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KENT

CW/TW: Mentions of mental illnesses like severe depression and anxiety, drugs and alcohol, and eating disorders

Full name: Kenneth “Kent” Wargg Jr. (NOTE: only answers to “Kent”)

Age: 21 (April 24th)

Gender: Born male, Non-Binary ?? (something like that...Kent is Kent... -shrug-)

Pronouns: He / Him mainly; Also okay with They / Them

Sexual / Romantic orientation: Pansexual, Demiromantic

Height: 168 cm / 5'6.25 

Weight: 55 kg /  121.25 lbs

General appearance: Tired, blue eyes, pale olive skin, black/dark brown and messy hair, thin physique, androgynous and sharp facial features, emo/punk/goth/grunge/androgynous fashion style

Personality, Habits and Mental/Physical Health: Unapprochable, reserved and quiet is usually the first impression that most people have when meeting Kent for the first time. Most people don’t get to see his passion for music, the care and patience he has for his friends or people in need of comfort, and his secret desire for real physical and emotional connection...

Thanks to severe depression and general anxiety in addition to low self esteem, Kent has a hard time sosiailizing unless he is under the influence of a lot of alcohol or weed (then he becomes a different kind of beast)... He doesn’t really feel like he’s worth anything to anyone unless he can appease them somehow and give them anything they want, regardless of his own needs and wants -- something he has been exploited for several times. As a result, he tends to isolate himself from the world to avoid repeats and rarely opens up to anyone but his outmost closest friend and family. Most relationships outside of these few close ones usually end in disasters since they’re often a result of white lies and drunken flings.

Kent’s comfort zone is within his own apartment, listening to music, playing his guitar, singing and writing songs, reading books and comics, or playing video games. He might leave only to buy cigarettes, coffee, beer and the occational snack or piece of fruit (rarely any real food thanks to his sqewed relation ship with eating), if he needs to go to his part-time job, or the few times Nikki or Frank invites him to hang out.

He is usually polite if he has to interact with someone he just met or barely know for a short amount of time, but if they turn to push his buttons deliberately or talk shit -- especially about something or someone he holds dear to his heart -- he will bite back in defense in whatever way he needs to. 

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Past: Growing up, he lived in a small house with his mom and dad, who separated around the time he became 12 years old due to increasing tension in their relationship. His father was rarely at home by the end, and his mother was barely able to take care of them on her own due to her mental health. From then on, Kent and his little brother, Frank spent a lot of time with their grandparents until Kent moved to work in the city centre at the age of 19.

In primary schoo,l Kent was one of the most studious and promising students, but when middle school came around it all started and exponential decline. His focus started shifting to the realisation that he most definitely was not straight at all...a fact he had known was there in the back of his mind, but a fact that was made painfully obvious with the hormones. Personally he was okay with this, but uncertainty plagued him when it came to his classmates and all the locker room-talk he had been a part of. 

The additional changes to his body made him really self-conscious about his physical appearance, something that kickstarted his eating disorder that still affects him. Later, in the start of high school, he also realised that this dicomfort about his body also came from the fact that he didn’t really fit into the norm of what a boy was ‘’supposed’’ to look like. He was already labled as the weird emo kid, and his gradual shift to even more feminine approached to his style and expression had a mixed reception. Meanwhile, attempts at various relationships and his own self-esteem got worse after a confession ruined a close friendship.

At the age of now 21, he grew apart from a lot of his friends from school. A small handfull stil sticking around, and a small ambition to pursuit his dream of making and performing his own music one day. His biggest obstacle being his steadily declining mental and physical health...

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💔- A memory that leaves them feeling lonely

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Concern Meme

‘I’ve not seen you eat a vegetable in a week. How about I make you a proper dinner?’

‘That does not look like a flesh wound, dude.’

‘Do you actually ever leave your office and sleep?’

‘Sleeping on your desk totally doesn’t count.’

‘I’ve seen healthier looking corpses. You should head to bed.’

‘Keep hydrated! I’m concerned about you in that heat!’

'Have you practised any self-care today?’

'Do you want me to run a warm bath for you? We can use your favourite bubble bar.’

'I’ll hold your hair. Just take deep breaths.’

'I know there was a story about a girl who lived on nothing but pizza, but I really don’t think you’ll manage to do the same!’

'You look terrible. I mean, you look beautiful as ever, but also super sick.’

'Please go and rest? I’m so worried about you!’

'You need to sit for a while. Please? You’re always on your feet.’

'All this stress isn’t good for you.’

'Would you like a back-rub?’

'C'mon, look at me! Don’t close your eyes, okay?’

