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😈😈😈 please!!!! my weakness!!!

We're finally getting to the what Eddie's problem actually is and how Steve is gonna help, but there's still a lot of words before the good smutty stuff! :3

😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends with benefits, kink negotiation, outdoor sex, slow burn | prompts: crisis, honesty, first, impact

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“In your game, you get beaten up, right?” Steve says laying back on his chair, one arm across his middle, the other one on the table, taping it with a finger. “You all take damages, and you're pissed of about it, but at the end, nobody is actually hurt in real life. That's exactly the same thing: you need someone to tell you when the game begins and when it ends. To inflict damages and make sure you're not really hurt.” Eddie blinks slowly, taken aback, because shit, that's almost a coherent analogy. When Eddie shrugs, Steve smiles as widely as if Eddie had nod enthusiastically, and jabs his finger repetitively on the table.  “Yeah, I knew it – I'm right," Steve says with assertiveness. "You need someone to play a part, but you need to trust that someone enough so you never feel unsafe. Exactly like you're never really scared about a manticore or what-not shredding you to pieces – I mean, you're scared because you're invested in the game, but deep down you know you're safe.” “That's… Okay, Steve, that's actually right,” Eddie concedes in a sigh. “There's a suspension of disbelieve, mutual agreement, rules and structures – but you're not a tabletop player, if you catch my drift,” he adds with a bitter smile.  “I'd be so good at this game,” Steve replies with a frown, slightly hurt. “If you would let me play just once – ” “Jesus Christ – I mean you're not gay, Steve! You can't play with me, not in that way,” Eddie scoffs, rolling his eyes. “It's different from acting or roleplaying because it's still sex.”

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😈 Dom Steve is good at edging, therefore it can never be late :D

Haha you're so right!! \o/

😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends with benefits, kink negotiation, outdoor sex, slow burn | prompts: crisis, honesty, first, impact

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“Okay,” Eddie starts, and that's not so bad, “you're right, there's something. But you can't help me out. It's - like - private stuff - it's awkward to talk about it.” “Like dating stuff?” “I don't date, Harrington.” “Like hook-up stuff?” “Sex, it's sex, it's sexual - my problem is sexual, okay?!” he blurts out, and yeah, of course he was gonna blurt it out in the worst possible way. There's a beat just a little too long after that and Eddie wants to hide somewhere, but there's no way he can fit into those takeout boxes. 

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😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends with benefits, kink negotiation, outdoor sex, slow burn | prompts: crisis, honesty, first, impact

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“Surprise?” Steve tries apologetically, waving at - wait, what the fuck? The guy took Eddie's room for a camping spot apparently, because there's one of those small folding table, a set of chairs, and some Chinese takeout from Eddie's favorite place. Eddie blinks and shakes his head in disbelief.  “What's all this?” “We're having a bonding moment,” Steve states, crossing his arms over his chest. “This is happening, so - just sit down, man.”

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😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends with benefits, kink negotiation, outdoor sex, slow burn

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“That's exactly what his stupid face is doing all the time," Steve says, plucking strands of grass from the ground like a grumpy kid. “You really think it's a relationship issue? Because I can't really help him on that.” “Dude, sorry for saying it again, but Eddie - is - an - adult, he doesn't need you to get involved." But the only way Steve knows how to care is by getting involved. So, after months of tolerating the zombie in Eddie Munson cosplay that barely passes for the real one, Steve finally has enough. It's time to ambush him - in the nicest way possible.

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-You're not going to win a good grade with intimidation, or whatever this is, Munson.

-Trying doesn't hurt.

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WIP Weekend

You can pick any number of emoji, and I'll share 50 to 100 words of the chosen wip ✨

Only exception : the 🪐Big Bang ones will be shorter for suspense reasons! You'll still get some exclusive words, but I'll try to not divulge too much 🤫

I'm going through a rough time, nothing major, just the downhill of a mental health roller coaster (BPD fellows you know how it is) and my creativity isn't at its peak. But I want to keep on writing nonetheless, and get back on track! Thanks to all those who send me good vibes I really appreciate it 🥰

WIP List:

🪐Steddie in Space, a space opera AU for the Steddie Big Bang 2025 (get a shorter but exclusive extract!)

🏚️HAYLOFT II, the second part of the Steddathan song fic gay angsty thriller, now with even more guns and smut and revenge, (part 1 here)

🎸ALT&J, paranormal detective Stobin & sibling-like Eddie&Max (previous chapters here)

🌸In Bloom part 2, the now blooming distance relationship of wannabe-rock-star Eddie and BPD gay disaster Steve (part 1 here)

😈Dom!Steve Month, I have a bingo to tackle! And I'm already SO LATE 🏋🏻‍♀️

🎲 Something new from Steddie Bingo, I'll start to write one of the ideas I've put aside!

