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you ever so touch-starved that you wanna cry because same

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something I do truly love about Nesta was that she was an imperfect victim. she was an imperfect trauma survivor who was all sharp edges and sharp words. She was visceral and angry and saw the world through such a bleak lense. I've had moments of bitter despair where only the grace of a few of my friends have kept me going when I was teetering on the edge if suicidality. It can be so, so hard to be just... decent to others when you are drowning and feeling trapped by despair and numbness and heartache and I don't think a lot of people understand how *hard* it is just existing, just surviving

Nesta is for us mentally ill girlies that want to cleave the world apart

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♤ The reason you feel empty after the party is over is because after all is said and done, no matter how well the event went or how good you felt in the moment, at the end of the day you go home alone.

No one messages you later, they don't want to hang out with you. They have other friends, other people to see, they don't need you. Everyone you know is attached to someone else that's so much more important than you. Everyone leaves eventually, you know that.

You have no one.

After the exchange, you go home to a desolate, cold household while everyone else is surrounded by a warm embrace. After the call, you're still all alone in your room with the emptiness that permeates from the walls while they have so much to do, lives to live. "Next time", "Next time", "Next time", it's always next time, isn't it? But next time never comes, does it?

Why do you persist? Why do you continue to act in this discontinued show? Who are you dancing for? You can't remedy your loneliness with these constant reaches. You can't expect the story to repeat with the ending changed.

You can't keep doing this.

But no one hears you, do they? You've said so much, been so honest at times but no one soul has listened to you. They don't care, do they? They never do. You have to do this on your own, soothe yourself on your own.

But you don't know how to fix this hurt, do you?

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Current read: Love Redesigned

!!!!!!

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Current read: Love Redesigned

!!!!!!

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"oh I like Asian girls" says the guy who doesn't know south Asian people are also asians

a very important public service announcement

hindi is a language

hinduism is a religion

hindu is someone who follows it

not all indians are hindu

not all indians speak hindi

the ‘d’ in hindu and hindi is pronounced like the ‘th’ in ‘though’

desi, pronounced “they see” and not daisy or dessi, means south asian

south asia = pakistan, india, bangladesh, sri lanka, nepal, etc. for those of you who have never looked at world map

desis are asians and have every right to call themselves that. shocking, I know. take your time to digest that.

I can’t believe I have to make this post

it’s 2013 and people still don’t know how to google this shit

but freak the fuck out when you say Britain when you meant, god forbid, England

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"yayy" is such a beautiful word. let's all cheer forever 🦔

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If I was bold enough I would create a YouTube Chanel that helps lonely people.

You know those who don't rly have any one they can hang out with.

I would make videos like "Let's go to a cafe with me" and I would say that ahead of time and the videos would be livestreams.

If people were shy to go out alone. They can go to a place at the same time as me and like in a livestream I could add them and talk to them.

I think this could help with lonely people.

What do u guys think?

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Unfortunately I went to school. I have too many absences because of my depression.

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Hey guys!! Today is my birthday!! I finally turn 17 as a senior!!! I was planning on going to school cause I have a quiz but last time as I was studying I went to check the fridge to see if my family bought me any cake and after finding out they didn't, it kind of put me in a bad mood and I couldn't study so I'm not going to school.

I'm gonna try to read a book today cause I don't have any friends to celebrate with. I'm planning on watching The Hating Game and Me Before You while eating pizza by myself.

Hoped my birthday was better but oh well it is what it is.

Any book recs???

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KING OF GREED BOOK REVIEW!!!

I actually really liked the book, but I feel like Ana Huang's books are so repetitive.

It's the same plot in a different font.

I kinda wished Ale had more time by herself trying to understand herself and her needs.

I wished Dominic understood and left Ale alone for at least a year till she is ready and is sure she wants a relationship.

Overall ⭐️⭐️⭐️/⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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GUYS I THINK I WAS JANE AUSTEN IN MY PAST LIFE.

1) I HATE READING HER BOOKS CAUSE IK THAT I WONT EVER FIND LOVE LIKE THAT (SHE DIED WITHOUT FINDING LOVE 😢)

2) MY OBSESSION WITH ROMANCE BOOKS ALONG WITH A DASH OF HATRED FOR THEM

3) we both have double chin, brown hair and love to wear dresses.

Hence proved.

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk

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okayyyy guysss. good newsss

I think I'm like 90 % better now!!!

I'm finally happy again. Literally nothing changed in my life other than my mindset.

I fell into depression because I was extremely lonely and felt like I was falling behind in experiencing things teenagers experience.

I feel like now I'm fine with being by myself cause I'm amazing to be around :))

I might not be able to posy any reviews till 2nd week of November because I'm trying to get my life back on track and now I'm gonna be super busy. just to let you guys now my schedule

next week- I have 3 tests + 2 club meetings(I'm the president)

the week after- studying all week for the ACT. this is the last one before I turn in my apps

1st week of Nov- My Bdayyyyyyy!!!! I'll be turning 17!!!!!!

Anyways bye guys, take care and for the people that helped me here: I love you guys 🥰🥰

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did Edward just growl??????!!!!!?????? what in the wattpad

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pleaseeeeee why does he look constipated