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Something that I definitely in love with.

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You know i miss you a lots right?

You remember when i say,

"i was in your heart, whenever you think about me or you miss me"

Although we are distant, you will always be my favorite memories .

Dear, bestie.

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Ya Allah.

Please make it easier for me to help my families. Make it easier for every difficulties that I face. Give me what is best for me.

Ya Allah.

Please forgive me for my wrongdoings. You are The Forgiver.

Ya Allah.

From then till now, only you the only one who heard me, who listen to me, who became my friend day and night. Who knows my tears and my joys. Who witnessed every struggled I faced.

I want to make my parent and families proud of me. You are my way to become a better muslim, a happy and successful daughter and a big sister for my 6 siblings. And I am truly sorry because I keep making mistakes and trap myself into the sins. It was part of my learning and growing process.

Ya Allah. You are The Highness, The Most Merciful and Loving.

I seeks forgiveness from You and You are my only hope.

Aamiin ya Rabb .

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Hye buddy.

It just a photo of sands that I accidentally took last two weeks .

It feels so good when you do something you like and you work hard to do it more better.

Just like me and myself.

It feels good when I dont remember my past, and work hard to be okay like now. But the fact someone mention this last night "you are okay when you are not"

Feel like I miss my friend so bad but didn't want to interupt and bother her anymore since she already living her best life rn.

I'm cheering from afar. Cheering through the wind that we can't never see. Only if I can erase part of my memories and never know it existed, it would be you my dear friend.

I hurt a lots, so do you. :) I had a lots of trauma from past, and I forgive and I try to not remember but these week, my thoughts always on you. I had a bad dreams, woke up with the feelings of clueless .

That was what happened .

And I am still glad we met. You once the reason while I laughed and cried. Guess that was a soulmate.

The number of the year changed. Seasons changed. Winds direction even changed. People changed too. I changed. You changed. We changed.

Begun as a stranger and ended just like a stranger again.

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Hello :)

How was your day? Isn't it good or not so good?

First thing I don't like calling my day are bad. Because even if it was bad, there's still a lessons I learned through it. Instead of sighing about my day, I am more grateful to know the beautiful lessons in it.

Guess that was life, and that's how we suppose to think when gettin older?

After all #bepositive and #begrateful.

Love, G.

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you're growing...

...every second of every day, even when you don't realise it. especially, when you don't realise it.

life may be slow but it's never stagnant. you're always moving forward, always learning new things about others and about yourself, always living, always going.

keep going. keep growing ✨

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Hello my fellow readers,

Everyone who's struggling a lots today, I just want to say that I am proud of you ❤ If there's anyone out there that want to be you, they wouldn't be able to go through it like how you did because this is meant for you and only you.

It's amazing right?

About how you feel afraid that you might not make it until now but actually YOU DID IT!! You survived! You begin to know your worth! You start seeing your own potential! You believe you can make it and you don't let anyone affect you negatively.

Come on boys and girls.

Life goes on. ✨😉

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It's 2 January of 2022.

Alhamdulillah I managed to go through 2021.

Fighting with anxiety and depression is hard especially when you are alone.

Here the stories!

I quited my previous job and begin to focus to myself. I buy lot of books and read. It doesn't matter what kind of book but the top 3 on my list was motivational, romance and fiction.

I begin to read again since I didn't read a lots while I am not jobless. I am so thankful that I managed to overcome it.

Maybe some other time, I will share with you my book recommendations 😉

Wish everyone #happy2022 and may this year bring happiness and lots of good news to you!!

Xoxo.

G ✨