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rest easy 💔🕊️

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heyyy everyone... long time no talk...

its been a minute, huh? ive been so, so incredibly busy irl i just havent had time for tumblr.

i got married, bought a house, rescued a new cat, finished school... yeah. anyways, im kind of getting the itch to write again and lowkey want to, but dont know where i would start. i still love COD with all of my heart, but kind of want to write for someone new. idk who though.

anyways, byeee!

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I'M FOAMING AT THE MOUTH | via vhenan_virabelasan on insta এ

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the way some people write simon drives me off the walls. SO unrealistically and like i know some of you like that, but it completely takes away from his character and what he’s really like 😭

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when you drive an hour to pick up something off fb marketplace and the seller doesn’t respond to ur texts so you decide to leave and 15 minutes later they text you “where are you? i’m here!!!”

YEAH I WAS THERE TOO FOR 30 MINUTES AND YOU WASTED MY TIME

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you know i’m sorry i can’t lie

a lot of these fics i’m reading in suggested look like they’re written by ai. like… if you take c.ai or poe i would be able to get some of these EXACT same scenarios and responses from the characters as in the fics. please tell me i’m not the only one?

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is tumblr broken??😭 people are liking my post but it’s not showing up in my notes when i look at it LMAOO

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another thing i dislike

‘when you paw at him, begging for more’ PAW? EXCUSE ME? am i a dog?

pls stop using this word i hate it sm. it has the same feeling it gives you like the word “moist”

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i am severely unwell and not in a good way. i hate that this came on my tl. i hate it

Alex Keller is the type to say "ooohh big stretch" with a beaming smile on his face as he pushes a third finger in you, and I won't elaborate.

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yeah listen i thought i had something in my drafts or at least a little something something written in my notes, but i literally don’t. i have one thing and it is the most horrible thing i think i’ve ever written. like… it will never, ever see the light of day. i’ll try and get something out later tn or smth :(

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thinking about the times when i was younger and really didn’t want to go to school so i would fake sick, like flu or stomache or something and my mom would force me to go to the doctor and it turns out i was actually sick 😂 like bro, i had luck on my side when i was younger. i mean i have the weakest immune system of anyone i know, so freaking allergies knock me on my ass for days at a time.

OH OH ALSO that one time where in sixth grade i had an ear infection, then got strep throat, then got another ear infection, then got the flu, then got a double im ear infection, and then got FUCKING PNEUMONIA. i was out of school for literally almost two months cause i was just SO SICK. like, i’m pretty sure my parents were planning my funeral LMAO. anyways okay gn

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oh also, hi :3 i know i’ve been MIA, i’ve been dealing with a lot of mental health issues and needed to take a step back from writing and such. i promise you guys i’ll get something out soon i just don’t know when. i’m dealing with finals and deciding on which school to go to for my masters :(

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sorry but like, ‘smelling his, musky, sweaty scent.’??? EW NO. i hate the smell of dirt and sweat, and after i’m done working out or working in general, i need a shower ASAPPP. like my fiancée wants to hug and kiss me whenever he gets home from work but like i’m sorry, no. not until after you shower and sanitize yourself from head to toe, I WILL NOT TOUCH YOU. gag inducing, truly.

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waking up everyday is just like. good morning sun. good morning sky. good morning evergrowing festering pit of primordial rage inside of me. good morning birds

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got allergy patch tested yesterday and i’m so UGH my skin is itching and burning so bad but i can’t put any topical steroids on or take any oral antihistamines. all i want to do is sleep but it was 1am and im rolling around in my bed trying to itch my back because my fiancé is asleep and i don’t want to wake him up someone help pls sos

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