📝 Make me edit! For each of those emoji I'll work on editing, correcting and rephrasing if necessary some previous works. My English level has improved enough to give those first drabbles a good make over 💅🏼

Zero pressure STWG tags bellow ⬇️

@vthx @devondespresso @soaringornithopter @queenofshenanigans @tinytalkingtina @madaboutmunson @pearynice @hbyrde36 @turinspeachjam @kikidoesfanfic @fkinkindagauche @sunflowerharrington @queershipsgalore-blog @machtaholic @sourw0lfs @queenie-ofthe-void @maxfandoms @salamandergoo @stellarspecter @penny00dreadful @little-annie @withacapitalp @just-my-latest-hyperfixation @cloudsurfing42 @dreamwatch

You're all amazing ✨

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Sired by blood

by Mischiefediting

A supernatural wacky AU with a delicious Ennemies to Lover dynamic that will drives you crazy and brings you back from death

Steve blinked. “You’re suggesting we use my accidental magical gender swap to infiltrate a forbidden death library in another realm.”

“Yes,” Eddie said brightly. “Exactly that.”

Steve stared at him for a long beat.

“…I hate that it’s a good idea,” he muttered.

This is my last reading, and even if it's already quite popular (with over 3k hits and over 140 kudos) I think I'm gonna start sharing some of the fics that are keeping me up at night, because truly, some people are gifted.

The supernatural AU is delightful, it's giving Beetlejuice and Burton on acid: the creativity of it is of the charts. The Steddie dynamic is endearing, sexy, and is part of a bigger plot arc that will renew your interest - if you ever end up losing it. The writing is sometimes very poetic, the rythm is tensed up like a spring, there's always something new and fun to be hyped about.

Did I mentionned the humor? No?

This story is just hilarious. Despite treating heavy themes like grief, death, identity crisis and unhealthy romantic attachments, it balances it out with tons of humor. I used the term wacky, and I can be wrong because my English isn't bulletproof, but I must insist : this story can be goofy but in a stylish way only.

I strongly recommend it, especially to readers who are not especially fans of the vampire/werewolf dark romance vibe. Because it's not my jam, but this story is.

I think there's something about the author that is very special. They will ease you into it, and without even knowing it, you'll be in an underground monster pub ordering from a menu that can eat you first, you'll be wandering in a night market of wonders and fighting with cultists and having feral sex in a church.

More fic recommendations with the tag #fic recommendation ! But it's my first one so don't try it yet lol

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Maybe if he was a little less fuckable we wouldn’t be in this mess

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The Siren

Based off of the 1900 piece, The Siren by John William Waterhouse.

Also available on AO3 or bsky

This fulfils my prompt for the @steddiebingo : Myth

Art Taglist: @hbyrde36, @pearynice, @firefly-party, @sidekick-hero

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This is a mental health unvolontary break, folks.

The bright side is: I'll be back with new angsty material fresh from the spring \0/

In the meantime I must h e a l

Hope to be able to write again soon, because Steddie is such a fun way to unwind and express myself 💕

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😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends with benefits, kink discovery, outdoor sex, slow burn

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“Well…” Steve's mouth stays open, indecisive. Eddie is seeing people, but to Steve, Eddie's love life is a bit like one of this very niche TV shows he keeps hearing about without having any idea what the plot is, or even what it looks like. Sure, since they got closer, they shared about more private stuff, and Steve had often lots of questions about – as he says – how all of this is working. Eddie indulges him, but never talk about himself directly. He would explain how to recognize a cruising spot easily, but will never say if he's been there – he would confirm Steve's suspicions about someone being gay without ever saying how he knows. And the one time Steve asked about the bruises, Eddie's tone wasn't indulging anymore.  “… I think he goes around, but I don't really know about it,” Steve admits reluctantly, almost pouting. “He never tells me anything, I mean, for all I know he has a boyfriend since last year and he hides him in his room.” “Oh, maybe he got dumped!” Robin says suddenly. “That would explain why he's all…” She gazes into the distance, eyes blurry, head tilted to the side, in a perfect imitation of Eddie zoning out. 

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😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends to lovers, kink discovery, outdoor sex, slow burn

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“He's not even funny-annoying, he's just point blank insufferable to be around,” Steve mumbles to Robin when they finally have a free period in the same time.  “Eddie had been funny-annoying all along? I had no idea,” she laughs, throwing her bag on the grass and flopping down, promptly biting into her lunch like a starved squirrel. “Maybe it's about his classes?” “No way, he's doing more than okay. His music history teacher is gawking at him, it's almost disgusting. What?" he blurts out when Robin tries to muffle a high pitch giggle into her hand. “I don't want him to bang a teacher, I'm keeping an eye on that perv.”

