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I know that you have not written anything in a while,non the less, you are still very much appreciated. I go back time and again to read your awesome stories and this brings me joy more than you could know. So thank you for the stories that keeps on giving. Take care.

That is so incredibly sweet and totally made my day. I'm so glad you enjoy my stories. Writing them brought me out of a really dark time in my life so hearing that someone enjoyed them is just icing on the cake. ❤

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I need your help

Hi everyone. I know that it's been a while. Life got crazy and somewhere along the way I forget who I even am anymore. I shut everyone out. My family, my friends, everyone. I forgot what it felt like to be happy and I let that be ok. I let negativity consume me. I let depression suck the life out of me and I let tragedy weigh me down. The past year has been so emotionally devastating. So many awful things have happened both to me, my family and the world around us that sometimes I struggle to find the will to exist in this place anymore. The catalyst of it all was when my BIL was injured playing soccer. His whole life turned upside down overnight. I've created a go find me in the Hope's of helping him to learn to walk again. It would mean a great deal to me and my family if you could share the link in any way you can. I appreciate you and I'm taking the steps to get myself into a better headspace so that I can come back to this place I loved so much and to the people who I felt truly understand what it's like to be me. Diana https://www.gofundme.com/quadriplegic-needs-help

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I feel alive when I’m with you. every time it’s something new, never knew what love could feel like…

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series 1 - series 3

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The Next Chapter :)

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Help

Can anyone tell me the name of a fic, it was something like, Rae ran away to uni a few years or months later she went back to Stamford and had a bit of a rocky start with Finn and I can also remember a radio station Rae had started up something along the of jack:/

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Alive?

It’s been a rough couple of months, but I’m alive and I feel terribly bad for a few things

1. Missing all your wonderful fanfic

2. Not finishing my fics and leaving you hanging

3. Not responding to messages

I suck on a major level.

I’m headed to England/Europe in two weeks and I’m hoping that gives me the kick I need to get out of this depression and start writing/blogging/conversing again.

I miss all my tumblr friends terribly. :/

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Finn Nelson 1.6

It’s bullshit that you’re gone.

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I like talk’n to YOU and I DON’T like talk’n to ANYBODY.

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OTP Meme: Four Colors - Blue & Orange [3-4/4]

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Danny! Hey, There She Is!

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52

“I think you might be pregnant.”

“I think you might be pregnant.” Chloe follows her friend around theroom, keeping an eye to every gesture Rae does.

“What?” Rae shakes her hands to bothsides, repeatedly. “No, no, no, no. It can’t be.”

“When was the last time you had yourperiod?” Chloe asks, crossing her arms under her chest and sitting in front ofRae, staring at her with the eyebrow raised.

“5 weeks ago, I reckon? I don’t know,Chlo! I’m not as obsessed like my mum to write it down every bloody month.” Shebites her bottom lip in exasperation. “What am I gonna do, now?”

“Did you tell Finn?”

She stares blankly at Chloe. She hasn’tthought about Finn at all.

“Fuck.” She whispers, angry.

“We should get a pregnancy test. We needto be sure that you-…”

“DON’T BLOODY SAY IT!” Rae yells at herbest friend.

“Your name?”

“Rachel. Rachel Earl.”

The doctor nods at her and look for hermedical record. He takes the small folder in his hands and checks every aspectof her profile. Finally, he points at something Rae and Chloe don’t understandwhat it is.

“You’re… pregnant.”

She begins to start breathing deeply.She’s gonna have a panic attack. In front of her gynecologist and her bestfriend. Yes.

“Of four weeks.”

“Impossible.”

“What?” The doctor asks, not reallyunderstand her situation as the papers speak for them.

“I can’t be pregnant. I’m on the pill.”

“Right… Well, sometimes the pill doesn’twork as it’s supposed to be. 90%’s reliable, 10% it’s the catch.” He tries toexplain the process of what the pill’s supposed to do in women body. At thesame time, Rae is hyperventilating. “Did you forget to take it any day of themonth?”

“No! I didn’t. The moment I bought it,the moment started taking it.” Rae tries to auto convince herself, because she’sdefinitely not pregnant. Her period is not coming because of her emotionalstuff. Her problems with hormones and eating disorders. Yes, it must be that.

“When did you start taking the pill?”

“Four weeks ago.”

“Okay.” The doctor writes a few notes inthe corner of her medical history paper and “So, I’m assuming before that, you’vealways used prophylactics.”

“Prophy- what?”

“Condoms.”

“Yeah. Yes. I’ve… Always.”

Then, she remembers.

“Except… Well. There was this time thatwe… My boyfriend and I…” She is starting to move her hands around her,stressing herself. She tries to calm the tension down by moving herself around.“But he didn’t cum inside me. He pulled out on time.”

“You didn’t use prophylactics that time,did you?” He questions.

“No, not really…”

“Listen, Rachel. The withdrawal methoddoesn’t always work. Men, before they release, they spread some precum first,so they…”

“Just give me an abortion pill. I don’twant to know anything about it.”

The doctor tells her the options she hasbefore taking a final decision. Although she has known them since she camethere with Chloe, she answers him that she’s going through the process ofabortion. Now, should she tell Finn or not? That’s the question.

Thanks anon for the prompt. It’s been a difficult one to write, because I had no idea what I had to write… @mmfdfanfic

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Lovely ladies,here is a little preview of Nico in “The Habit Of Beauty” I’ve messaged the producer for permission to post this picture and he has also said he will keep me updated with dates of screenings of the movie,I’ll keep you all updated when I find out more information.

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favorites of 2015; Nico Mirallegro

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