'Wake up! Come on, please! Come back to me!’

'You’re having a nightmare! It’s not real, I’m here!’

'What do you normally do to help your anxiety? We can do that.’

'Would you like me to sit with you while you go through this?’

'Are you okay for me to touch you? You can nod or shake your head.’

'Breathe, that’s it. Nice and steady.’

'I’m right here, I promise. I’m not going anywhere.’

'You can cry if you need to, it’s alright. No one would think badly of you.’

'Do you want a hug?’

'I’ll stay right with you until you fall asleep.’

'You went really dizzy there for a second. Can you hear me now?’

'I’ve got you. I won’t let anything happen to you. Just stay with me, please…’

'Where does it hurt? Can you show me?’

'I have a first aid kit, I can fix you up.' 

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GAME GRUMPS SENTENCE STARTERS. 

❝ God, what if we just fucked one day? ❞

❝ Don’t sass me in front of the internet. ❞

❝ Follow your stupid fucking dreams. ❞

❝ Come at me scrub lord, I’m ripped. ❞

❝ I just wanna have sex with space. ❞

❝ Get in the tub with me, daddy. ❞

❝ Will you just relax and let me kill for money? ❞

❝ That sounds like your problem. Fuck you. ❞

❝ Stay in school. Don’t do drugs. Eat your teeth. ❞ 

❝ Make like a tree and fucking die. ❞

❝ Dude just…just pity laugh at least. ❞

❝ Man, Club Penguin’s gotten weird. ❞

❝ We are like the Stephen Kings of stupid. ❞

❝ Why do you enjoy watching me suffer so? ❞

❝ Do I have to jerk you off to blow your mind? ❞

❝ I haven’t had so much fun since I killed my parents. ❞

❝ Unfortunately I had sex with a guy/girl over the weekend. ❞

❝ What’s a vegetarian zombie say? GRAAAAAAAINS. ❞

❝ Revenge is a best dish served fuck you. ❞

❝ Who wears pants anymore? So 2015. ❞

❝ I need an ice cream sandwich and a gentle blowjob. ❞

❝ Don’t let the door hit ya where the good lord split ya. ❞

❝ The bananas has gone bad! ❞

❝ I cared for those bananas! I raised them with my own two feet! ❞

❝ Did you know I’m a professional joke? My life is a joke. ❞

❝ What if everyone just had constant helicopter dick? ❞

❝ [ name ], does getting me wet fill you with determination? ❞

❝ I can’t prove that someone ISN’T a reptilian. ❞

❝ Wouldn’t it be funny if, like, you lost a family member? ❞

❝ These balls are coming at me fast and furious. It’s like that movie, ‘Speed’. ❞ 

❝ Call me One Direction ‘cause my relevancy is dropping by the day. ❞ 

❝ One time I killed a person and I didn’t report it to the police. ❞

❝ I wanna take a girl to the Grand Canyon, fuck her, and throw her in. ❞ 

❝ Nothing like a gunshot wound to the face to really mellow someone out. ❞ 

❝ If I can’t be the best, I sure as hell can be the worst! ❞ 

❝ [ name ], I’m on a date with a guy/girl right now and you’re embarrassing me. ❞

❝ I’ve made a decision. I’m gonna in the kitchen, gonna open the dishwasher, and I’m gonna climb inside. ❞

❝ I do apologize for my actions, even though they were totally and completely justified. ❞

❝ I could pee on this couch, right now, no problem, while looking you directly in the eyes.❞ 

❝ Look, you tell a couple jokes as a dad and suddenly everyone’s like ‘you’re making dad jokes.’ ❞

❝ All of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles are blue, except for three of them. And there are four. ❞ 

❝ And Abraham said unto Moses, ‘Bro, dude, aliens.’ ❞

❝ I’m gonna throw you out the window. We don’t even have any windows in this room…I’m gonna carve out a window and throw you through it. ❞ 

❝ DO IT YOU SACK OF SHIT! – Sorry. That didn’t come out as encouraging as I meant it to. ❞

❝ [ name ], if there’s one thing I can be totally honest about, it’s that I would happily lie to your face.❞

❝ If I took pole-dancing, I would be worried that it would be too erotic for everybody else. ❞

❝ Next time we make love, [ name ], would you please refer to me as your sweet cakey treasure? ❞   

❝ I try to show at least one other human-being my butt hole every single day. ❞

❝ The only people who don’t like sluts are the people who don’t get any. ❞ 

❝ Have you ever though of a career in driving people fucking insane? Because you are already a PRO at it. ❞ 

