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I would literally kill myself just because I’m bored

[eyebleachchan]

-Repercussions of chilhood-

Part 1A.

I hate the slurred words of a drunk

The way they drag their words,

Like mud falling down a hole,

Their voice is like thunder,

Reminiscent of fear,

The unpredictable.

I hate alcohol for the same reason i hate men and women,

The experiences, which i didnt ask for-

That left me rendered to my bones,

Bones that ache of pain that can never be relieved,

Touch that i feel now matter the years that pass,

Hand prints that stay no matter how many showers i take,

Scars that i have to explain….

I hate the slurred words of a drunk.

[eyebleachchan]

Im not going to love anyone else, it’s not a choice for me,

Its raining, every drop every gust of wind says your name,

Its cold out; it reminds me of you, the small lit candle in my room signifying the glimmer of hope i had,

I do things that remind me in some ways i haven’t changed i do the same test that prove me right, I self destruct to see if they love me, but honestly who wants to love someone who destroys themselves.

i am not whole, I wasn’t whole before you and I’ll never be whole without you. Im sorry.

[eyebleachchan]

I want a hug really bad, I just need a hug.

[eyebleachchan]

The thing about bugs bunny is that he lives and dies by his bits. He’s fully capable of killing you if he wanted, but the thing is, not only is he a nice guy, he’s a funny guy. To beat bugs bunny, many people assume that you just have to not fall for the jokes. If he hits you with a pie, you don’t flinch, and eventually you’ll ware him down. The issue is, misery will only last you so long. There’s only so much bits to endure before it becomes funny. And whoever is getting laughed at is losing. Instead, to kill bugs bunny, you have to beat him at his own game. When he throws a pie, don’t try to sidestep or be a sourpuss, that’s playing into his hands. Instead, you comically open your mouth and swallow it whole. This is how you kill a god.

[eyebleachchan]

you really need at least one person who will look inside you to the deepest crevices where you hide all your shame and fear and that mass of soft pulsating desire you call your heart and tell you they feel no disgust or contempt at what your insides are made of, but love and admiration for the mushy organ that keeps you alive. you need someone who will see your insides and show you that every piece of you is worthy of love

[eyebleachchan]

Reblogging this as a reminder

In 2 weeks you'll feel it

In 4 weeks you'll see it

In 8 weeks you'll hear it

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Watching my self starve until i achieve my dream body!!!

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Sultry Virgin spring 2022

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"i could fix him" yeah? well i could accept him as he is. you don't like the murder? grow up. the atrocities are part of him and ive decided they're funny

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When I have to eat due to social pressure

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The thing i remember hating is how bad it gets when youre at your peak, when you have to sit down and eat dinner you feel an invisible force restraining you, the awkward air around you, the shame you breathe in and choke on, the uncomfortableness of it all.

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Waiting for my printer to install in the mean time im looking at ✨ThInsPo✨

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✨Ohh you’re warm✨

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🥺🥺 kill me 💓💓💓

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Pictures of people who shoplifted from this store