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[ellie-crys]

going on a 2 day fast!! fasting is starting to get easy again, and honestly i look so forward to the feeling <33

(masc th!nsp0)

(all from pintrest!!)

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I HIT A NEW LW!!! it took so long, but FINALLY

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energy drinks are one of my favorite appetite suppressents 😋😋 it almost immediately makes me not hungry, and plus! Caffeine makes me really tired, so I can just sleep instead of eat.

Ive also had a fever for a few days now, so being sick is an excuse to why im not eating much 😼😼

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as soon as this semester and finals are over, itll be so much easier to st@rve 😓 ive been eating so much more because ive been doing so much school and extracurriculars and staying up late to get assignments done, I need to maintain good grades guysss (one more week of this finals bullshit then back to peacefully st@rv!ng 😋)

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what are some of your guys favorite workout videos for w3ightloss or toning the body? literally any part of the body 😓

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MY BOYFRIEND GOT ME A WALKING PAD FOR CHRISTMAS AND GAVE IT TO ME TODAY!! AHHH OMG IM SO FUCKING HAPPY OH MY GODDDDDDDD YAYYYY

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this disorder can be really lonely. i just want to talk to someone with the same disordered mind, and have it be normal

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/ wieiad / ~

- Breakfast: skipped

- Lunch: yogurt (80 cal) banana (85 cal)

- Dinner: two small apples (122)

total: 287

/ excercise / ~

• 2020 2 week shred day 5

• 6k steps (was in a deppressive mood most of the day and kinda just layed in bed until 4pm)

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I had a concert tonight!! it went well ^_^ AND MY DRESS LOOKED SO GOOD!! AND IT FITS PERFECTLY (size 2, xs)!! I was so happy hehehe

[ellie-crys]

/ wieiad / ~

- Breakfast: skipped

- Lunch: skipped

- Dinner: ended my 48 hour f@st with red lentil soup (200 cal), big green apple (100 cal), too good vanilla yogurt (80 cal) 5 grapes (17 cal)

total: 397

/ excercise / ~

• 2020 2 week shred day 4

• 11k steps

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i often think about this image..

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/ wieiad / ~

Fasted all day, going for 48 hours

/ excercise / ~

• 2020 2 week shred day 3

• 10k steps

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th!nspo ~

(all from pinterest!!)

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/ wieiad / ~

- Breakfast: skipped

- Lunch: too good peach yogurt (80 cal)

- Dinner: red lentil soup (250 cal)

total: 330

/ excercise / ~

• 2020 2 week shred day 2

• 10,560 steps

• 20 mins strength training

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I got the first twilight book today, decided to reread the series and collect the books this time ^_^ bella is lowkey th!nspo..

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/ wieiad / ~

- Breakfast: skipped

- Lunch: Too Good vanilla yogurt (only 80 cals and has 12g of protein!! it tastes amazing too!! highly recommend ^_^), chamomile tea (0 cal), homemade broccoli cheddar soup (113 cal)

- Dinner: Homeade coleslaw (100 cal), Homeade german potato salad (176 cal), stuffed spaghetti squash (400 cal)

- Desert: pistachio pudding (90 cal)

total : 1,039

/ excercise / ~

• chloe ting day one 2020 2 week shred

• 8,800 steps

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today was not a good day 😓 i was having really bad binge urges all day, and gladly didnt, but my cal intake has been so much higher than usual as of lately and its driving me insane. i also didnt hit my step goal... UGGGHHH

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I've decided to start logging wieiad, as well as any excercise i get in. I have NOT been locking in and doing this would be good discipline for me 😓 KEEP ME IN CHECK!!

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/ wieiad / ~

- Breakfast: chamomile tea (0 cal)

- Lunch: Big green apple (100), frozen mango (80) frozen strawberries (50)

- Dinner: Homeade butternut squash soup (300) Homeade german potato salad (106)

total : 641

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/ excercise / ~

• 2 chloe ting workout videos

•15 minutes of strength training with bf

• 20,360 steps (went on a LONG walk today 😓😓)

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GUYS!! I HAVE A THIGH GAP!! its definitely not much and no where NEAR my goal, BUT FINALLY! IM STARTING TO SEE IT!! im tweaking so hard

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Ima eat a little more than i usually do today because ive been sick and have had a fever of 102 for the past 2 days 😓😓

Meal plan for today~

☆ apple with cinnamon (80 cal) with mango (80)

☆ homeade butternut squash soup (300 cal)

☆ air fried tofu with zucchini noodles (240 cal)

total = 700 cal

and of course, i will be taking viatams, some medicine and will drinking lots of water!!! im quite scared about upping it this much, but i do NOT wanna be sick anymore.

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looking at myself n@ked is the best motivation ever (im going to kms why do i look like this)