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oh hello!!

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hey guys! i am so sorry for being so inactive,i have lowkey been going through it haha

i’ll start writing soon! i love you guys

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i am drooling over all the gunplay with colson oh my goshhhh you write it all so well it's so hot !!! <3

aww i’m so glad! i didn’t know how it was gonna turn out but ive been thinking about writing more if u guys like it:)

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hey guys! i’m so sorry for not posting,im going through it mentally rn

i’ll come back soon! just need a lil more time <3

i love you all and i appreciate you being so patient with me

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guess what the next fic is about based off the cover?:)

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could you do like Colson x a user that age regresses??🖤it’s totally okay If not!

i’ve never written something like this before so i would need to research:) if i did it definitely wouldn’t be sexual though

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AND IM BACK!!

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ROULETTE

(Short blurb,not actual smut)

Plot:colson doesn't like your attitude

warnings/tags:GUNPLAY,weapons,degrading,name calling,bratty!reader,mean!colson,pain kink,fear kink,etc

"Get in the fucking house." Colson demands,dragging you into the house as he slams the door behind you. "You're such a brat." He mutters,rubbing his temples.

"I am not." You snap back,sitting on the couch,your back against the cushions. "You are. You can't freak out and whine at a restaurant because they messed up your order." He says,kneeling in front of you. "Mm.." You huff, "It's not my fault they got it wrong." You reply,his fingers tracing the straps on your heels as he helps you take them off. He rolls his eyes at you,pulling the heels off your feet.

"Thank you." You whisper sweetly,pretending like nothing ever happened. "Mhm." He says blankly,putting your heels down next to the couch. "Are you mad at me?" You ask,knowing his answer.

He didn't answer,setting your purse down next to you. "Colsonnn" You whined,reaching out for him. He pushes your hand away,his ring hitting the back of your hand. "Don't be mad at me." You mutter as he shakes his head. "Shut up." He tells you,one hand grabbing your neck.

This is exactly how you wanted him,frustrated. His fingers brushed over your chin,pushing your head up to look at him. "Change your fucking attitude." He says,pulling his hand away from you,you almost whine at the loss of the warmth of his fingers. He walks away and you can hear the slamming of the dresser coming from upstairs.

He rushes back downstairs and before you can even ask him what’s happening there’s a gun holding your chin up. “Col-” You try to say but he cuts you off,parting your lips with the tip of the gun. “Relax.” He tells you,his eyes studying all of your reactions.

You look up at him,your eyes pleading,trailing down to the gun. “Suck.” He demands,putting the tip of the gun into your mouth. You do exactly what he says,the cold metal hitting your throat as you suck on the gun,trailing your tongue up the details on the side.

“Good. Just like that. Just a little more.” He praises,one of his hands trailing up your shirt. You whimper,humming around the gun. He points it up,brushing the back of your throat with it. “It’s crazy,the trust you have for me.” He whispers. He pulls the gun out of your mouth,making you involuntarily groan.

“Look at me.” He tells you. He’s not asking you,he’s telling you. You look up at him,the gun still gripped in his hand. “You’re so quiet now. You scared?” He asks,amusement in his voice.

“Yes.” You choke out,your voice shaking as he presses the gun against your forehead. “Good.” He replies,a grin forming on his face. “I wouldn’t hurt you. But I could,and you would fucking let me.”

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okay guys…g*n play fic out tn!

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guys i fear this is controversial but ive been thinking about writing this for a while

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miss you guys,talk to me!

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here’s some head canons while i write fics:)

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Husband!Colson:

sfw

•he has a picture of you in his wallet

•he lets you pick out all his tour outfits and he’ll wear them no matter his opinion on them

•he’ll let you do his makeup

•every time you get a new makeup product he’s right there to let you test it out on him with no complaints 🥹

•as soon as you guys got married he immediately changed his phone wallpaper to your wedding photos

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nsfw

•when you guys have sex before his shows he purposely wears a crop top on stage so everyone can see the scratches and marks you left on him

•he def plays with your wedding ring while you guys have sex,to remind him that your his

•he actually has a thing for watching your hands wrap around him while you’re wearing your ring,it gets him off almost immediately

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needddd to make another sad fic

any recommendations?

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i’m OBSESSED with this one request in my asks i can’t wait till i get to it

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hii guys

i’m thinking of making a series. do you guys have any requests? or lmk if i should turn one of my fics into a series just lmk which one:)

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Hello if ur still doing requests could you do one where y/n has broken up with there bf and has went to stay at there friends house which kells lives at

Basically something like y/ns can’t sleep and is chilling watching tv and kells starts talking to them and etc it gets a little flirty and they give him a bj or something kinda do what you want with this sernario ❤️

Plot:Y/n stays at Colson's house

Parings:Y/n x Colson

Tags/warnings:fighting,yelling,verbal abuse,mention of cheating,blowjob,y/n and colson aren’t in a relationship,size kink if you squint,praise,bad decisions,colson is under the influence but not enough to not give consent(they both consent)

Suggested song:After hours by the weeknd

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You woke up to your boyfriend coming home, the sound of his footsteps filling up the small house. "Josh?" You called out,the bedroom door slowly opening. "Hi." He responded coldly,untying his shoes and crawling into bed next to you. "What time is it?" You asked,yawning right after. "2 am.Go back to sleep." He told you.

"Where were you?" You asked,reaching over the nightstand to turn on the lamp. "With a friend." He responded. You got a good look at him,hickeys covering his neck. You breathed in,smelling a perfume that wasn't yours. "Josh,did you-"

"Go back to sleep." He cut you off. You sat up,leaning against your pillows. "No,tell me what you were doing."  You demanded. He got up quickly with no warning. "I was at the bar,i slept with someone else. Is that what you wanted to hear?" He said,avoiding eye contact at all costs. You looked up at him with big eyes,getting off the bed. "You cheated on me?" You asked in disbelief.  He didn't even respond,he just gave you empty silence.

