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once you consistently start eating severely less, it genuinely gets so hard to binge. i get so full after eating a few bites of a kids meal somewhere

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hi guys, i’m back for a while. my ex broke up with me and he was cheating on me throughout our whole relationship. they were all skinnier than me too, but i am losing more and more weight by the day. 🤍

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Smaller and smaller each day

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remembering the summer i lost 40 pounds in like two months and being pissed at myself i didn’t keep it off

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I get so competitive when I notice someone the same size as me start to lose weight and look skinnier so they’re ahead of me

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I love my bf but sometimes I feel resentful towards him because he legit fattened me up and he always checks if I’m eating. I miss my body before him but I also don’t blame him it’s not his fault he’s just being a caring partner

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Guysss I have to hide the fact that I have tumblr from my bf now because he knows what’s on my feed 🙁 I don’t like lying to him

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i have the absolute worst headache, i feel ravenous and exhausted. i was about to give up and eat a sandwich but as i reached for the bread, i immediately set it down as i realized i love feeling this way. it gives me almost a rush yk? it makes me feel like i’m actually finally doing something

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Normal people when something bad happens to them : 😭😭😭💔💔

Me because it means I know my appetite will disappear : 😊😊🎀💞💞🎀😋😏😏

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going to sleep hungry makes me feel so accomplished

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two weeks off of school yay!!

now i have two ed’s and body dysmorphia lol

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You already know what this food tastes like , you don't need to remind yourself !

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my life is so much better when my ed is at its peak, everything feels so perfect. my life fell apart when i “recovered”

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will be me idc!!!

i haven’t gotten the chance to weigh myself in a while since i have limited access to a scale. i don’t think i’ve lost any more weight though, if anything i’ve gained. i’m so disgusted with myself, food has become even harder and harder to avoid for the past couple of weeks

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hey guys i’m back. deleted tumblr for a little but i’m back for good now i think

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i love the feeling of my body being hungry omgmgmdnsj

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just started my 24 hour fast 😋😋