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“𝖂𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖜𝖆𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖙 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉”

Some more quick experimental Vessels (which was inspired by Dangerous cause ough✨)

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POSSIBLE YOONGI STALKER AU IDEA

yes i am here to post an idea i have and then never come back to tumblr for the next three months okay enjoy this little snippet of a story that will NEVER come into fruition (this is entirely based on netflix's you bc yoongi as joe is kindaaaa idk me likey)

Everything about him was just too perfect. From his perfectly coiffed hair to his perfectly pale and long fingers, nothing about Min Yoongi was imperfect — at first glance, of course.

From afar he paints himself out to be this normal guy, this nice guy; always understanding, always supportive and always listening. If people ever took a step closer, however, they would possibly see what’s underneath that clean-cut facade. They could possibly notice how attentive he was, how he takes note over every little detail, and how he observes every move a person makes — especially if it’s someone like her.

Nothing compared to her, that is Yoongi’s opinion, of course. She shone like the first rays of the morning sun, and gleamed like the shimmer of the bright moon. When he looked into her eyes, he could melt into those beautiful irises and sink into a whirlpool of despair over the fact that an actual human being is this enigmatic.

All these thoughts swirling in his head, and he hasn't even met her yet.

She had been skimming through the bookshelves of his cozy book store and he had been skimming through her ever since. If he was normal, he would have stopped analysing the way she looked, dressed or walked and instead, go up to her and strike up a conversation. Too bad he is everything but normal.

The woman had finally picked out a book, Wuthering Heights, which told him a little bit of what he needs to know.

"Great weather we're having, huh?" Yikes, bringing up weather for a conversation starter is textbook-level awkward. She doesn't socialise much, it is as clear as day.

"It's Jangma season."

"So it would seem! Hah..." She looked to the side, avoiding Yoongi's gaze as she felt entirely self-concious.

"Though, the rain is nice in some way." Yoongi added on, "Makes this place feel... extra comforting. At least, to me." He was trying to resuscitate their first encounter, he didn't mean to come off as condescending.

She smiles and Yoongi could feel his heart stutter for a moment, "I feel the exact same way. It's like white noise." Her agreeing only fueled the desire within him to get to know her more. Yoongi gives her a tiny grin before holding up the book she brought to him.

"Wuthering Heights? Any reason?"

The question makes her tense up and turns her cheeks into a shade of pink. "I'm- Uh- Trying to pick up reading." The confession shocks Yoongi but he hides his emotions well. From the way she dressed, he expected her to be a bookworm.

"Figured I'd start with a classic, y'know?"

"I see. Not a fan of reading, are you?"

"Well... I'm more into other nerdy things like drawing and..." She trailed off and mumbled something Yoongi couldn't quite pick up.

"I'm sorry?" He couldn't contain his small smile from escaping when she did that, finding it so incredibly dorky and endearing.

She grumbled for a bit, "Crocheting." She said just a little above a whisper, looking entirely embarrassed.

Yoongi chuckled at her behaviour, "Hey, you tricked me. You made me think it was something really embarrassing, Wuthering Heights." He jabbed and jabbed even harder when he used her book of choice as a nickname for her. All she did was cover her face with her hands.

"But it is though!"

"No, it isn't. Crocheting is really cool and more people should be taking it up."

Her eyes lit up with something. It wasn't shock, or surprise, it was motivation? It was the feeling of when you receive validation and support for something you have a lot of passion for; whatever that's called.

"Well, I feel seriously validated now. Thank you." Everything about her was so genuine, seemed too good to be true. Yoongi gave her a reassuring nod as he keyed in the price of the book. "Well, that will be ₩25,000." Scrambling to get her wallet, she opens it and hands him the money.

"This is extra." Yoongi informed, giving her back ₩10,000.

"Oh, I'm sorry." Her apology didn't go unnoticed by him. It wasn't a simple 'sorry' or 'my bad', it was a genuine 'I'm so sorry I can't handle myself like a normal human adult' kind of apology. All for handing him too much money? Who hurt her this bad?

Yoongi handed her the book and as she took it, he could feel the tip of her fingers grazing his long, pale ones. A moment that left invisible marks on his skin and a swarm of butterflies in his stomach.

"Thank you...?"

"Yoongi."

"Yoongi... Thank you, Yoongi." He loved it when she said his name. He wanted her to say it more. Maybe even in a less conventional way.

"You're welcome...?"

She said her name and all hell broke loose. He knew her name, her hobbies, what she's like when she gets embarrassed.

"Bye, Yoongi!" As she bid him goodbye, he gave her a tiny wave through the window.

"See you soon, Wuthering Heights."

There's no stopping him now.

HAHAHAHAHAH im sorry this is unedited

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oh and i'm thinking about writing for valorant agents bc i got back on the grind in the game but idk i might go insane if i do write for them (and if i do write for them it will MOST DEFINITELY be an oc insert)

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finally played mouthwashing and learned the lore, it drove my sanity off a cliff

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i lied. i'm not writing any requests any time soon. college has enslaved me. please send help.

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college is starting soon HELP ME

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reread my old works, guys...they suck so bad why are people still NOTING THEM AAAAAAA

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it’s kinda cute how the actors who shared the first ever gay kiss on american prime time television are buddies (heh) irl despite only being in one episode

also how jgl just never ages lol

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i am totally not working on a bts x reader bridgerton au where they're all brothers from different mothers and there's separate fics for each of their stories with different juicy plotlines and i am definitely not currently working on jin's fic which the first chapter might have over 4k words cause im crazy

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clearly i've been watching bridgerton too much because i cant stop reading every fic in a british accent

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LUKE NEWTON for Vanity Fair Italy (May 2024)

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The Devil works hard

But the Frank simps of the Abigail fandom work harder

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Dan Stevens the unhinged vampire you are

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god i need him in ways that concern feminism

dan stevens as "frank" in abigail (2024)

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i just realised i use tumblr like how i use twitter and i should really just be posting more fics and requests 😭😭😭

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love him 🫶