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We are lovely people inside and out aren’t we!

One moment we are the ugly lies we tell ourselves. One minute we are raging against anything and everything because we are hurt, broken, misunderstood, and seemingly forgotten by a world in need.

Lovely how we gather ourselves to pray. Sometimes its the others praying Gods protection over us from afar. Joyous how the next minute after prayer all those years of being stubborn, of not listening, being scared and alone in everyroom are all over powered by a moment of clarity.

Out of this moment the light penetrates the mask separating Love from Hate. In this moment God has spoken again.

It happens when we listen just long enough to make another day worth baring. We choose in this moment to put on the armor. We choose in that minute as we remember again to stop walking around without proper protection from the lies we tell ourselves. From the lies of the hurting people around, near, or over the internet.

We remember in these moments that the world is embedded by leading without Humility Grace and Love.

If we listen and comprehend we will be joyful. until we are right with God and our oxygen mask is placed over ourselves first the world stays cold in us.

God’s desires, Gods plan, remind us we are never alone. We are only different when we are forgetting to let go and let God drift our way to the straight and bumping road ahead. Let God in long enough to remember to give it to others when you are ready.

Gods love surrounds us continually and through our self love and the love of God inside us. With God we shine from the dark damp trench and the other beautiful people begin to seek Love, Generosity, and Strength also.

Remember every time you read this, we are never alone, never alone even when we don’t have the courage to remember and believe. Always surrounded by Grace. majestic beauty ready to emerge remember we are never alone.

Remember its not religious people we seek its a relationship with God that allows our wounds to heal so the next person can be inspired to be genuine also. To Love despite the obstacles.

Remember to listen even if it is the same wonderful advice you’d heard and ignored before from various people before. Listen instead when you remember and give yourself the empathy to know life is continually moving forward. Allow yourself Gods kindness and the kindness from people around you and at a distance.

Because today, right now you can listen see and speak.

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You know everything already...you now know this is why i need you.

Week after week tossing turning wanting rest only for a jolt to wake me up, so jolting like my very being wants to live...so I wake up, only to beg for more than a nap followed by a long winded cry.

Wake me up every couple hours as though you push play to save me from a dark room.

Please The armor be with me as the sun rises again. please God you know everything, you know how to help me. You know how to give peace and comfort so im not picking myself up off the floor again.

Not in the “i need medication and therapy” kind of note to myself...no this is the note to say there is more to this life. The kind of jot that screams, God I need healing. The kind that says if you know I don’t understand the power of your healing please continue to forgive me.

The kind of note that says; what do i need to work on , for God to allow me healing. The kind of post it that reminds me that’s not a demon playing with me its God reminding me very few understand this type of stuff.

The kind of note, that says I can sleep.

The kind of Love that God only knows.

The kind of love that saw me lay on the floor begging and says stand don’t mind them noticing, don’t mind as others do nothing. This is my weight seeing clear a broken hearted world.

The kind of note saying Don’t mind the laughter for being strong enough to humble yourself and pray. Keep praying the jolt keeps me awake for more than another sleepless night more than a 90s kid diary.

Pray there is a greater purpose to broken sleep.

To what we call insomnia.

Pray there is Something purposeful behind what we categorize as mental illness alone.

I pray and pray knowing others are praying for healing too. We avoid the pain and anxiety and write it off as a mystery and a pill.

Here is my shack on the rocks, standing firm. the words rushing to remind me to change corse. a intact foundation to self improvement.

Please not laying on the floor because its the warriors choice of comfort. It is the warrior whom herself rises when God reminds her there is a battle vs a war. This a endless battle of mental stamina strength and courage because hopefully there is a spiritual war telling me to love and to open up to live life. Hopefully this is to share with someone, share the cornerstones of the person and mind called lost.girl

Maybe I am delusional, maybe i am the things you think. Or maybe I’m just like you looking for reasons for purpose.

Maybe im just like you, wanting to be comforted back to Lovely hands. Wanting to move on so i can join the laughing, join those who watched from a distance thinking they know why Insomnia is heavy.

God if it’s crazy to ask for peace and a clear understanding than I do not want to be sane. Crazy to know there is always someone watching waiting to tell me how much I need improvement what i did or said and what they think i mean or meant. Don’t need any pointing out about lost.girl, you didn’t sleep well again. Sleep without me then. Stop trying to kill a mockingbird.

Start helping those with clipped wings. Watching does nothing, listening does little, actions speak louder than words. Put actions behind the love songs and share the love everyday, every morning with someone you love the way God loves us...unconditionally. Thats the kind of love i hope to one day learn and share. Wanting The humblest scenic path to Gods grace.

(If you have concerns don’t i am fine, just need to relax breathe and remember this is another side effect of a past of endless jabs and tomfoolery. This insomnia and anxiety can be subsided with patients and forgiveness. This note is for the person I am at 5am who i will be after and grateful for not being alone even if it is through window panes.

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There’s no training love either its there or its lust.

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Didnt know, i knew what you know, you now know i know you know.

We all know we aren’t alone...you hear me, you see me tumblr, i hear you, i see you tumblr

Good and bad

Coincidences or not, where it applies or not.

I like you tumblr and keep coming back for your opposition, your mind, your story, your message back.

You guys have good motivations and love!

The new music has been a great gift!