You stood to your feet,sadly not surprised by his actions. "You have a problem with it? Leave." He told you.

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It was now 3:00 am and you were on Rook's doorstep. You knew him from highschool and you used to be pretty close. You had called him and explained the whole situation to him,and he offered to let you stay with him and his friend Colson. You had met Colson before,but you weren't close at all. You weren't waiting for Rook to open the door,your hands resting on your knees.

"Hey." Rook whispered,leaving the door open for you. "Hi." You spoke,walking into the house slowly. He guided you into the living room and put your bags down for you. "Thank you." You told him before giving him a hug and laying down on his couch.

Almost two hours went by and you couldn't fall

asleep. You couldn't stop thinking about your boyfriend with another woman. You sighed to yourself,turning on the tv. As you were looking for a channel to watch you started to hear music playing from upstairs. A couple seconds went by and you could hear Colson walking down the stairs. "Hey." You said softly,turning down the tv volume.

"What's up." He responded,grabbing a lighter that was on the dining room table. He came back to the living room,sitting on the couch across from the couch you were laying on. He put a blunt in his mouth,lighting it and taking a puff. "I'm sorry to hear about your boyfriend,he sounds like a dick." He told you. You nodded, "Thank you."

He flashed a smile at you,his eyes a dead giveaway that he was crossfaded.

You focused on his face,soaking up his features. "What are you doing up?" You asked as he inhaled a thick cloud of smoke. "Couldn't sleep. You?" He answered. "Same. It feels like my mind is racing." You responded,trying to laugh it off. He looked at you blankly,his expression softening.  "How long you gonna be here for?" He asked,taking another drag.

"Just until I get back on my feet,is that okay?" You asked. He immediately nodded, "Rather you be here than in the streets." He told you. You gave him a weak smile as he took a seat next to you on the couch. He put his hand on your chin,carefully making your eyes meet his. "What?" You asked,your eyes leaving his to look at the foggy window behind him.

"It's been a while since i've seen you." He said,his cold ring touching your face. Your eyes found their way back to his. "I know." You answered,your voice so low you couldn't even tell if he heard you. "It hasn't been the same since you stop hanging around here." He says,his voice raspy from the smoke in his lungs.His thumb brushed over your cheek,moving down to your thigh.

The tension in the air was so thick,it was almost scary. The last time you were alone with Colson you had to fight off the sexual tension in the air and walk away,but this time you couldn't leave. Well,realistically,you could. All you had to do was get up,or even just push his hand away. But you couldn't bring yourself to do that. That's not what you wanted. Well,that's not what your body wanted at least. You moved closer to him,your bodies touching each others.

He leaned in,his lips meeting yours. Before you knew it you were on his lap,his hands wrapped around your neck. He pulled away from your lips just for a second just to mumble "Do you want this?" against your lips. You nodded,your mouth opening to talk but you couldn't get anything out. "I wanna touch you." You admitted,the words coming out by your surprise.His eyes widened with nothing but lust for you.

"Do it." He responded,saying it as a challenge,like if it wasn't something you could do. Your eyes met each other again,your lips wanting to clash against his again. You tried to contain every emotion you were feeling. This was going so fast it was almost making you dizzy. His hands gripped both of your thighs,pulling you closer to him. He pulled your hair up with his hands,guiding your head down to between his thighs.

“You okay with this?” He asked,and you gave him a nod of reassurance as he guided your hands down to the zipper of his pants. You unzipped them and he bucked up his hips so you could pull them down. You used two hands to get his boxers down to his knees,getting on your knees as you eased him into your mouth. Your lips wrapped around his length,sucking your cheeks in as you sucked.

“Fuck-so good.” He praises,his head resting on a pillow laid on the couch. You moved your head up and down,his dick hitting the back of your throat so hard that he could see the imprint of it in your mouth. His fingers brushed over the print,a low groan escaping his lips. His lips stayed slightly parted,his eyes trying to force themselves shut.

You hummed,sending vibrations to his dick as he bucked his hips up,slamming his dick down your throat. “F-fuck keep going.” He groaned,his fingers tangling themselves in your hair. He moved a piece of hair out of your face,staring down at you as you sucked on him. He breathed out,his hair gripping your hair.There were so many little sounds of pleasure coming out of him,you were surprised Rook didn’t come down.

You sped up your movements,your tounge licking a line down his tip to his shaft,causing him to almost yelp. “Fuck,fuck.” He mumbled,his breath so heavy you could barely tell what he was saying. “I’m gonna cum.” He managed to get out,but he might as well not of even warned you because mid sentence he was already finshing.

You gulped,trying your best to swallow it all. You pulled away as Colson reached for a towel,wiping your mouth with it. The air was thick,and it felt like you were holding your breath. You looked up at him,his eyes connecting to yours. There was a line of sweet on his forehead,his blonde curls draped over his eyes. He ran his fingers through his hair,brushing it into his eyes. “Let me see them.” You said,handing his clothes back to him.

He stood up,slipping his boxers on and jumping back into his jeans. “See what?” He asked,his hands sliding his belt into his belt loops. “Your eyes.” You responded,your eyes following his movements. He paused what he was doing,his fingers pushing his waves out of his eyes. You stared into them,like you were searching for something. “What?” He asked,sitting back down on the couch next to you. “Nothing.” You said,realsing a breath you didn’t even know you were holding. “Goodnight.” He spoke,disappearing back upstairs.

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here’s a littleeee peak of what’s coming:)