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i am better than i was. i will be better than i am.

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reblog if you’re gay, shy or a fucking idiot

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i ache for our history.

i’ll miss you like my scars miss bleeding,

and i’ll damn you all the same

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Things that work in fiction but not real life

torture getting reliable information out of people

knocking someone out to harmlessly incapacitate them for like an hour

jumping into water from staggering heights and surviving the fall completely intact

calling the police to deescalate a situation

rafting your way off a desert island

correctly profiling total strangers based on vibes

effectively operating every computer by typing and nothing else

ripping an IV out of your arm without consequences

heterosexual cowboy

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U.S. conservatives always talk about creating jobs but get SO MAD whenever anyone mentions banning prison labor like imagine the insane ammout of jobs that would be created literally overnight if companies in your country had to actually employ people instead of using slave labor from people that got caught with weed 10 years ago.

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Y’all

I had my first official t4t experience

She’s a professional dominatrix

It was amazing

I feel more trans than ever

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— Henry Miller, from a letter to Anais Nin, featured in A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller.

[Text ID: Give me a few days of peace in your arms-I need it terribly. I'm ragged, worn, exhausted. After that I can face the world.]

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boyfriend in a lesbian way

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Good news friends - after he got me sent to jail, tried to kill his sister, threatened me, and then verbally abused me when I stood my ground, I finally blocked my latest abuser.

All that’s left to do is to return his belongings and keep my fingers crossed that the restraining order his sister filed gets approved at the court date tomorrow morning. I’ll still have to see him at work every day though. With any luck, he’ll have to find a new job since I’m no longer carpooling with him, but I’m not holding my breath.

Point is, I’m free. I’m finally free once more. I wouldn’t be able to do it without his sister and the help but a very dear friend of mine. (If you’re reading this, I hope you know you saved me, and I can’t thank you enough.)

Wish me luck, moving forward, dear followers. And please know that if he tries anything, I will tear his fucking throat out.

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Enough things have happened. No more things for a while. Thank you.

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do not discuss your disability or medical conditions or pregnancy with the police. do not tell them your diagnosis. do not let them in your hospital room without a warrant. never talk to the cops. I don’t care if you’re white or cis or middle class or think you have nothing to hide. never ever ever talk to the cops without a lawyer. they will use every detail about your conditions against you and worse