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i hate to break it to everyone but being disabled is often boring and not fun and not pretty. it’s missing out on things you want to do. it’s being excluded from things society and culture value. disability is often inconvenient, unlikable, gross, and annoying. that’s just how it is.

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Yall gottaaaaa remember that being mentally ill doesn’t mean you can’t do bad things.

Just because you’ve had bad things happen to you doesn’t mean you can’t be the problem.

I feel a lot of people who have been traumatized feel into this victim mentality. Your brain is so used to being the victim it can be hard to understand you did something wrong.

I see this a lot in bpd and autism folks. I think parts of it also come with the way people will treat you once they find out you have one or the other. They tend to baby you. Which doesn’t help at all.

And I’m saying this as someone who used to have the WORST victim complex ever, you will feel better when you understand that you can do wrong. Life gets easier when you understand not everyone is trying to get you. Yes, people will hurt you. BUT you will also hurt people. It doesn’t matter if you meant to hurt them or not. Own up to it.

Stop infantilizing yourself whenever someone calls you out. Own up to your actions, understand what could be done better next time and move on. 

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finally did something again

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i swear I wanted to post so much on my vacation but I am simply not picking up a pen 😮‍💨

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If there's one thing that gives me the ick it's when people paint Will as being much less educated/knowledgeable than Hannibal and give him a distaste for all Hannibal's interest. Some of you act like this man never opened a book. He WROTE and published one?? He has bookshelves full of classical titles in his house (he has a big house. We only ever get to see his living room and kitchen, who knows what kind of study he has that’s filled with books). Including poetry (he has Shakespeare and Wilde on his shelves, who knows what else with less big spine titles). That man has a big house! He doesn't put his bed on the ground floor for no reason. And no, Will wouldn't dislike classical music and neither would he be new to it. He has a piano with sheet music (so actively playing) at home. I wouldn't be surprised if he plays more instruments. Maybe not as obscure as Hannibal's harpsichord and theremin, but more nonetheless. Will loves art, too!!! He knows a couple of things about S. Botticelli, better assume he knows other things. I mean, he can consider Hannibal's tableaus art, calls killing beautiful, that of itself is an art form and artistic vision of the world he shares with Hannibal. He can also cook. Yes, not like Hannibal, but that man wouldn't let Will sous-chef if he was a bad cook no matter how in love he may be with him. There's gotta be some skill to get permission to use Hannibal's kitchen, no matter how pretty someone may be. Hannibal can discuss any subject he wants with Will because he'll catch onto it. I'm not even going to start on the fact that some people act like Will isn't able to keep up with Hannibal's conversations and metaphors. That man bounces them back at him twice as hard. Will Graham. Isn't. Stupid. !!!.

He's not clueless, he's not uncultured, he's not pedestrian. The thing about Will is that he's adaptable. Hannibal doesn't coax his darkness out of him, he brings Will's true self to the light, which is a highly intelligent, cultured, dangerous and fearless man. The fact that he prefers a minimal life, masking his knowledge and also his wealth (because he is wealthy, but that's a different story), over Hannibal's eye-catching dramatics doesn't mean that he doesn't have it. Yes, not as much as Hannibal, but they do have similar interests. If anyone would be clueless it's Hannibal, because I can guarantee that man DOESN'T know how to fix a boat motor or utilise fishing gear. (Although he would learn really fast if Will taught him.) They are way more alike than some make them out to be, Hannibal just has a huge amount of theatrics that Will doesn't care for. Hannibal flaunts his personality, Will owns it. That's the difference. 

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This is the message being said when people say they won't vaccinate their kids because they think it'll make them autistic. They're saying they'd rather their kid die than be autistic.

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omgggggggg

Hannibal doing what he does best—but this time to save someone. And Will, for the first time, truly sees him (even if only unconsciously). Will’s face says far more than his brain has yet processed.

And Hannibal... knows it.

I’m loving this series.

Hannibal, S1e7 - Sorbet

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this is engraved into a spoon in the place we stay in for our vacation. I have no idea what it is. to Me, it looks like a dog or stag creature with a bunch of dicks or tongues coming out of it's mouth.

any ideas?

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I forgot I made this last month

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I dreamed that I was on the island my granddad lived on for a sort of seminar week or month. for some reason will wood was the teacher. he was very clear about phones being prohibited. I think he did a slide show or used the beamer to show a movie or pictures or whatever. his teaching was very interactive tho. I think I also laughed a lot and was very interested.

at one point he leaned onto a students desk to get a bit in his face because he was using his phone. he wasn't aggressive but like ... silly insane?? idk

I think at one point the class went outside with him as an exercise. idk why. all I know is that the building had a lot of narrow and weird staircase and a fucked up elevator

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I should remember this for my next bad day

I love watching Hannibal season 1 when I'm having a bad day, because no matter what kind of day I'm having, Will Graham is having a worse one

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Happy pride month to the happiest, healthiest couple

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”i should’ve put you and hannibal in a cage together, i wonder what you would’ve done.” they would’ve fucked, mason. they would’ve went at it raw for hours.

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Can we talk about how much of a bitchy princess Hannibal is. Like not even counting the murder and cannibalism. He's honestly just a fucking asshole most of the time and I still love him. Will Graham, I understand your forgiveness, honestly

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after a little break, I'm back. i got scammed here for quite some money so I had to get over that frustration before being able to draw again. but here I am. yay.

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