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It’s time for the battle💥

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Chicken Falin

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I just had to, it was a desperate need

From this

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hello my name is Very tiny flying insect i see you’ve got an uncovered beverage outdoors. Can i fall into it and kill myself please please please please please please please please please please

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Trans allyship leaving y’all’s body the moment a trans man has a unique relationship with masculinity/manhood and doesn’t want to look like a cis man

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I think they should hang out together and drink bubble tea🧋

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I have finished reading Dungeon Meshi

So beware of the insane amount of fanart and memes and wtv I'll be rebloging

I do tag all spoilers with #dungeon meshi spoilers so I recommend muting that tag not to get spoiled

But yeah that's it have a nice dayyyy

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i cant stop thinking about a post by @possamble so i made this

inspired by this

based on a fanart by BugsGay on twitter

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re: shuro dungeon meshi

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Bothering the beast

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“Weird” trans people online are not the cause of transphobia offline.

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I wonder if this is any good, perhaps it's excessive, maybe it's not excessive enough

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becoming an adult is hard.

we have to learn the tough truths, see the ugly side of people, deal with the hardships, even the ones we were maybe shielded from as a child. be strong for others. understand just how fragile life is.

being neurodivergent doesn't make it any easier, of course. I guess it makes it much harder in many aspects, and my codependency abysmally enhanced by the pandemic years definitely is the final nail in the coffin to make the Adulting thing a little taste of hell for me sometimes.

don't get me wrong, there are many perks to growing up, I believe. I've never been so confident in myself, feeling I can choose things for myself and decide the path I'll follow in life. I'm pretty happy! but still, some aspects of it hurt and might never stop hurting me.

I am at this moment in a hospital room, with my grandpa... his health has been very fragile for a while now, but got much worse this year. I never know when the last time I talk to him will be. I am glad it is now right now, as far as it seems, but it's still a bit unpredictable... and I've never dealt with this before. never dealt with the concept of death so close before, looming above our heads as we take care of grandpa, take turns staying with him, visit, pray, stay strong together.

that's just the way things are. the cycle of life. but I haven't learned to deal with it yet, so it makes me confused, and it hurts. will I ever really learn how to deal with death? how to process grief? how will it be when my own time to eternal rest is arriving? will I be scared or at peace? there's no way to know right now.

all I can do is keep living and doing my best. it's tiring and scary many times, but at least I'm not alone.

still, I don't know if I'll ever feel like a Real Adult. who knows. maybe such a concept isn't fit for me, anyway

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I would be so powerful if even one of my executives functioned. Just. Even a single one of them. Please. Please .