Helped because it was your hands reaching out.

However, The creative side is constantly cock blocked. no the alluring illusion of a weekend with benefit is not what i want. Creative you and me on our own together! Our own success and progress.

I am in need, Needing the reality of a permanent “our” “we” forever filled with the same amount of self confidence.

Teach me Patients and passion to slow down.

being queened by my king at night... im not afraid to be me anymore, be free.

Yes i see the coincidences, click the like anyway. not afraid to hold the leash. Good balancing the dark side of the moon.

Hi i am all natural bell, lost in a frozen parallel of tired memories. Hi i am awake unlike sleeping beauty but scared to take this start of my life alone like 27scores worth of broken agos.

Yes now we know i know what we all know

Not mad at anyone but me. The rest? thats just lyrics to move a mind stuck in a museum of “don’t be yourself”.

so strong, all natural woman, so modern but too weak to leave this place.

Need that romance to be here, why hide my desires like a good girl anymore, for whom?

Not asexual and nothing against it. People categorize a backstory they have not and will never read.

Straight so straight it hurts deep.

just not aloud to be sexy or sexually attractive from years of shaming and suffocating oh i mean caring friends wolves and family.

you read this, the say, I opened the account... #not sorry still

Telling it how it is, as quickly as the tragedy appears

Can do the same in a positive position,

if i get out of this labyrinth of doubt and shame.

Surround me with love with water ill fucking grow a smile, a sexual desire. Until then I’ll keep pretending not to know what we know.

If my words are of a half assed socrate dreaming

it’s because there are no new thoughts, theres no one here in person to take me home.

Help me Not return to the stale mental state as 18, him telling me not today. Treat this woman to the things she needs. Including love.

String free lyrics,

so why then dose my body remember the same song same place?

Oh ya because nothings changed.

To much asking for someone to do more than post.

Someone ready to help heal so we can move to the next part of our chapter.

Hello once again. yes lost.girl sitting here. i should be writing instead of dwelling on a dribble of a tear. Instead of writing about nothing important.

I should work on me more, should be writing down things that matter not problems.

Wrote about love and it’s season

i have helped so many throughout to balance all the negative karma my broken ass made.

All the years, years, fighting the same stupid scenario and scenery.

when is it my turn for the hero to go beyond the romantic style of my very real life

When will he say hello in person, lets go in person, let go together in person.

is he enough to knock on my window, instead of look in from the outside.

Sorry fam “real eyes, realize real, lies”.

Too nice to assert the fact none of this is a coincidence every hour of every coincidence of every day.

I dance and move it is the leash holding back the veil between my window and the world

Yes there is love to be found.

Yes you are appreciated not mad at the posts glad you guys hear see feel understand

You also have a half to make whole.

I hope we know this is just another ramble though...out of touch at best.

But I wrote from the mind isn’t that’s what matters? One day now that we all know, we will make it 1+1=2 2+1=creation, God, harmony

You will make it 1+1=2

We will make it together tumblr till infinity ♾

Sober for so long it hurts. Sober even in love no wonder i wont open up correctly. Flower stunted in the cement of “comfort”.

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Out to change everything, one thing at a time.

It starts with being me.

People Under The Stairs Sober, musically just this amazing.

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Trying to let go of that voice that says

“you dont do enough do more do more make em proud”

Finding the compassionate voice that says “great job your little accomplishments add up to big success keep going”

Remembering everyone has a story, listen to them.

Listen to the voice that says “you can do this you are special you are worth it”

P.s. all the lovely comics, words, art, lyrics, pottery, plants, those are Tumblr, they are you! Keep it up guys!

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Just a hop skip and a backyard away, darkness watched everyday. So closely involved knowing everything, yet doing nothing was God.

At least Scarlet had thought so as she sipped her tea. Unaware the light always trickling back right before the final curtain call could fall.

Darkness lay in wait even before the morning coffee...Scarlet worried for a moment, “is it time to be sent out with the other coffee drinkers”? Worried until she looked down, only now remembering she drinks tea. 🫖

the morning rose once more and once again the kingdom was flooded with light. Now she could see him clearly no misinformation, the goat. The horns dissipated and the sunflowers began their quest for the rays again.

(Good VS Evil, inspired by the morning I suppose. Enjoy it or not whatever it’s too early for all this 😉)

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Guimea remember your pack.

Thank you Bearah!

(Gratitude filled Guimea as her cousin always took more time with her than any other child in the home).

Ah your locket, catch! Careful I throw a mean floater the dodgers would beg me to sign if they knew.

Rosie gold hues shimmered as the time tempered locket gracefully glided in the air. Gradually Landing into Guimeas open palm.

Your mother would be proud peach! Keep up your hard work darling.

A rivers bend streamed down Guimea’s face knowing this was a great honor to be said.

(I stayed up and I shouldn’t have but i had this idea and wanted to get it out prove to myself and the few people whom visit this page love ya tumblr night for real i am in need of rest and water)

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Go get your dreams Tumblr, we all got this.

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Hi Tumblr

Hope you also got a good full nights rest!

Feels amazing !

Wont be on here much today I have writings that I put time and effort into (not just a freestyle short story or poem off the top of my head like ive been posting...not bad for freestyle) but ya i have a couple things and work to accomplish today.

May You all find what brings you happiness!

Enjoy Tumblr!