragons (black was guiding, white was there, gold was raging) led me to teddy bears holding 88 in link with ancestry, leading to finding out that one of my great grandmother's death year was mis-engraved on the tomb stone, who's death certificate is '88 (engraved as '87). And then that day, upon following what my grandmother knows of the family legend to find the lost baby grave, I find an unmarked gravestone with a weather mark the shape of a teddy bear.
I did not go down that line of evidence. I've been thinking of asking the church, in recent weeks.
Every other dream is...either similar in vividness and coincidence with real life events as with above, or brief information like the previous post.
Second research binge might be needed.
#personal#synchronicity between dreams an life#its both tiring and fascinating#at the same time your thinking is this legit or am i just crazy#im both aware and dont want to be aware
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I was told in a dream that my "match tone" is 11th on the guitar.
The fuck does that mean!?!
Basically, it's to be creative.
I'm taking it as confirmation that I'm in the right profession.
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How is it my luck that I'm potentially having a delayed reaction to a sting from one of the least aggressive and least painful wasps??
...it's been four days since and I'm doing okay, just itchy.
...oh. and my ankle is swollen. And itchy. But other than that, I'm perfectly fine.
Here's to hoping nothing goes bad.
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My insistent need to know the HOWs and WHYs, which help with intricate and complex world builds, solved the heat press issue...
I feel very smart.
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I got a brutal reminder this morning why I should be getting more than 4 hours of sleep.
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Folks have got to understand that they probably aren't messed up by some Secret Big Trauma that they just can't remember; but rather by a million tiny microtraumas that they do mostly remember but don't even register as traumatic because nobody actually understood that these things would cause trauma, much less stack on each other over the years.
#having an increase in communication issues cause everytime i was open to people it was used as blackmail#or my words were used and twisted into lies#to increase the chances of being isolated by others#bc they trusted the words of the one person who said that i wouldnt get along with them#in reality i struggle to make friendships and can play nice#but that doesnt mean i wont get along#so now its a keep my mouth shut response to anyone around me#or that passive aggressive tone of voice that immediately shuts me down#feeling like i cant explain or itll just be an excuse and not an actual reason#the most recent oh shit thats trauma
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My nephew wanting someone's face in the cake & choosing me.
My brother: coming to do as told
Me: 🤨
Brother: "I choose life" & turns away
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Walk through my grandparents' door and got shot by my brother and nephew.
They were in the middle of a shootout.
It's their birthday, so I guess they get a pass.
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Thinking I was prepared for the Neversink Loop Trail. Great views, and visited the Witch's Hat.

I think the one section of trail was nearly washed out, rocky as all hell. I'm so very sore now, and something stung me.
#personal#pennsylvania#reading pa#neversink loop trail#witch's hat#for some reason i got so fucking confused on the trail map several times#the loop is 5.3 mi#i think i hit 6 mi#bc of back tracking#& pokestops#me thinks toucanon isnt returning for a while
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This fucking cat

I love him, I really do, but when he starts getting into things like this, I'm fairly concerned he's going to get into Trouble.
I can't tell if he's doing it for attention or he wants to be high up.
#this was last night#i have the full 2 min video#of which i did nothing but wait for him to jump down
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Banging (multiple) so hard against the house that it rattles, and I can pinpoint the exact area of said banging (5pm).
Softer banging, same area (1-2), and its fucking dark out, making the incident creepy af (9pm).
Engines revving in an alley crossroads, hearing what sounds like a security alarm, and then silence (940pm)...
...welp
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Mom admitting she had fun at the Stray kids concert.
Also saying she would go to one of their concerts again.
Me, escorting her listening ears to Jeff Satur.
...welcome to my cluster fuck of music genres.
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I was gonna get the light sticks, but then my truck needed severe service. It's back under full operating capacity.
Then went to a concert literally 3 days later after I got it back.
I thought of getting the light sticks for my bday, in 3 weeks, but now I have vet bills.
Can I please...
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HOW?!

How the fuck did a Thai search get in there?
Translate said it was "winter", fyi
#Google#wtf#i dont even know the language#personal#this was a first#perspective of watching different foreign dramas you can start recognizing which region its from#i also follow thai artists
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My morning read.
#ao3#archive of our own#fanfics#fanfiction#fan fiction#fandom#fanfic writers#fanfic readers#we're just chaos theory apparently
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me reading the ao3 outage notification this morning: yeah that makes sense, they need to take the archive offline to fix the bookmarks
*six hours later*
me: so maybe we don’t actually like, NEED need bookmarks
#i had a thpugh of just bookmarking everything on a spreadsheet#just to keep track#denied it because i didnt see a reason why#i might now have a reason#ao3 outage#ao3#archive of our own#fanfic#fanfiction#bookmarks#fic
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