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Announcement

I’m going on another break Sasha ( @infcct3d-zw0mb1eez) will be taking over my account again any posts/messages from this account will be from them

I feel like I do this way too much so I’ll put an explanation below- (tw? Idk read at your own risk)

So basically I have moderate to severe depression and mild OCD (along with other stuff but yeah) and I just moved to a new state and it’s been really rough to say the least. At my last school I was fully out as trans and I got bothered sometimes about it but people mostly left me alone and the teachers were all super supportive and great. I moved to a new school in the middle of the school year and it has a dress code which sucks because I express myself through my clothes. This school is awful the first day people wouldn’t stop saying the N word and other slurs (ppl who couldn’t reclaim them) and it was a really rough transition. I’m openly bisexual at this school not trans because I’d be hate crimed bisexual is the most they’ll take but I’ve been called the f slur, given death threats, and repeatedly harassed over my dyslexia. I’m not being bullied per se but I am just receiving a lot of shit. I feel like I lost my main support that I could lean back on and I’ve been having a hard time coping. I’m going to a different school next year so that’s cool it should be a lot better but currently I just feel a bit lost and I’m really just tired and I’m not in therapy like I’m supposed to be because my old therapist isn’t licensed where I moved.

This break shouldn’t be too long I’m not planning on leaving that long just till I can get back on my feet.

(I forgot to tag ppl mb)

@ender-afton @n3no-n3o-neur0n @serentiydraw5678 @airis-and-the-never @mokahani @y4m4-s4n @mariahjolynnmartin @staarrgaazer @xxxlawrencexxx @bethn0tfound404

(If you’d like to stop being tagged in stuff lmk)

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I hate when I come out to someone and they’re like “but can I still call you *deadname*?” Like no???? Idc if it’s easier for you??? Just respect me please I respect you. (I always end up awkwardly saying “ig but Id prefer if you didn’t…)

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OMG?! my dad whose always been a bit transphobic but not like harassing ppl over it or anything just showed me his amazon cart asking which book was better and they were all books like "life as a trans teen" or "how to help your trans teen" ect ect. IS THIS GROWTH??? I MEAN HE ALWAYS CALLS ME A GIRL AND REFUSES TO ACKNOWLEDGE I'M TRANS UNLESS IT BENEFITS HIM SO IS HE ACTUALLY GONNA TRY? Holy fuck I've had a bad relationship with my dad for awhile is he finally gonna try and fix it???

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Uhh I just copied the ask I got and pasted it as an ask to my favs-

Idk if that's how your supposed to do it but that's what I did!

Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)

NOOOOOOOOOOO-

I like that i have feet, theyre very useful

I like the other people in my head, theyre pretty cool sometimes

i like my face, i have good face

I like that i can draw better than i used to

I like that i can write

Sooooo how does this work, do i just copy paste this to my favs or, like the whole thing?

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are you feeling joyous and yaoiful on this fine summer day

yes tmr is my last day of school so I've unlocked my joy and yaoi upgrades

ALSO DUDE YOUR ALIVE!! YAY!!

WE GOTTA PLAY ROBLOX TOGETHER AGAIN SOON

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PE RUINED MY PERFECT STRAIGHT A'S I'M SO MAD I HAVE A B😭😭😭

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Look at my tie tying game!

I’ve come a long way from stealing my dads ties and having him tie them for me now I have my own and I tie it myself

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I didn’t do it. I have 2 exes one is chill and I even have added on this app and the other is the one I was referring to in this post. We ended on fine terms but they did smth really awful to a friend of mine sooo yeah-

I have my ex who I’m no longer talking to added on Roblox and their online and I lowkey wanna join them just to see what happens💔

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People keep telling me it’s weird that I haven’t come out to my psychiatrist as trans yet and yeah it is kinda weird but can you blame me when every adult I tell who knows me somewhat well basically acts like I’m faking for attention and hopping on the “trans trending” train. It’s just so scary because I trust this person a lot and if she tells me I’m faking it as well or I’m too young to know that will be my last straw with people istg.

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Listen to the same song over and over

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I have my ex who I’m no longer talking to added on Roblox and their online and I lowkey wanna join them just to see what happens💔

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*tw slur usage*

GUESS WHO GOT CALLED A TRANNY BY A GAY GUY!! AND WHEN I SAID HE COULDNT SAY THAT HE SCREAMED IT AT ME!! I FUCKING HATE BEING TRANS!!! (He’s not transphobic he’s just an asshole)

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Ideas are cooking for my pride outfit.

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WRITER'S BLOCKKKKKKK 🤬

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Guys I’m scared my dad randomly texted me asking if I’m okay and that could mean a lot of things IM SCARED WHAT DID HE FIND??? WHY IS HE ASKING?

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*TW DOG*

It’s my dogs birthday her name is Lilly everybody say happy birthday Lilly

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LOOK AT WHAT MY MOM GOT MEEEE

Imma name her cherry ice after my mom cuz her nickname is cherry ice