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이야! 햇빛 좋더라

Hey! The sunlight was good.

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Taeyong for Naver x Dispatch (1) — Heart flutter eye-contact 

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Andy Goldsworthy Touching North, North Pole, 1989 /

Andrea Pozzi

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Scultura di Andrea Salvatori

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The director of cybersecurity from the Electronic Freedom Foundation is offering to help women who have been threatened with compromise of their devices.

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i can’t believe renjun found something even tinier than himself

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Taeil at the MAMA awards be like:

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i'm very [i love you most ardently] [it's rotten work not to me not if it's you] [i can take care of myself just fine. no. what do you mean no? no] [i can't explain the state that i'm in the state of my heart he was my best friend] [you want to die for love you always have] [you are my sweetest downfall i loved you first] [i should have gone through life half awake if you'd had the decency to leave me alone] [he's more myself than i am, whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same] [he was pointing at the moon but i was looking at his hand] [it was not intended as a compliment. it was a confession] [he is half of my soul, as the poets say]

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After Jong’s funeral, the moon in some places turned aqua. It’s good to know where he is now, and that he is still always and always will be with us, our little man on the moon ❤️

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(201106) imnameim’s Instagram update

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Spirited Away (2001) (4/?)

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can i rant a little🥺

i have… i had a friend.

we were really close, he changed schools in the middle of the year and I befriended him quite soon. he was very nice, funny, I thought we clicked, just instantly became friends. we went out to eat dinner with other friends several times, we opened up to each other very soon. over the summer, he called me numerous times, just to catch up. (he does not live in the same country as me, that’s why we could not meet up)

but then, the next school year he befriended my brother, and the distance came. he did not see me as a friend anymore, he saw me as his friend’s sister. and I was hurt, truly. I was his friend before that…

At first; he had started treating me as a “younger sister”, then he went off to tell me that I am not his friend, his friend’s sister. We fought over that. I told him I’m a bit offended that he couldn’t just see me as a friend, or maybe just be friends with both siblings. He apologised to me the next day, I forgave him because I cherished him and everything was fine until the distance came again.

Although he is handsome and popular, he had some issues with himself and i would always compliment him, but he’d get shy so I started complimenting him a lot more to try and make him feel better about himself. Then there was another time when some boy had a crush on me, and I really don’t care for dating and I did not want to lead that boy on, so this friend of mine suggested to be my pretend boyfriend. It was fine, he would just say “hi girlfriend” and I’d say “hello boyfriend”. We didn’t have feelings for each other, it was a truly pure friendship I thought we had.

But him... being the playboy he is… everytime he had started flirting with a girl he would stop talking to me. Even though he would ask my brother to call me over so that he could talk to me through my brother’s phone, he would still talk to me as a joke and then just ignore me all the time privately. One of his excuses of growing further apart from me was that I am younger than him… I’m barely 1 year younger than him… and if I was born only a mere month earlier we’d be the “same age”. I found that excuse pathetic.

I just find this very hurtful. I had spent so much time with him, opened up to him, he was truly like a brother, one of my closest friends in school. And now I feel sad as it seems he only befriended me when there were no other girls he could speak to or when he was still too shy to become closer to the boys in school, so he befriended them through me.

I don’t know if I feel as if I’ve been betrayed, fooled, but whatever it is, I’ve lost a friend and it’s been very hard to deal with.