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It’s important for those of us with only cluster-b PDs to address that whilst we are heavily stigmatised, we do get the most awareness and most resources out of all the PD clusters. Most people haven’t even heard of the other PDs- and if they do they have a massive misunderstanding of them.

It’s important to include ALL PDs in our positivity and support, and spread education about them. We have to support our fellow clustered buds!

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pro tip: if you’re feeling lonely and abandoned, deliberately isolate yourself so you can pretend it was your decision all along :^)

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today on is it me or the bpd: irrationally lashing out at my partner

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Lost a favorite person this week. Only half of me is panicked and morning, the other half is fine but all of me hopes his life falls into shambles. I will not play the distraction to his girlfriend that uses him anymore.

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I like to think I’m pretty optimistic

At least I try..

Even though I suck at it

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Hypnotic Antipsychotic electronic shit that made me giggle a lot more than it should

First night, new meds. I'm higher than a kite, and covered in cats. Who says being crazy doesn't have upsides?

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Funny realization

No one believes me when I said I have depression or anxiety, but as soon as I tell them about my visual and auditory hallucinations they believe that shit right quick. 

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Some days I will do anything to feel nothing.

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The weight in my chest is just heavy enough to make me struggle to breathe but not heavy enough to finish the fucking job.

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I don’t usually pray but when I do it’s for death

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Remember when you thought you just had Major Depressive Disorder, But it turns out depression is just a fucking symptom of something Called Borderline Personality Disorder?

Those were the days.

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When I look at the core of all my problems, I see me.

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Nothing more glorious than after a long month of high intensity emotions and racing thoughts is complete and total emptiness.

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Cluster B sounds like a really good candy bar.