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i cant do this anymoee

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fuck hin fuck him fuck him

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i hate thjs i jage this

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i feel sick

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why does it all have to go wrong all the time

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there isnt even blood anymore. just lines and lines and lines

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i almost did it. almost plunged the blade in, right into my stomach. wouldn't the red have been nice?

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how to beat executive dysfunction no glue no borax

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change change change change change change

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the signs are so onvious and uet you keep ignoring them

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im so fucking done with everything i just want to be alone forever with mo worried aboit everything but i just vant ever get that can i

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eveeythings going wrong and i dont know why

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'just talk to them' 'call them out' BUT I CANT. I DONT KNOW HOW AND NOBODIES FUCKING TELLING ME HOW TO.

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how are they so calm and happy when this is tearing me apart

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I often want to rip the skin off my body to free whatever's destroying my insides

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