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Some low-cal recipes I found off Pinterest for you guys <3

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there are two wolves inside of you. one is body positive. the other is anorexic.

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You binged again, didn’t you love? That’s okay. Put the food down. Take a shower. Wash your face, get into your comfiest clothes, meditate and drink some water to wash it away. Cleanse yourself and start fresh tomorrow. You don’t want to be fat now do you? Not when there is so much beauty waiting to be unleashed within you, just a little while longer and you’ll be the skinniest in the room.

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@ myself

You’re really gonna eat that? With the way you keep eating, are you sure you even have an ed? Maybe you should go back to your “recovery” phase ! Seems like that suited you a lot better! <3

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🩷one of my favorite snacks in sunflower seeds!! if you eat them in the shell it takes more time so you feel like you eat for longer and eat more. added bonus is they’re healthy and support weight loss 🩷

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nights are the hardest

Having a breakdown in the middle of the night Bcuz ik I shouldn’t have eaten that

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going to attempt a three day fast,, please leave inspo (mean or sweet) to help me through

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need

LOL my gf saw me naked today and said it was "scary" how much weight Ive lost

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was convinced to quit for a while,,, but ive been stuck at 135 and it’s killing me

may have to start restricting again

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I miss feeling my hip bones hurt when I'd lay on the floor. I miss my friends saying my ass was too boney to sit on their laps. I miss being a size 2 and being too small to shop in the womens section. I miss my families comments about me needing to eat a sandwich as I stuffed my face with safe foods. I miss getting all my friends hand-me-downs and them NEVER fitting my small frame. I miss how my collarbones stuck out. I miss how my thighs never touched so none of my jeans needed to be tossed out. I don't know why I ever fucking gave up. I just didn't want to hate food, I love food but its not my friend.

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my motivation to ⭐️ve?

i’m tired of being the ugly fat friend. i won’t let myself go through this anymore.

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owocki 💓

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happy valentines everyone <3

remember all the sweets today still count as kals, try a fruit instead to help get to your gw love

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if i stick to just 400kals for a month and a half i can lose like 18lbs

please leave motivation so i can be skinni

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do my dark circles and deteriorating health make me look hot

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thought i could attempt to recover but i need this too much so i’m back

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i have to be skinni so i don’t have to feel the fat on my thighs with every step i take