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[feelzforfelix]

My list + what i write <3

hi, hello, i’m yuki. here are the groups i write fanfiction about:  ➥stray kids ➥(g)i-dle ➥bts ➥txt ➥nct 127 ➥blackpink ➥enhypen ➥victon ➥ateez ➥however i can try other groups i can write ➥fluff ➥angst ➥deaddove: do not eat ➥smut ➥bxb ➥gxg ➥member x member ➥member x reader ➥sub and dom dynamics ➥idols imagines ➥non smut animal hybrid au ➥horror ➥drabbles i will not write ➥smut with minor members ➥sugar daddies/mommies ➥bestiality  ➥anything morally wrong if it is not deaddove: do not eat note: i will mostly write about stray kids since they are my ult group <3 thats all, thank you for reading !! <33

[feelzforfelix]

Accidents (ChanLix drabble)

-chanlix angst, established relationship -word count: 247 -warning: implied self harm, future suicide -summary: just two lovers under the stars

------------- authors note; I was in a bit of a block, but I managed to write this. I’ve never posted on here before so I am a little scared to post. anyways, enjoy. please tell me if i should continue this <3 ... The moonlight danced on the lovers as they looked up at the stars. Nothing too serious was on the freckled boy's mind as he rested his head on the older one's chest. They laid under the stars many times, not many words spoken between the two as they gazed at the endless void outside of the atmosphere. But this time was different. Yes, this time things were spoken without words. The freckled boy's wrists were lined with what he always called an accident, always seeming to bring tears to the older one's eyes. He knew that his lover was hurt. He knew that there wasn’t much he could do to fix the freckled boy’s habits. And it hurt him. He had his own accidents lining his thighs. But he would never tell the younger of these accidents. Chan looked up at the stars, as he held Felix close, feeling him relax. He soon recognized Felix’s sleeping body. Chan sighed and held his limp hand, whispering to Felix.

“One day, I’m going to be gone, Felix. I’ll fail and lose this fight. But just remember, you burn as bright as the stars up there, as beautiful as the moon. And if one day, I’m not here with you anymore, just look up at the night sky. I’ll be there, the brightest one. Just for the brightest boy to see me.”

Chan didn’t realize Felix had woken up upon feeling the vibration of him talking from his chest. Felix looked up at him, eyes big and tear filled. That was when Felix finally spoke for the first time that night. “You make accidents too, don't you?”