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I wonder how many cishet men have tried reblogging your wlw yearning posts

that’s actually the most skin crawling horrendous thought I’ve had in a while.

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was their any literature that inspired this record? ♡

simulacrum and simulation - jean baudrillard

i have no mouth and i must scream - harlan ellison

pilgrim's progress - john bunyan

nausea - jean-paul sartre

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update:

Uncanny - Sigmund Freud

Nadja - Andre Breton

Bunny - Mona Awad

My Year of Rest and Relaxation - Ottessa Moshfegh

Capitalism Realism - Mark Fisher

decided to make a book list on here to keep track of books ive read recently that i enjoyed:

Nausea-Sartre

Quicksand-Junichiro Tanizaki

Sputnik Sweetheart- Murakami

Heaven- Meiko Kawakami

Essays and Aphorisms- Schopenhauer

The Stranger / The Plague - Camus

The Inseparables- Beavoir

Notes from Underground- Dostoevsky

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I want to be as pure and soft as driven snow.

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if someone were to tear open my skull and inspect my brain, i think your name would be seared into it.

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this year while we all celebrate pride month and celebrate ourselves as well as those who came before us and paved the way for us to do so, we must also think of those in gaza, queer or not, who live every day under a brutal occupation and don’t have that same privilege. happy pride, and may we see a free palestine in this lifetime.

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loving someone is so soft and lovely until it feels like there's a million suns in your chest and you can feel their absence with every breath you take. till it feels like you love them so much you could die.

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i wonder if you can feel how often you go through my mind

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just know, that even when we arent talking the only thing in my mind is just you. ♡

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I need her in the most visceral, primal way. I need her so much, I may perish.

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(hornier than I have ever been in my life) I need to hug her and tell her everything's going to be okay

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I wish I could rip out my own eyes out of their sockets and give them to her as a gift, so she could see how she looks from my point of view. How she is one of the most beautiful, wonderous things to ever exist.

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I want to place little kisses on her soul and show her how loved and wonderful and worthy she is.

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“I should be sleeping. But I’m thinking of you. I’m always thinking about you.”

— Igor Henrique, I think about you all the time.

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“Green was the silence, wet was the light, the month of June trembled like a butterfly.” – Pablo Neruda

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i think of you so much it sickens me. i miss you so much it drives me mad.

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I want to cuddle up next to my girlfriend like a cat and never leave