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Wishing everyone a massive sh!t before their next weigh in xoxo

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Reblog if you are an active 3d account in June 2025 so we can all follow each other 🩵🌷

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reblog to heal the person you reblogged this from

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Dude i swear to god my parents lowkey want me to completly rel4pse bc why would they cross the only boundary i have around eating ( eating only around my parents & brother, mainly due to social anxiety which just exacerbates ed behaviour like completly refusing to eat) i wanna cvt so bad rn bc how else am i supposed to deal w/ that situation?? I just learned this morning that my brother brings a friend over to eat luch w/ us. This was brought up yesterday evening but then, both my parents said no. So why the fuck did they change their mind?? The worst part is that my mother just called me (she's at work) and was basically like "is noone allowed to eat w/ us? [My brother's name] always wants to bring friends over, so why shouldn't he be allowed?"- well first of i have no issue w/ his friends comming over just w/ the eating- "He won't even notice you eating!" THAT IS NOT THE POINT! IT'S ABT THE LOSS OF CONTROL AND SOCIAL FUCKING ANXIETY! Been a crying mess since i found out. Thinking abt refusing to eat bc i don't want to be at the lunch table feeling like shit. Gimme motivation to follow through pls.

Update; was able to eat alone like how am i so lucky? Super happy rn made my entire day honestly

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I'm at the point again where eating feels like a chore and hunger like sadness

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can we talk about how anorexia isn’t only about restricting

sometimes it’s shoving down food your body is struggling to tolerate just to hit a nutrient goal or try to boost your metabolism or avoid a future binge you’re scared of or not waste calories or whatever else

sometimes it’s trying desperately to rationalize allowing or under-counting a meal despite the ed thoughts, or on the opposite side, trying desperately to rationalize disordered rules despite knowing how irrational they are and being scared of how much it hurts you to follow it

sometimes it’s having to eat relatively normally due to whatever circumstances you’re in but still constantly body checking, comparing yourself, thinking about food and weight and numbers and feeling suffocated in your body

anorexia isn’t a diet, it isn’t one specific behavior, it isn’t a choice. it’s a MENTAL ILLNESS.

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More good stuff from RedNote

Tw skinny queens lol

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@luv-cvts @fortunatemez @dollnamedana @peterun @fortun4te444 @saccharine-bones idk if anyone i've tagged has already been tagged by someone else but oh well

pinterest tag game

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thanks for the tag @amptoohigh :)

tags: @n0t-h3r3-anym0r3 @111clem111 @sea-foam-boy @themostloneliestday @yu-littleleaves @v3hementvelvet

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Some new stuff i found on rednote

Tw b0n3sp0 & d34th~p0

Block don't report!

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Dude i swear the scale is lying. Today was my weekly weigh in and it said 46.4 kg which would make me "extremely underweight" according to the bmi calculator but i'm still fat??

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Fav thisssp0 atm

!!Tw d34th~p0!!

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reblog if people r allowed to send u asks as if theyre ur friend. wanna tell me how ur day went? do it!!! ask me for advice? sure! ask a personal question? go right on ahead!

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Being underweight doesn't cut it anymore i need to be drunk 24/7 otherwise i'll pull a hannah baker

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Hot take: intuitive eating is only possible if you are not mentally ill with a half decent relationship to food.

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Low quality b0dy ch3cKk

Morning skinny tho

Tw healed shh scars just makeup yk

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Hey, quick question—are you 18+? Just looking for mutuals around my age. 😊

Yes i'm 20! Feel free to reach out :)

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How it started vs how it's going thigh gap edition

Tw for sh scars/wounds totally makeup tho yk

I finally look good in leggins (those are a size xs btw, when i was fatter i had trouble fitting into a size l lol)