❝ I am actively looking for ways to get you to shut the fuck up. ❞

❝ First of all, you have to stop calling it ‘Mary Jane.’ That’s the first rule of stonerdom. People will think you’re a fucking narc. ❞

❝ First of all, no one says ‘pot-eyes’, you fuckin’ narc. ❞

❝ If by OK you mean like on the inside I’m just going ‘AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!’ then yes, I’m quite OK ❞

❝ When you walk outside there are three elements of nature that you must avoid: snow, wind, and bees. ❞ 

❝ Could you imagine if you unlocked outfits in real life? Like, “Congratulations you wiped your ass, here’s a new shirt.” ❞

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Nicolai sat there speechless and watched in disbelief as the other attempted to both defend the nurse for some reason and try to leave. Though, when Christopher started to wobble and grab onto a chair, Nicolai quickly stood up to assist him. “Woah, easy there...! Right now I think you’re just lying to yourself, because you’re clearly not better.”

Usually, Nicolai wasn’t this staright forward, but a feeling in his gut said that this time, he had to at least try to do something in this situation even if it turned out to be good for nothing. “If you absolutely need to go back, let me help you.” His voice was very mild and his eyebrows furrowed in concern.

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As the scene unfolded in front of him, Nicolai almost forgot to breathe. He felt as though he just witnessed something he wasn’t supposed to, and it was scary, to say the least. Especially concerning was Christopher’s reaction. If his personality itself hadn’t seemed to just shrink away in an instant, Nicolai probably wouldn’t think too much of a nurse telling a patient to return to their room. But that wasn’t the case here.

When she finally left, he immediately turned around to Christopher with a worried look on his face. She even left a patient that looks this ill? “H-hey! What’s wrong?” His heart was pounding, but he lightly shook his shoulder. “How could she treat you like this?” He spoke in a low voice, filled with concern. There were so many other questions on his mind, but this guy was clearly not well enough to answer all or any of them at the moment.

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Nicolai halfway wished he hadn’t asked, because a pang of guilt that shot through him was almost unbearable. Now he really sat there, speechless. Sure this person wasn’t the best for his nerves, but there were no signs that he ever ment any harm. No, rather, he seemed both friendly and lonely, and in the need of talking to someone--anyone--and Nicolai could definitely relate to that. He even felt jealous of how easily the other seemed to be able to just talk to someone.

When he heard the nurse raising her voice at his new company, he jumped again. Nicolai followed Christopher’s expression as it started to fall, and he had to swallow hard. Such a drastic change. It just seemed very unfair. “B-but it’s okay, really,” he tried protesting to the nurse. “I don’t mind.”

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Nicolai had to take a few deep breaths not to get overwelmed by Christopher’s in-the-face personality. He felt that his polite smile was struggling to stay on his face, mostly because all his insecuritied were smashed right into his face like a brick wall. The compliment about his stupid freckles were nice though.

“Y-yeah, only a short visit...for my eating disorder...” he replied carefully before adding: “Well, I had to stay here about a month last year, but nothing longer than that.” Nicolai felt as though this was his small window of opportunity to talk to someone outside of his family or with some doctor about it. So what if this guy wasn’t completely “A4″. “So, uh...what about you? Guessing you’ve been staying here a bit longer, or..?” He wanted to cringe at how blatantly obvious it was that he sounded insecure with his weak attemt at making conversation.

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It was one of those weeks where Christopher spent most of his time in the hospital. It was nothing new and he didn’t complain, though he had to admit that he was starting to get a bit bored. The doctors all had the same to say, all did the same things every time he was here, but it never seemed to help at all. He was part of a special program from the hospital, he didn’t know much about it, and he never asked any questions, all he knew was that he was usually kept away from any other patients and that the doctors would give him weird medication that only he would have to take. The doctors weren’t doing anything with him right now, so Christopher decided to just kind of walk around through the hospital. He went to the section of the hospital where the people suffering from eating disorders had to wait, he had to go to this section once in a while, and he had noticed a certain person a couple of times before. 

It was a calm day at the hospital, not a lot of people, this random guy was the only person in this part of the hospital at the moment. Christopher walked up to him and sat down on the chair next to him. “Hey” he decided to see if he could get to know the other. Christopher spent so much time in the hospital that his social life had completely died, and since this person was here at least once every month, maybe they could become friends? “How are you?”

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Sorry for being gone from this blog for so long! Been on a long fucking vacation and have been struggling with general lack of motivation.... Will start replying from today on tho! :3

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I wasn’t tagged by anyone, but I saw @sera-xiv doing it and wanted to try it just for fun! So, ofc, Kent it is! qwq

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