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[gemini-queen42]

Tmw you go to the dentist to get fillings done but then u randomly get a wave of nausea after the dentist injects the anesthetic & it seems like ur blood sugar just dropped.

So instead you get some water and fruit chews and go home ♡

Pro tip: EAT BEFORE GOING TO THE DENTIST !!!

[gemini-queen42]

Tmw u go to the dentist to get fillings but right after they inject the anesthetic you get a wave of nausea and your blood sugar seems to just. Drop.

So instead you get a bottle of water + some fruit chews and go home w/ a numb mouth

Pro Top: EAT BEFORE GOING TO THE DENTIST !!!

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Did tumblr. Eat my fvfckjng pomst agin.

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What’s you favorite horror movie?Idk maybe the concept of the cursed prince stuck inside his own body yet he cannot recognize himself nor see himself as it feels so wrong and painful to him.With a time passing of the curse he’s descending into identity crisis and dealing with thoughts and instincts he hardly contains so much so that he probably forgot how to act as a Person and fails trying it.Terrified of people seeing him for his outside body as it’s an animal yet it’s not,terrified they would hunt him down,been killed or tortured and they won’t see his cry for help

YES YES YES !!!

[Also it admittedly took me a second to realize you were doing the trend & not actually asking me my fave horror movie lol]

but oguh !!! Yes !!! Yes !! Im SUCH a sucker for these sorts of themes- identity and monstrosity vs humanity - ough.. ouhhh...

That is a theme I do explore in Other Than Human with the princess !! Though its angle is veered more towards her actively straining and hurting herself to retain her image of "humanity" [Also very tied to her femininity, but that femininity also being deeply tied to her dehumanization while she was still human... ] [All very a la Black Swan, which is an honorable mention of my fave horror movie ! ♡]

However in OTH, the Beast she is turned into is much less Animal than the og is, and much more Eldritch Monstrosity- so the range in exploration is def different, and og gets to cover aspects that are more of a stretch for OTH- so the bits of having this beastly form be much more connected with Nature, that animal instinct so to speak, While still not being apart of the natural order- natural yet completely unnatural.. oh!! Delicious !!♡

But aa!! Look, any themes that have this sort of Visceral feel.. im a SUCH a sucker for- nature vs nurture, existing in a foreign body, the straining of identity- oh how I adore !!!

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doodle of Midari I did while trying to draw my old kakegurui oc based of memory and One ☝️shitty screenshot. I literally had my ref of her finished w/ a layer for each clothing layer cuz I made it silly but i think i lost it w/ past ibipaint issues cuz it was YEARS ago

Anyways Midari so me real lowk. I love women.

[gemini-queen42]

sorry if orgor to post but here's lazy origins of the medeival au minicomic ig dhjfkds

decided to give him waterdeer fangs as a ref to the tusks :] and I think waterdeer are cool.

i'll draw more? at some point? hopefully. Always feel free to tell me what you wanna see from me & stuff- I'm really into the great gatsby rn. and kakegurui lowk.

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OUGHH GORG GORG GORG!!!! love Plumettes art piece- her look, the symmetry, ough it feels like a siren song !!! Luring the viewer [me♡] to their [my] death[♡]!! & Mrs Potts is eating it up & looks so lovel-

BBNO$ ?!?!?

🎤🍹BIG SHOT🍸🍷

tag: @cherriberrix

Plumette and Potts designs! I love doing these characters' designs in this kind of thing and they are no exception! (I must admit that Potts was a little harder to do than Plumette ironically), Plumette being a showgirl and Potts a bartender 😌

sketches! (bonus: Adam!... dontaskfortheotherguyplease)

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ANYWAYSSS, on the note of my last post; my daughter HAS returned to mee !!♡♡♡

Apparently a custodian found her and was ALMOST GOING TO THROW HER AWAY??? until they saw one of the posters !! So yippee!! But also scary!!!! Anyways, shes back and safe ♡ some other pictures from the day; [a friends attempt at torment & loot from latin! ♡]

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Og didnt post peopwely but. Im getting Gerbilston a friend and obvi its gotta be a lefou so I go looking and this is the PNLY LISTING [That is not a bundle that includes him which there is ALSO only one of- and is ultimately the same price/slightly More]

Look there is NO OFFICIAL LISTINGS FOR IT.

