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Oh to be her

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fasted for 20h and sat there arguing with myself on if i should or shouldn't binge, the food noise won and I binged 1452.

How do I get out of this hell

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When you crave something to eat and do absolutely nothing about it? That's discipline.

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id sell my soul for it. (I've contemplated the true meaning of selling ur soul, and decided it'd be worth it)

I don’t just want to be skinny. I need it. I don’t care what I have to do, I will be skinny

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not a want, a need.

Sometimes the fact that they dont notice you have a problem…is the problem

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Need

It's up to you

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I just need to stay in control of this

I want to be a perfect angel 🪽

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To get where I want to...

RULES = POINTS

For me breaking any of my rules means subtracting points. The daily amount of points I can get is 100. I can spend them on different things like outings, things or food. I start with 100 points then I can lose or gain more of them.

Gift Shop 🧸

- Buying something that you want (lashes, perfume, makeup etc.) - (100 pts/1 pc)

- Spending night somewhere - (250 pts)

- Food Outing - (500 pts)

- Special prize / cheat day (going out to eat, shopping at the mall etc.) - (1000 pts)

Fines 🏦

- Under 10k steps - (-10 pts)

- Over Cal Limit - (-25 pts)

- Purging - (-25 pts)

- Binge (Over 1000cal) - (-50 pts)

Income💸

- 1 day fasting - (+25 pts)

- Under 750 cals - (+5 pts)

- Under 500 cals - (+10 pts)

- Under 250 cals - (+15 pts)

- 10k steps - (+5 pts)

- 20k steps - (+10 pts)

- 30k steps - (+15 pts)

- 2/3L Water - (+5 pts)

- 4/5L Water - (+10 pts)

- Cold shower - (+5 pts)

- Reaching GW - (+50 pts)

- 30m working out - (+5 pts)

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i like this and im gonna post my own version bc the points sound fun '-'

To get where I want to…

RULES = POINTS

For me breaking any of my rules means subtracting points. The daily amount of point I get is 10. I can spend them on different things like outings, things or food. I start with 100 points then I can lose or gain more of them.

Shop:

- Outings (with food): 200 points

- Shopping (Kpop albums or clothes etc.): 100 points

- Trip (for longer than 1 day): 1000 points

- Cheat day/special Prize: 500 points

Fines:

- Binge (over 1000 calories): -50 points

- Under 10.000 steps: -10 points

- Purging: -10 points

Income:

- 1 day of fast: +5 points

- Under 500 calories: +2 points

- 20.000 steps: +2 points

- 30.000 steps: +4 points

- 40.000 steps: +6 points

- 50.000 steps: +10 points

- 3/4l of water: +1 points

- cold shower: +1 points

- 1 hour of working out: +5 points

- Reaching a new goal weight: +50

Goal weight 1: 65

Goal weight 2: 60

Goal weight 3: 55

Goal weight 4: 50

Goal weight 5: 45

Goal weight 6: 40

Reaching 0 points: death

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“skinny privilege isn’t real”

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lol I love being able to do this it's like a superpowr

Lol

I love when people think I depend on them. Y’all have no clue how easy it is for me to kick you out of my life. As soon as someone does me wrong I will block them everywhere, delete all pictures together and erase every proof of your past existence in my life. And I won’t care. Even though we were best friends and chilled every day for years. Even though you’re the most important person in my life, you can easily become irrelevant to me in seconds. Lolz🔥

Check out my tt: des0morph1n

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well fuck me in the ass and call me a oven because I'm cooked.

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Me fr

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Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs