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I can and will block any users who use delulu or delusional as jokes, unless they’re actually schizo-spec. Reclamation is okay.

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Tbh i didn't expect the running from your past one, i expected the "weird" one or the "one that need a hug", not this, but eh its alright technically true too sooo

@dreamsfromthepsyche @freakoftheshadow

If You Were a Fictional Character

I've seen a few moots doing this and it looked fun!

* Make this picrew of yourself

* Take this uquiz (How Fandom Would See You If You Were A Fictional Character)

...yeah that seems about right 😅🫠

Not sure who's done this already so tagging the besties @thetumblingmoron @redheadsramblings @woundedsoul12 @the-bear-and-his-sunbird @aurorabiggs @thepalehorsevictoria @kiir-do-faal-rahhe and anyone else who would like to play!

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reblog if you’re an evil neurodivergent

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I've seen a lot of "kill all pedophiles" shirts recently in my daily life (majority at an amusement park of all fucking places) and like I wish I could tell them they're part of the problem.

Not everyone with a pedophilic disorder even harms anyone. And those who do deserve to get resources and help to prevent it from happening again. It's people like those who say things like that that are the reason we don't have a better grasp on those things because God forbid someone try to make amends and grow. That shirt is not the advocacy they think it is. Why are people so cool with wishing death upon people for their disorders?

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btw don't ever come up to me and try to tell me that pro-contacts are not pro-harm/abuse

i don't care what your reasoning is. there has to be a line somewhere and 18 years old is more than reasonable.

i don't care if you're "non-offending". i don't care if your attraction is "only" romantic. i don't care if the kid thinks it's consensual or thinks they aren't being groomed.

there is no "safe" form or amount of sexual or romantic contact

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how it feels to maintag a fandom proship post and actually get random fans to agree with you

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everytime someone who is completely sane and experiences a very normal perception of the world around them makes a 'haha schizopost hahahahha the voices' joke they should be obligated to give me, every other psychotic and or delusional or schizospec person a thousand dollars. forver

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Taking this out of sh blog

I think i was having an episode or just was fucking delusional, but also relatable

I was being delulu tho, man that what hapoens when you don't sleep for MULTIPLE days cause you get so scared that your rapist that is staying at my parent (and me) house for a full week and that she'll rape you or make pornography of you (idk the proper word to use for non consensual porno)

Sighhhh anyway realest post I've made in a while

My cuts burns, it hurts but i can't stop, i need to cut more more MORE MORE, INEED THE RELIEF, I NEED THE SATISFACTION

I need to be covered in sexy scars, i need to be

BEAUTIFUL IN SCARS

I need to be covered in red (blood)

I need to get worst for peopls to realise im not doing well

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mwah

Mwah!

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In slowly going crazy i might genuinely kill myself, i hate being birn in a family if rapists, i miss the mental hospital when i was 9 i had to go there and i cried and tried to end it ehen they told me that i had to go back to my "home"..

The mental hospital was crazy but my actual home, i want to go back, i NEED to go back

Im so done with this life, get me out of here, OUT OUT OUTTTTT

Im done im done im done

I wanna kms so badly, hang myself, toaster in bath style, cut my throat open, walk into the road and get run over by a car, drown, die by being strangled, gun to my head, brains everywhere, cannibalized, ANYTHING TO GET ME OUT OF HEREEEEE

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waiter! a bullet in the head for me please

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Me core lol

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Wanna kms so freaking bad. Just have to cut ties with my friends so they don't get sad

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computer. how to kill myself. no pain, instant, no take backs. computer? computer?

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computer. how to kill myself. no pain, instant, no take backs. computer? computer?

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Pfftt supp new alters!!

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Sensitive bitches reported my last self harm blog so i made a new one @ghosty-sh-blog

Not forcing anyone to go follow this blog since it contains cuts, sh talk, blood.

Btw i recommend to not use self harm as a way to cope, but sadly that is how I cope lol (i sound pathetic here lol)