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This book is ripping my heart into pieces in slow agony since I began it,it is hell bent on breaking any kind of semblance of stony facade I have built like a vise over my emotions since years, 'Dystopic' would really be a kind way to describe this book...because I know it is so close to reality,it is terrifying. Nothing scares me and affects me more than fiction books spelling out reality so ingratiatingly,making me wince and balling my fists to push them in my eyes to get rid of the echoes of the achingly familiar instances I've seen happening in the real world,in MY world , because now reading isn't an escape anymore is it? Now the book has me in its clutches, my brain in its unassailable grip,showing me a future that 'could' be,scaring me out of my wits by showing me these...these possibilities of a torturous existence worse than doom that is on its way like a damn vivace that crescendoes its pace and enjoys the sheer terror in the eyes of its prey like a scourge!

I genuinely don't like to be reminded of reality,I know its shit! Of course I do! Hell that's why I read in the first place! To escape it! But Hera's bones! How this book is plunging me into the dark abyss of the future that awaits us, spilling this...this vile reality onto me like a drab caress.

I don't know what to do with this book.

Its veritably dismal & achingly perfect.

The title is very truly serving its purpose in a very literal sense.It is shattering me.Thank you Tahereh Mafi, for giving me this new high, it has been ingrained in my puny little mortal soul now.

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I swear this man either has a golden luck or a really crappy one!

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Amita: I remember my audition scene, and it was her speaking to Kaz about only taking down the bad guys and not the good guys, and how Kaz has questionable intentions. And I think in that moment, for her, she has this wonderful quality of seeing the good in life, and seeing the good in people.

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Yeah he played the part well *types grudgingly*

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The way they have given attention to each and every detail makes my heart overflow with joy for real!!

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I will bow down to the Suli queens anyday👑🖤

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My emotions for the book Mal and the show Mal are so opposite that my brain is interpreting them as 2 different characters lol.

I loveee the show Mal though and he gives Malina ships a reason to live right😂🖤🥰

Show Malina literally gives a neck to neck competition to Darklina😂 I love it🖤👑

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Never gonna get enough of this trio🖤⚔

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Literally goosebumps when they showed Ketterdam and the Crows⚔👑🖤

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Young Mal and Alina match Jessie and Archie so much its surreal!!

Such and amazing cast 🥺🖤

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Finally hopped onto the S&B netflix train and halfway through the episode Im already hooked🖤

The visuals are amazing and the cast has my whole heart🖤

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Not them being literally the best and cutest cast ever🥺💗

Also, is it possible to be high on S&B offset binge watching!? If so I might die of an overdose😭🥰💜

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Well Athena is a bit too hard on Percy but she'll come around Im sure and I like her for an Olympian💅🏻😌💜

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Jennifer Armentrout really knows how to make her readers all simpy and emo 🥺💜

(Art cc mentioned below)

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Penellaphe and Casteel will remain one of my most favourite ships in the history of fiction and Casteel is literally The Best Husband of all times, he's a gem♡

Art cc: @pojainter

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Actors from a movie cast cannot be friends irl?

Just look at them holding each other's crowns🥺