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Sometimes I really wish I was a well established, famous author with shows for my books, not for the aclaim or the money but for the fan art. For the video edits if it became a series or movie. For people to make little "look at these charaters and their husbands/wives" compliations when they're not even dating. Little animatics to songs with characters. I wish I had the skills to do this myself. Anyways, that's all.

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HI YOU! Yeah YOU! Have you already signed the Give Animation Guild members a fair contract! - Action Network petition?

If you haven´t, now is the time! No-one wants to see the excrement that is AI! We want and need the representation that only well paid and happy people can do!

Lets make sure we will get more animated masterpieces in future!

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I REFUSE TO USE AI FOR SOMETHING I CAN DO MYSELF. I COULD MAKE BETTER SKRIPTS AND JOKES AND ART AND WRITING AND IM NOT EVEN THAT GOOD. This post makes me think of the "Ai makes art more acessable and easier!!!!" argument people toss around sometimes. Do you know what makes art and writing papers more accessible? TIME. "Oh but why would I put in so much effort when this can do it in two seconds???" Because if you want to be a writer or an artist people respect you have to gain skills. It takes time and it SUCKS to be in that akward "I'm terrible at this but I could do better" stage. But as someone who made it out of that it is worth it. Do you want to know what would make you better at art and writing than most people who try? Working through the uncomfortable growth stage. Most people give up right there. You don't need Ai or chatgpt for the arts. Just patience, and a willingness to suck for a while. Time will pass anyways or however that post goes. So if you want to be an artist or writer please please please for the love of god don't use Ai. Use a sketchbook instead, or a document. Also people have how to draw videos FOR FREE on YouTube. It's not being gatekept. Ai making art more acessable is bullshit and more often a way to cashgrab than true. Please please please please let's abandon the idea that Ai is better than what a human can do when it comes to the arts. That it's faster and easier to use a bot for movies and books and art. The human element is what makes all of those things worth watching and studying. The human element of taking years to create something is what makes masterpieces. No it doesn't always take that long but I would much rather wait three or five years for a show/movie to be animated than let chatgpt make it. Yes, Ai has it's uses but it is not in creating art.

Sorry for the long reblog. I hate ai, a lot, because I put in years worth of time getting good at art and writing and I'm tired of this argument that it makes art and writing more accessible. Everytime I see someone make that comment I think of the videos people have made where they show off their sketchbooks and all the art in them. That's acessabilty. That shows progression. That is worth looking at.

Ai isn't good at art or writing. This post hits hard because people who use chatgpt to write things lose my respect immediently. I won't let a bot do something my brain is capable of doing. It's not funny, it's not good at writing papers, it doesn't save time, it's shit. Just because something takes time doesn't mean it isn't worth doing.

In summary, everyone make bad art, and bad writing, and if you want to, tag me. I would love to offer complements and ways to improve.

GAHHHHHHHHH STOP TELLING ME HOW COOL CHATGPT IS. STOP TELLING ME ALL THE APPLICATIONS! I WILL NOT USE IT!!!!! I ♥️ DYING ON HILLS!!!! venting to someone whos normally really smart about this project i cant get done and theyre like "that sux 🥺 can you use chatgpt to do it? 🥺" NOOOOO FOR ONE THATS ILLEGAL WITH THIS PARTICULAR PROJECT AND TWO A LLM WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO DO THIS PARTICICULAR PROJECT BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY NOOOOOO I WILL NOT!!!!!!! I WILL USE MY GODDAMN BRAIN! OR DIE TRYING!

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Im glad both of these reblogs exist. I needed to read both of them. I don't reblog stuff about current political events much but this one feels important. I hope we reach the point where we disgrace the man so much that he steps out of office himself. And maybe goes to prison?? Wishful thinking I know, but god, imagine.

"We're living through the ongoing fascist collapse of the United States but I still gotta clean the kitchen and go to work tomorrow" sure is the mood right now, huh.

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The Weakness was caused by The Incident.

haha yeah everything is fine but The Weakness *Stares into the blank space* does tend to get annoying.

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haha yeah everything is fine but The Weakness *Stares into the blank space* does tend to get annoying.

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Pintrest is 50% tumblr quotes. I knew random Tumblr lore before I ever made a Tumblr account just because Pintrest has quotes from Tumblr in it's trench coat like it's selling drugs. I wish i had been on tumblr for goncharov. Anyone want to write another fake movie with me?

its incredibly funny to me that the rest of the internet thinks tumblr is some sort of internet deadzone but every reference they make can be traced back to this website somehow. they dont think they’re quoting a tumblr post from 2011 but they are. they think they came up with goncharov but don’t know it started with a fucking shoe

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So, I found this in my drafts, originally it was that "ADHD feeling" but now I am beginning to suspect it's probably not ADHD. Edit: I'm pretty sure this is really intense overstimulation.

