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Please Don't Go

I did a thing! Posted a fic in full. I'll get to my other fics eventually. Some day. Don't hate me.

Anyway, this one is HEAVY and it hurts. Please, please, please read the tags and TW in the notes. Our boys are not having a good time.

Please Don't Go

Inspired by the song of the same name

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So Maria @books-books-smolderinglooks keeps going on about Wille with a beard, so I had to make it happen, didn't I? And then it just turned into a sugary-sweet engagement photo I guess. No idea how that happened 😂

For @youngroyals-events YR week, “before/after”, a few years post-canon.

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I dunno what this is all about because I'm not really on here much anymore, but let's make it up as we go, eh?!

Thinking of movies was hard. The last three months of 2024 and this month have been hard. Fucking hell. When it rains it pours.

Anyway!

Books I wanna read this year? Omg all the gay ones. I'm currently reading Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell before I reread the Simon Snow Trilogy. Been on a SnowBaz kick lately and I need to remind myself of canon so I can be slightly less confused with some fics.

Um, what else?

These are (almost) all of my books and I think I just need to shorten the list of unread to read, but I want to do a few rereads this year, so we shall see how that goes.

Lemme know if any of y'all want a more comprehensive list of read to unread of my books! I'd love to talk books with anyone!

I dunno who has been tagged to share their movies of 2024 and tbr of 2025, but let's just tag some bitches (affectionate)!

@books-books-smolderinglooks @raincitygirl76 @allthefakepeople @spiderinthecupboard and everyone else! (Don't mind me, I didn't forget everyone's usernames...... 🙈)(I need to scroll this doomsite more)

Thank you for tagging @lazybug16 !!! We're going to roll both tag games into one, only 2 weeks late into the year

It took me a minute to remember enough movies I've seen this year for the first time to make a poll😂

As for books I want to read this year, here's my To Get list I made real quick in Goodreads

I'm going to tag @starboywille @i-love-semicolons @eyeofthedrgn @cant-we-be-seventeen aaaaand @bluehairmisfit @nyx-rougesang cause I always see y'all in my notifications ☺️

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Description: Wilhelm has been pushing himself after the winter holidays to be the best Crown Prince he can be. In doing so, he pushes himself too hard and needs some help being put back together. Who better for the task than Simon.

Read it on AO3

alright folks!

we're getting to the end of the tumblr prompts, there's one more left to share after this one

this was originally written in 2022 for @positivity-and-love and @eyeofthedrgn

it is also one of the longest of the bunch!

enjoy

miels 💜✨

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Kitten update 😻

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A little Christmas kiss 💜🎄✨

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hey whatever you do don't ever try and find reasons as to why ayub is a silent observer throughout this entire physical altercation

it's rosh who immediately chases after simon when he begins pushing august around, it's rosh who yells his name, and it's her who tells simon once they've dropped him back at his place that he's just as bad as the other kids at hillerska 😳

why was ayub struck silent? why doesn't he try to stop simon? is it because he's seen it happen before? not so much simon lashing out and pushing someone with the intention to hurt, but maybe he's seen bits of that anger and frustration simmering under the surface whenever he's at the eriksson's?

maybe he's even seen its origins in the form of micke, pre-divorce?

and maybe maybe ayub has seen simon struggle with it and has offered all he can, and this silent, standoffish reaction is what he's learnt is the best way to react? maybe he's... scared?? seeing micke's anger reflected in his best friend like this?

maybe he's well aware of the cycle of violence rearing it's ugly head and knows that avoidance is his best bet in keeping the status quo (he constantly reminds simon that he's vowed to never see micke, that to see him always causes trouble)

anyway. whatever you do. don't think about all this bc you'll only end up crying on boxing day of all days and, as it turns out, you've already eaten all the good chocolates 🥲

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More kittens!

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My partner and I got kittens three weeks ago. I love them so much and they've grown so much. I'll post more shortly. Hope you find them as adorable as I do 😻

Oh, and their names are Havarti and Roquefort.

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kati's favorite citrus fics 🍊

a very specific rec list, pls feel free to rb with your own fave citrus fics

Reliquary of a Bandit by @mostlymaudlin (andreil, T, 4.2k)

Neil peels the orange with careful fingers, strategic in his mission to keep the peel in one spiraling piece. Andrew watches him work, acknowledging that he perhaps has ulterior motives for this gift.

kaleidoscope by @decaflondonfog (fem!andreil, M, 5.5k)

Her teeth come out and she bites the lemon, scrunching up her cute nose as she does. Her gold nose ring shines under the bar lights.

