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switched sans theory

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i like how its becoming apparent in the new chapters that kris is actually pretty emotional and demonstrative (and has always been) and they just have a player-induced flat affect that makes people think they're reserved or aloof or whatever. can we get more of them being an impassioned little weirdo

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hey, we haven't posted in a while but we need help.

recently, we went through a lot of very bad trauma that sent most of the system into dormancy. now that people are waking up, everything is so blended that im scared we might fuse. i need advice on how to make things less blendy and get everything back to normal. i miss my systers and im scared of losing them. please help

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i do but thats probably because im a depression holder, im not really one to determine whats normal

is it normal to start crying when switching back

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tw: suicide mentioned

do any other systems out there only keep going because killing yourself means killing all of you? i... i really want to die but that means taking all of the system with me, i have friends and found family in here. how am i supposed to be able to take someone else's shot at life away? i dont want to keep living and i dont know how to force myself into dormancy but i cant hurt the rest of us just so i can stop hurting...

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I apparently have a clone somewhere

"hey brain, can i have good coping mechanisms?"

"im putting a cat into your head"

"wait why?"

"the cat is going to replace you"

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Having conflicting instincts is so funny like today we found an egg at work and like the avian part of my brain was like “must keep warm, protect babie <3” and the fox and raccoon brain was like “hrnghdff… egg… eatttt”

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yep, not always but it can fuck with us

does anyone else get nauseous from switching?

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Oh, so when they get spoken to by a god in their head they're a "prophet" and "will lead us to salvation," but when I get spoken to by a god in my head I have "DID" and "should go to therapy."

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be careful with what series you watch/read during emotional points in your life because they will forever contain a ghost of your past self within it now

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it feels like someone grabs the controls, but sometimes theres multiple controllers and we're trying to exist with conflicting pilots

sometimes we notice, other times it takes some time to notice

yes we can! it's not always reliable but pulling someone else into front is possible

for us, it does take focus to force a swap but not to just swap normally.

hope this answered your questions well enough!!!!

to my plural followers!

what does switching look like for you? is it something you realize you're doing? can you do it purposefully? does it take focus?

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its hard to thinkk, why did i have to front right noww. this job is confusing. im literally 8 years old, i dont wanna workk .⁠·⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠(⁠>⁠▂⁠<⁠)⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠·⁠.

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here. looplet air biscuits for u. do u feel better now?

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i hid a crush on a headmate for a few months so im pretty sure you can hide stuff!!! and for the whole doing stuff they dont like/want it really depends, one of our headmates chose to still eat regularly despite the host developing an eating disorder and she got pissed but couldn't stop them from eating.

idk if this helps but yeah, you can hide stuff from them (sometimes, dont expect consistent results) and they might get pissed sometimes and it causes headaches but thats about it.

to my plural followers, are you able to do things without your headmate/s knowing? are you able to sneak things past them? or, if you try doing things they don't like or want you to do, what's that feel like for you?

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SHOUTOUT TO STRESSGENIC SYSTEMS WHO DON’T LIKE IDENTIFYING AS ENDOGENIC

SHOUTOUT TO STRESSGENIC SYSTEMS WHO DON’T LIKE IDENTIFYING AS TRAUMAGENIC

SHOUTOUT TO STRESSGENIC SYSTEMS WHO CONSIDER THEMSELVES BOTH

SHOUTOUT TO STRESSGENIC SYSTEMS WHO CONSIDER THEMSELVES NEITHER

SHOUTOUT TO STRESSGENIC SYSTEMS <3

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okay wait um, as the host i should probably do an intro

Hi, im lexi!!! I'm a cat shapshifter who slides along a scale from just full cat to a catgirl (examples below)

I love soulslikes, writing, reading, and psychology!!!

she/her/kit/kits