“Eddie is an adult man, Steve, he can handle himself. So he's doing good – what about that job he – " “ – going well too, the garage renewed his contract,” Steve cuts her right away, trying to sit comfortably on the grass next to her. Around them, students are running from one building to the other, some of them still have half a sandwich stuffed in their mouth, some of them are lazily napping under the afternoon sun – of course there's a guy with a handpan playing with his eyes closed like he's summoning fucking spirits with it, and Steve wants to kill him, just a little bit. “I don't know why you're asking me about Eddie since you're obviously watching his every move,” Robin notices with a mischievous smile. “Is he seeing somebody?” “Well…”

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😈 for wip weekend? loved the fun with tommy in your last one

I'm so glad you liked it! For this one, the smutty part is not there yet, those idiots are gonna keep there clothes a little longer this time ;)

😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends to lovers, kink discovery, outdoor sex, slow burn

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“Don't mom me, Harrington,” Eddie snaps back with an annoyed snark, and that's a bit funny really, because all they did this year was actively taking care of each other – without saying it, of course, but never missing an occasion to reach out.  For nightmares. For panic attacks. For any minor inconvenience that could easily snowball into a jagged breath, a thumping heart, a lingering and sickening sensation that something is gonna jump on them. So Steve doesn't even acknowledge Eddie's tentative to dismiss it.  “Well, I'm tired,” Steve states, handing back the joint. “I'm gonna bail soon, so if you're not getting railed at your secret gay spot, can you walk me back to the dorm?”

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😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends to lovers, kink discovery, outdoor sex, slow burn

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Steve gives Eddie's phone back, trading it for the blunt.  “Not really jealous – I don't know,” Steve says with a shrug. “I don't know what I imagined. Maybe more talking?” “It's not a date, it's a hook-up,” Eddie retorts with a smile. “The only thing I needed to know, I asked it already.” Steve nods pensively. He leans back on the stairs, trapped between the safety rail on one side and Eddie on the other one. He takes a drag and tries to enjoy it – the soft burn inside his lungs feels familiar, the taste is sweet, but like most things, it's all – he couldn't say.  Trite, maybe. 

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😈Dom Steve Month, no title yet!

r: E | Current tags: college modern AU, post s04, friends to lovers, kink discovery, outdoor sex, slow burn

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“Wait – is it really that easy?” Steve asks in disbelief, holding Eddie's phone a bit closer to his face like his eyes were deceiving him.  But Eddie wasn't joking. In barely four text boxes, here lies the promise of a hook-up in one hour, twenty minutes away from where they are. Steve stares at the shallow texts in white font over blue, yellow, blue again, yellow again – they only needed two messages each to be on board and Steve is sure he could never get a chick on his dick this fast. Eddie snickers, shaking his head, a bit amused.  “Jealous, Harrington?” he teases, taking a long drag on the blunt they're sharing on the fire escape. Like always, when a party is too loud or crowded and one of them needs a break, the other follows. Silently tagging along to smoke, share a beer outside, sometimes even bailing out early and go back to the dorms. Steve doesn't really remember how it started – it's been like this since college began, and they never really talked about it. It just happens. Tonight, it was Eddie who needed space, so when Steve saw him climbing outside the window to reach the ladder, he grabbed two fresh ones and followed Eddie without asking. Eddie took the beer and offered the joint as a thank you. Inside, the music is blaring, their friends are waisted – it's been a long time since either of them had fun at a party. 

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🌸 In Bloom part 2, no title yet! (part 1 here)

Steve is back in Chicago, Eddie is now on tour with the band - will this relationship be able to grow?

CW: increasing anxiety

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She probably thinks I'm going crazy again, that I'm just imagining things, he thinks bitterly.  “I'm not crazy,” Steve states loudly, forgetting that Robin never said such a thing. “I'm not crazy – I'm not lying – I'm not imagining things!” For a few seconds Robin stays quiet. There's only the purring of the oven, the soft bubbling of the pot over the heat, the sizzling of a pan, and something like a short breath – Steve realizes he's panting. He grabs the kitchen counter with both hands.  He doesn't feel so good. In fact, he can't catch his breath.  “Steve? Are you okay?” Robin asks – why is she so nice all of a sudden, it's infuriating. “Just dizzy, I barely ate this morning,” Steve hisses, blinking quickly at the white spots dancing in front of his eyes. “Are you gonna help me with this or not, Robin?” he retaliates.  It's not even 8a.m. and he had already: - go for a run around the block - scrub the bathroom - buy five or six shirts online - bake a batch of cookies with pecan nuts and turns out they're delicious

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