Andrew watches her do it again, and again, and wonders if she’d rather be salt, glass, or lemon wedge.

love is stored in the clementine by @starvalisedham (wilmon, T, 3.4k)

The very idea of Wilhelm methodically peeling a clementine was not something Simon ever expected to come to fruition* in the middle of a school day. He never expected to see it at all, time of the day notwithstanding.

blame it on my juice, baby by @grapehyasynth (wilmon, M, 1.1k)

As he watches, Wille finally takes a first bite of the peach. It audibly squelches under his teeth and he hums appreciatively, briefly closing his eyes as he savors the sweetness.

i also have a citrus fic bc ofc i do: juicy (wilmon, T, 777)

Simon leans, lifting his weight off of Wille for three unforgivable seconds as he reaches over to the bedside table and grabs the second half of the clementine he had started eating before Wille ran out of patience and pushed him against the kitchen counter, tilting his chin up to chase the citrus off his tongue.

thank you all for your service ily <3

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Not Simon being pissed that WILLE was nice to Marcus at the ball.Lmao. The audacity of Wilhelm to be decent to his boyfriend.

Didn’t Wille understand the project was, “Make your ex prince bf jealous as hell” ?

Bout “You guys should come and dance”

Fuck off very much Wille LMAO. Simon was not having it.

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I'm sorry, Mama.

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IS BAZ A SMOKER?

I just got a private ask about this, and thought I may as well answer it here.

No, Baz is not a smoker. (In canon.) I thought I was making it clear in Carry On that he only smokes a cigarette at the vampire club to intimidate Nico. (Because vampires are so flammable, none of them smoke. It makes Baz seem fearless.) Elsewhere in Carry On, Baz says his dad drew a hard line against smoking. (The flammable thing again.) The most compelling evidence that Baz isn’t a regular smoker is that Simon is surprised by Baz’s cigarette at the vampire club. “I didn’t know he smoked.” Simon has been following Baz around for eight years, inhaling him as much as possible. If Baz was smoking regularly, Simon would have noticed. (Also, if Baz were a regular smoker, I feel like we would have seen him light up in that book on many stressful occasions.)

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Hungry

Wille kisses him as he comes down from his high, nuzzles their noses together, “Fuck, that was,” he laughs softly, “I love you.”

“I love you,” Simon kisses back, feeling slightly shy now they’re past the heat of the moment, “it wasn’t too…?”

“No. No, I really liked it.”

Simon hums happily.

“Here, let me,” Wille helps him out of his boxers. He uses them to clean up, first Simon, then himself.

They snuggle under the covers, limbs liquid, sleepy and warm.

“Should probably talk about it, though,” Simon mumbles. He can feel Wille smiling.

“Maybe tomorrow.”

Read chapter 3 here

Or start from the beginning

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🌫️🌊Sunday snippet🌊🌫️

This is from a WIP that is somewhat darker than Cinnawilmon, and works better to write when my mood is on the heavier side. -------------------------------------------------

“Do you like it here?” Wille asked, turning his head sideways towards Simon, feeling his left side being warmer just by Simon sitting close enough to him on the cold, hard sheepback, the other looked out over the water with its scent of seaweed, small waves crashing over the multicoloured stones in front of them. The two men mimicking each other, sitting perched with straight backs, knees folded firmly to chests, arms wrapped around the legs. Creating silhouettes as of regal sea birds, resting relaxed but vigilant of the surroundings. 

“Do you like it here?” Simon volleyed the question back after being quiet, only the sounds from the sea answering Wille's question. 

Wille while contemplating the question gave the multi nuanced grey expanse his attention, considering his reasonings to come, and stay here. How those first weeks had felt as if he was drowning but waking up at the same time, and how it all might tumble down around him even more when he has done his duty. With the secrets out in the light. Will they crack and die like trolls in the sunlight or reflect the light in another direction, similar to the wavelets in front of him? Does he like it here, does he dear to? “Yeah, I guess I do.” 

Brown eyes searched for amber eyes, Simon searched Willes face, trying to sense what thoughts were going through the others mind, finally meeting them as Wille returned his attention to the man to his left, gazes locked onto each other. 

“But I guess it is more complicated than that”.

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Those three pages from Call Down The Hawk by Maggie Stiefvater ✨

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