Oh Lefou.... you are an expensive, expensive man...

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Fun fact if you play LoZ while having a BatB hyperfixation you get to unlock a skill called "accidentally mentally calling Ganondorf & Gaston by each other's names

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IM SO HAPPY IM SCREAMIJG but also this is HILARIOUS lowk.. I did not expect to accidentally have this be her legal name lmao

Yeah y'all remember Gerbilston? I kinda lost her at school last week and this week is the last one of the year... couldn't find her in the classes I was in, or the lost and found, people I asked hadn't seen or found her- suffice to say, I made some missing posters;

[Og made them in color but school printers dont let students print in color...]

I now owe someone $20! But the email looks official so if a faculty found it they might not accept it lol

But yippee either way!! Woohoo!!!♡♡♡ my daughter is found !!♡♡

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Happy birthday to me bitches !!!

Have some sona doodles

[Ft. Venus giving out lollipops from a purse cuz that's what I did today lol]

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Aaa forgot to post here !!! Anyways-

Sometimes u just gotta draw urself w/ teeth busted in ♡♡♡

Uncensored under cut ♡

Close-ups

& unedited Photos ♡

Anyways anyways- pretty proud of how this finished up !!♡♡♡

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Its so silly lovely when u say something distinctly of your gen to ur gen to your parents and they just roll with it.

I told my dad something is "so youcore" and he went "indeed"

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You KNOW you're eating with an au when someone refferences The Last Unicorn in regards to it ‼️‼️‼️

[gemini-queen42]

Imagine a batb freak show/false god au:where Adam was born half beast and his parents abandoned him so either he was found by a circus or a cult and Adam experienced the horrors and he just wants to be free,maybe belle finds him and together they escape

[Post writing this: this turned out.. much longer than I planned/expected. So uh. Hope you enjoy reading me ramble through developing this false god au!! Despite the length I feel like I leave a lot of things vague but.. I'll hopefully develop/refine them in time!♡ sorry if there are any bits that are hard to read/understand</3]

Ohohoo!!! I'm gonna focus on the false god aspect of this, since Luni already has a pretty good freakshow au ♡♡♡ besides, I'm naturally more drawn to the themings of false deities and whatnot :3c

What some consider curse, others deem divinity [one man's trash another man's treasure type beat]

Its surprisingly easy to adapt the story into this au... exchange the castle for an overgrown cathedral, make the castle servants members of the cult instead, and you've got a pretty good start.

Of course, castle servants as cult members easily complicates things; how does one make a situation Adam would want to be free from without villifying what is essentially his found family?

Ehhh We'll get there.

"Cult" in this context is used closer to its antiquity definition than the modern one. The worship of its god was once much more widespread, but it failed to come through in some time of need and has since lost following [thus the large, yet delapedated cathedral]- the current cult being those that still hold faith, despite it all.

I dont think I need to elaborate on how a group of people devoted to a god that the majority of the populace believes has abandoned them would the desperate sort lol.

So when one find an infant abandoned in the woods, with beastly traits that resemble their god, wrapped in cloth of higher quality than anyone in the neighboring villages should be able to afford,

They're going to take it as a sign.

More than a sign; that's a demigod, or an incarnation, and praise be it might even be a messiah.

[A strong contrast to what his royalty parents thought: a curse, surely, from whatever god their faith falls to now- what did they do wrong? Send it away- to the farthest wolf lived woods possible; let it feed the earth so its life is not all sin]

The boy gets taken in joyfully by the old gods devotees. Had these people been proper nobles, there'd be very little difference to what his life would've been as a prince.

Adam is raised with the weight of a gods responsibilities on his shoulders.

[They did try not to put pressure on him, especially as a child- but the hope in the air cant be ignored. Adam feels it, and from here on im narrating mostly from his POV]

The cult is kind to him, very, they love him dearly-

They also gave him good education. He knows the history.

Whether he is son, or incarnation, or whatever his relation be;

These people have been failed before, maybe even by him directly, and either way:

Its his responsibility not to fail again.

That he will one day, it not now, but hopefully soon, aid them as the god he supposedly is.

Make up for the mistakes of the past.

Except he can't. [Yet, is hoped]

Besides the natural results his beastly traits have, he lacks any divine power. And the older he gets, the more worrisome it is.

