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Me : I’m not into soft boys-

*sees Kim Soo-hyun* he’s MiNeeee!

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i had a quick UK (thrift shop) trip yesterday, i got a few vest tops which i wasn't originally fond of but the moment i saw them i immediately fell in love and thought that a lil change of wardrobe wouldn't hurt

this style specifically is something i imagined myself wearing more often (vest tops and skirts, giving a comfy yet edgy look) the photo is not giving it justice but yeah, maybe you'll get a better look in my future posts

oh have i mentioned, i got them for 10 pesos each lang kaya i grabbed a few without hesitation pero i still double checked kung may stains or butas

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nakakapagod pero lalaban at lalaban pa rin, lagi

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I may think of you softly from time to time, but I swear I'll cut my hands off if they ever reach out for you again.

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where are my people at?

i used to play an mmorpg called wonderland online way back '09 up until the recent times it was operating but it's unfortunate that i wasn't able to keep in touch with my online friends from that game, they're probably in their 30s now, i remember lying about my age claiming that i'm 18 or whatever, yet I wasn't even 10 lol good old days

i'm from the ph btw

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everybody's falling in love

while here i am, alone, in a pitch black four cornered box, breathing with only one unblocked nostril and sneezing from time to time, having cold feet both literally and metaphorically, feeling every mixed emotions i could, and constantly fearing the idea of gradually transitioning into an adult, which have i mentioned alone? yeah probably

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I don't need a compliment, social media attention, nor a crown to realize my beauty,

I am beautiful,

I am unique,

nobody can replace me.

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sorry hyungsik, schedule ni v today

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will i ever find love again? no, rather,

will love ever find me?

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needed this

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btw, i just took another personality test and from an ENFP-A i became an INFJ-A in just 3 months of staying home, oh well

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i'm interested in the color analysis thingy that's hyped up these days

i've always thought that there are colors that makes me look ill and sick and dead while other colors makes me look bright like a freakin' highlighter! it confuses the heck out of me

i wonder which palette am i hmm just to let you know, i have naturally black hair and light brown eyes with like a black border if that makes sense

i've tried those filters on some apps and i'm thinking maybe winter? (despite thinking all these years that i have a warm undertone, i accepted defeat and thought MaYb3 i'M a c0oL w!nT3r sksksk) but idk i might be wrong pfft okaay ciao cacao

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black pls