Does anyone else know that feeling where you're doing stuff and then you're just thinking about so much at one time like a hundred thoughts per minute and then you just get so overstimulated you disassociate and then suddenly everything is very very bad? like is there a name for that? like you're just chillin doing your thing and then you just look up for a moment at your surroundings and then you're just like "am... am I real...? is the earth real? are my hands real? also light is painnnnnn" and then you're just wandering around trying to get this deeply uncomfy feeling away but nothing satisfies it and wow you want to talk to someone but there is no one to talk to and you don't want to bother anyone so you just sit on your floor in this deeply checked out, disassociated state and NOTHING fixes it so you're just off for days or weeks on end because you need to avoid the over stimulation again? and like you don't want to get up because depression and anxiety have now joined but you feel so out of it like you're watching it but yet still in your head-- like I can't even describe how often that happens for me.

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i really hate telling people/ friends about my family. Like no no, they're normal most of the time there's just the times where they're actually evil. But like they're chill. But we also kinda function as a cult. Like my second oldest sibling tried reallllyyy hard to make going home or talking about the family members they have decided they hate for reasons unknown tm feel as much like you're disappointing them and everyone else at an atomical level as possible. They have cult leader vibes to an extreeme. Also they gave me intense cptsd. But like, they're normal.

Like there's no good time to bring that up.

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I....I feel weird.

I'm not sure who I am anymore. Not past me. Not future me. Not me, me. Everything is so loud. Everyone is so loud. I don't feel alive. I'm waiting for a breakdown. They keep making comments. It's gotta happened. Why is it fine now? Is it fine?

I don't want to be here but I don't want to be dead either. I am doing... well?

Why is everyone in power crazy? Why. Do. We. Have. To. Take. The. Fallout. For. Them??

I miss myself. I miss my family. I miss when being LGBTQ+ was somewhat safe. I miss when things weren't so bad, and bad news was rare.

I don't want to spiral anymore. I don't want to attempt again. But I do. I want this to stop. I'm just one person. Home doesn't feel like home anymore.

Sorry...

...I'm dissociating.

feel free to add thoughts or trigger warnings to the comments or reblogs, I'm not ontop of that rn.

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This makes me wish we could have a reboot that is JUST adding the accents. Everything else is the same, we just have additional accents. But alas, no one seems to know how to make a good reboot anymore. Also it's fine as is but man this. I would have loved this.

I think something missing in Avatar is different accents for the voice actors. I think Aang must have a strong accent that he can't seem to get rid of, but no one recognizes his accent because the air nomad's accent hasn't been heard in a hundred years. I think that the northern water tribe and the southern water tribe should have different accents, and that Gran Gran's southern accent should be slightly different from Katara and Sokka's accent, because she is not really from the southern water tribe, and could not imitate the southern accent perfectly despite all her years in the tribe. I think the Earth Kingdom should have dozens of different accents, and that Zuko and Iroh know how to imitate some of the accents so well that someone yells at Jet that no firebender can imitate an Earth Kingdom accent, certainly not that well, so stop bothering poor Lee. I think Ba Sing Se's upper rings and lower rings should have amazingly different accents, and Toph should mimic the lower rings' accent when she's the blind bandit. I think the royal family and aristocracy of the Fire Nation should have a haughty Oxford accent, the poor townspeople a Cockney accent, and the country people a Scottish or Welsh or Irish accent. I think Kyoshi Islanders should have their own accent, different from any other accent in the Earth Kingdom, and so should the Sand benders. I think Tenzin should have exactly the same accent as his father, but when he's angry he slips into his real accent, a combination of his mother's accent and his father's accent with touches of a Republic accent. I think Mako and Bolin should have a New York accent, of the Republic, with a hint of an Earth Kingdom countryside accent, with Mako having more of his father's accent than Bolin, but when he's in Kubira's army, Bolin makes an effort to speak in his father's accent. I think Korra should have an accent similar to Gran Gran's, having grown up with a Southern Water Tribe mother and mentor, but with a Northern Water Tribe father. I think that Zuko, who was close to his mother growing up in the village, should have a bit of her accent in his youth, as opposed to Azula's perfect accent, and part of his journey is to return to speaking in this, his original accent, which is related to his mother. I think an avatar should have accents.

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can you guys stop making posts that i materially agree with but that are worded in ways i find too disagreeable to be reblogged. it rankles

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"tumblr's the only social media without algorithms!" "you can still be anonymous on tumblr!" "tumblr's so nice because you don't have to show your face!" WRONG tumblr is special because you can have 3000 followers and still get an average of seven likes a post. i'm doing stand up comedy at a packed venue and one person is laughing

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Trauma is so interesting. Cause one second you're fine and then someone breathes a little too heavily and now mental wellbeing has gone to shit and you need a therapy appointment.

It's horrible but also so comforting especially when your family was being a little too nice. Gotta remeber why people breathing wrong sends you spiralling. Also why you have to pause music and any sound to listen for people crying or blowing up.

I have never longed to go no contact with most of my family as much as right now. Unfortunately that's not an option. Yet.

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What?

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reblog this and tag the first vine that comes to ur mind. mine is the one of the people yelling at cabbage

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TW I guess-anyone else in that weird you don't want to die but if you got hit by a bus you wouldn't exactly mind as long as it was quick state of mind? I'm kinda stuck there rn and have no idea what to do. Cause I keep swinging between wanting to cause myself immense harm and knowing I should bother someone for help but at the same time I'm not crying anymore so what's the point? Idk. I'll probably just bedrot even though I have so much to do I'm gonna start crying again. Depression is shit. Where's the button to unsubscribe?