Perhaps, they try to reassure him, he doesn't need to be a living god. He's here as something else, a specific moment where it will all come together-

But he doesn't know when or what that would be. And of course, they dont either.

A precise moment is much easier to screw up than a whole lifetime.

His relationship to the old god he is supposedly successor to is.. complicated. Usually, though, he's bitter.

Adam is old enough to hold power as an authority in the cult, and thus far he's used it to keep the cult, and himself, closed off. He's not willing to present himself without being sure he wont dissapoint. As time marches forward, he gets moodier and antsier. More temperamental under the stress.

Because time has not told, and he is no closer to fulfilling his birthright than he was as an infant. Maybe he used to be content helping as much as mortal could when he was younger- but he's older now. He's supposed to be *more* now. But he's not, and it enrages him. He may even be becoming paranoid...

That is, of course, due to the fact that he is not Divine. His beastliness is of another source- and even if it was from a god, it wasnt in a way of making him one to.. any extent.

But he doesn't know this. And nor does the rest of the cult.

Now, taking on responsibility for things beyond and persons control and thinking you need to fix it all on your own is traumatizing in itself. And it is easily enough to result in him being the bitter, stand-offish, ill tempered guy Belle first meets [truly, sometimes all that's needed is to let someone be in their own head a Little Too Much].

But I'm a maximalist, so we're gonna fuel that fire a bit more. Remember Maestro Forte? If he had the respect and authority over the cult that he wishes he had, it would very easily be a cult in all modern sensibilities. He's working on it though.

Now, having their god come to them in the form of an infant (perfectly malleable to his whims if he plays hus cards right)- woulf be GREAT!! if the kid had any damn power. Its going to show up *sometime*, surely, but Forte is getting Impatient.

Luckily for him, so is Adam.

Forte takes the place he does in his Canon appearance, someone to confirm all of Adam's Worst Thoughts and make him Worse- but here we have the added addition of "Experimental Rituals to shortcut Access to Divine Power" !!

[Done secretly and privately, mind you- the others would Certainly object.]

And now I would like to introduce: there are triggers to cause Adam to become more beastly, in a form of iffy semipermanence.

One little instance to awaken that extra bit of beasthood won't keep longer than its cause, but to do so in repetition?

And when the beastly traits are the very thing that made people think he was divine?

Adam has a good repitoire of scars, and looks bit less human than he used to ♡

But none of these efforts have revealed any divinity- just more beast.

And by the time he Meets Belle, hes already started considering running off into the woods or something, because hes not sure how many more Experimental Rituals he can take, and if nothing else just to stop seeing the *Dissapointment* laced with *Pity* in everyones eyes.

[Forte is the only dissapointed, the rest are just *worried* about him. Because he's clearly spiraling, and despite how hard they try they cant get through to him- he pretends they do, but they can tell hes just placating them. They also have no idea whats causing the growth of more beastly traits, but with how bad hes doing- they're doubting its anything good.]

Belle is a girl that is *very* interested in the anthropology, specifically the mythological, religious, folklore, cultural types of aspects. In this context, of course, these are all Pretty Real, not really in antiquity- Gods are Gods, but they are also Real Historical Figures- but you get the picture, both in area of study and the vibes she kind of has. [She has likely, on multiple occasions, been shooed off by a priest for not acting reverant enough & her questions coming off a tad too disrespectful]

She is very curious, very passionate, and *really* doesn't understand the whole "respect = no questions" thing.

And Boy, when she meets Adam? She's aboutta maks this man question his Whole Life.

And I'm thinking the Enchantress comes in as an interaction that triggers Adam to start Really Spiraling, under the idea that hes actually on some sort of time limit-

anyways, ultimate fate of this au is that Belle helps Adam realize that he doesn't need to carry things alone, and that hes not Divine, and help him through the identity crisis That entails-

Also subplots about the cult members, as they are [for the most part] [aka Except Forte] earnest devotees, driven to worship an absent God by the one thing that can truly drive that; helplessness and desperation. Adam's knowledge of these pasts is part of what drives him into further spiraling- so I do want to explore what they are, and since I'm a sucker for happy endings; theyre gonna get their happy endings/resolutions too♡

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For a bitch that cant draw armor for shit, I think I ate here..

Anyways hi yeah im making a medeival au for batb. Here's random sketches. Nothing in it is super solid yet but we'll get there lol