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OOC post:

Hello everyone, Eira again. Our pkmn irl blogs will once again officially go on hiatus, for an unknown amount of time. I know I'd said I would try and post again on Miyuki's blog but... It's too hard.

Aurel doesn't feel like he belongs here. When he tried to post, he very rarely had any kind of interactions aside from a like or two. When he tried to reach out to others, he was met with silence, completely ignored. So he stopped. He doesn't know what to do anymore. I tried posting as well, with posts clearly prompting others to reblog or interact, by implying things not mentioned before, or that I thought would make some characters raise an eyebrow and ask about them. With no luck, once again.

He quite liked Tide in particular, Sélène as well, and I enjoyed posting as Miyuki. But he is completely discouraged. He is preoccupied with his health and other things, especially with his disability worsening, his paranoia spiking up a lot lately, and his delusions "taking over" his mind. Pushing pkmn irl to the back of his mind until he's painfully reminded of it when he opens up Tumblr. Seeing pkmn irl posts on the dash has become emotionally distressing for him. I don't want to force him to try and fit in and make him see posts if I try to be the only one posting. It's already taking a lot of energy to try and rein in his thoughts so he stays mentally stable enough.

Maybe we'll come back one day. But it is far from a priority.

Thank you if you've read this far, and I hope you have a nice day.

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I apologize for not speaking for a while. I had to go to Unova, as I remembered the promise I made with an old friend of mine. I will hopefully be posting more soon.

Perhaps Cogito might join as well...

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... I am afraid of what would be said about my age if 847 is old.

But I am glad he will get the care he deserves. There is a reason most Ninetales who show themselves are young and/or healthy...

Well im in Kanto now and there is a VERY old ninetales that has been abandoned in the daycare here. And im alone with him, we'll be traveling together and it's so weird because this old man is WAY OLDER THAN ME.

I can look at this 847 year old man and go 'Does the man want his appy slices?' and he carefully gets down from the hotel bed because it's so so high for this old old man and hustles over because the man do want his appy slices <3

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OOC:

New ask game!

Assign one of this blog's characters up to two types, an ability, and a moveset!

Here's the thing, though! They don't have to be real types, abilities, or moves! I'm taking inspiration from Alpharad's latest video on this one!

There's an example under the cut!

John Doe

Type(s): Normal/Guy

Ability: Just a Dude

Moveset:

Pay Taxes

Paperwork

Punch

Cry

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That girl is going to be the end of me...

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My, that is quite a cute Hisuian Typhlosion!

Good evening rotomblr and here's a photo of my team because they wanted to take a photo

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From Bulbapedia:

Shadow Pokémon are created through an undisclosed process that removes the Pokémon's emotions, turning it into a soulless fighting machine. Ein, creator of the process, refers to this process as "shutting the door to their hearts".

Btw, if you have access to it, Bulbapedia is a great resource for information!

I see... Humans really can be incredibly cruel to other living beings... I sincerely hope there is a way to reverse the process and turn them back to normal, or I might find one of those space-time distortions and find that so-called "Ein" and see how they feel about having their emotions ripped from them...

But thank you for letting me know about Bulbapedia, I am sure it will prove to be useful.

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May I ask... What is a "Shadow Pokémon"?

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⚡Denki text to zzzpeech!⚡

C- Miyuki, I have been wondering for a while now... is that mask...?

M- ...

C- The Lost One's, huh...

M- ...

C- He really was dear to you, wasn't he? The rampage after he... disappeared... was you, right?

M- ...

C- If you wish to not-

M- It was me, yes... he was... like my son, one I could never have no matter how many times I can try, no matter which Sinnoh I beg...

C- Miyuki...

M- When he left when that happened, I had a bad feeling... I should have stopped him, and yet...!

C- It's not-

M- It is my fault, Cogito! Except for his mask, satchel and Pokémon, nothing was found! No trace of him! I... I couldn't control my emotions and let them get the best of me... It is my fault that he is gone, that he... died... it has been over a year already, but I still cannot bring myself to accept it...

*sobbing can be heard*

C- None of it is your fault, Miyuki. He knew the danger he exposed himself to. He had confidence not only in himself, but most of all in his friends. It just... was not anything he, or we, could have prepared for.

M- ...

C- Wearing that mask is your way of mourning, isn't it? Like that, he can always be with you. But... as long as people remember him, he will never be truly gone. He stays in our memories and in our hearts, as the savior of Hisui. As a member of the Survey Corps, but most importantly... As a kind soul, as a friend, who fearlessly gave his best to protect the people and Pokémon he cared about. And you, Miyuki, had a part in that. We mustn't be sad that he is gone, but happy he was here. So, please, won't you show me your smile?

M- ... Alright...

C- ... I love you, Miyuki.

M- I love you too, Cogito.

⚡Denki text to zzzpeech end!⚡

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Another pokeblr ask game that feels too weird to post to my rp blogs OOC first!!!!!

Pelipper Mail is now active! Write "Pelipper Mail!" and then the actual package contents to send them through the ask box!

Example: Pelipper Mail! Five revives and a box of chocolates

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Setsuna...?

S- ... I should run

<a picture is attached. it is Miyuki from the side, chatting with Cogito. she has a small blue/purple mark on her neck, poorly hidden by her kimono.>

S- Ehehe

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<a picture is attached. it is Miyuki from the side, chatting with Cogito. she has a small blue/purple mark on her neck, poorly hidden by her kimono.>

S- Ehehe

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Anyone you know could be a Zoroark and I think that's cool.

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OOC: Sorry not posting much, health and chronic pains taking turn for worse lately, both knees luxated again because carried heavy furniture, waiting for compression socks, gloves and elbow/knee sleeves but probably won't get before next month, have lots medical appointments, and have tendonitis because of crutch, can't heal because need to walk.

Really hard find motivation to post, Eira doesn't want to post much either, so hand can rest. Will try to post sometimes but can't promise every day. Sorry.

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I must agree, it is strange how different it is, even depending on the time. When I mentioned the Galaxy Team, who are good, I had some negative responses, saying things such as "If any group has Team in the name they are evil", and wondering if everything was okay.

I suppose that because some were evil and did such big things, they gained notoriety and so the word team has become associated with them, giving it a bad image when speaking of a group of people?

It's still super weird to me how anything with team in the name here is usually bad.

In my world, teams are almost all for helping other Pokemon, with bad ones being rare.

Here, it seems like it's the opposite. There's a lot of super bad teams and only a few good ones.

It's weird.

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It would seem like I was gone again without noticing, I apologize. We have now moved in with Cogito-san, and everyone is settled in. Setsuna seems to dislike sleeping inside however so we built a nest of sorts where she can sleep outside, but she is regularly joined by the other three so we had to make it a bit bigger, although Maru does still usually sleep with me.

I have allowed a couple of Zoroark I know to use our den to raise their young, as we may not go back for a while. An Alpha friend of mine lives nearby, and has promised to assist them should they ever need it, having children herself, so I am relieved.

It feels a bit strange to think about... In the Alabaster Icelands, where aside from some traveling I was born and lived my whole lengthy life, I was closer to human settlements, and yet was not very accessible due to the danger. Here, despite being further from human settlements, I am much more accessible.

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OOC post

Sorry don't post much, out of spoons lately, can only do RP thing with edelspurr, not other blogs

Really hard just eat or even watch TV, even harder write posts