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The demon sat there waiting on her porch It was a little dark so he held a makeshift torch And when my car was far out of sight He crept in her room and stayed there for the night

A Car, A Torch, A Death // twenty one pilots (Self Titled album)

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My best friend and I were holding hands while shopping with my family today and my mum was like “Girls, can you link arms instead? You’re getting funny looks, people are going to think you’re lesbians” so I got the ring off my index finger and proposed to her in the middle of the street

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Okay, so this is what's happening.

RP has sort of taken over my life; when I'm not online, I'm probably thinking about it when I should be doing school related things, and then when I'm offline for a few days, busy with school work, I feel guilty. As an admin and as a roleplayer. I do really think that it's in my best interests for me to leave the roleplay. Don't worry, TS won't be shutting down with my absense; Tee is still going to be helping out as well as some assistant from people willing to help that she selects.

Obviously, with all the work and time and effort I've put into not only the roleplay but my characters too, this is super depressing.

I'll post an unfollow link for all of my two characters and at the bottom of this post you'll find what happens to Iris (Devon's being reopened as per requested by Tee so there's not much I can say about her, BUT HEY SHE'S NOT BEING KILLED OFF!). The explanation will be simple, but eventually, in a few weeks or months or something, I'll post a self paragraph. If school isn't kicking my ass. Which it will be.

I swear I'm rambling here rn because I don't want to go ahahah but that's why I chose to write this before school, so I'm slightly rushed and I can't stay and change my mind. So yeah, this is it. I love you all, seriously, and I don't want to lose contact with anyone so:

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Iris gets her happiness. With Chris, Andrew, Lily, and all of her close friends by her side (hopefully). However, to start with, she's on her own. To explain, the 10th of February brought on a lot of emotions for Iris, it being the date of Gracie's death, and she seemed fine up until, like, 8PM. She found herself dialing her father's number and having a complete meltdown over the phone- she told him about Gracie, her guilt about her mum's death, the attack, her drug addiction. For the first time in a long time, he acted like a father should. He picked her up and she lived with him for a day before they decided she needed real professional help. She stayed in an institution for four months and there, for the first time in her life, she talked about her rape and the fact that when she was in her final year of high school she tried to kill herself.

Talking about her experiences had her, in a way, relive them. So that was hard on her. But with the support of those she loved and those who loved her in return, she made it. As she always does. Also she confessed her love to Christopher so hella.

yep, now im cryin.

GOOD BYE THESE STREETS.

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"Even though you’re growing up, you should never stop having fun."

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Iris blinked. It was then that Iris said for the first time a phrase she would repeat at least ten more times in that same day. "Look, you don't have to do this."

When Iris finally met Piper’s gaze, she gave her a grin before nodding. “Okay. Well, then,” Piper bent down and picked up the bags. “Let’s get goin’.”

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"Are you kidding? Nadia, it's awesome. Now, by the law of "blondes always have more fun", you will automatically be like, ten times cooler."

"Are you sure it doesn’t look too bad?"

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Iris managed a small nod, her gaze traveling up to the brunette now, curious at the meaning behind her question.

"I know, babe. That’s why I didn’t ask." Of course Piper knew Iris wasn’t fine. She was the epitome of not fine right now. But Piper went along with it because that’s what Iris wanted, clearly. She nodded towards the few bags by Iris. "Those yours, yeah?"

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Iris bit down on her lip. Hard. A shaky breath left her chapped lips and her stress was evident as she ran trembling fingers through her hair. Despite this, her voice maintained a normal, casual tone. "I don't know what you're talking about."

Hannah knew that she was the last person Iris ever wanted to see, but the girl was shivering and her nose was bright red. “No you’re not,” she said simply. “I’m not stupid. It took me a really fucking long time to figure that out, but I’m not stupid. And you’re not fine. And you’re kind of bad at pretending to be. And it would be really fucking nice to not feel like you’re holding your breath whenever I try to talk to you..” 

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"Has something happened?"

"Not re-really, ‘Ris.."

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Her eyes were on the dirty pavement now, avoiding Piper's. "I'm fine, Pipes."

Piper raised an eyebrow, waiting patiently for her friend to talk. One could say a lot about Piper Fritz, but she was loyal to her friends. She cared. Iris’ words took her by surprise. She didn’t mask it. “Damn,” Piper breathed. “That’s shit.”

"Well, you can’t stay out here. Bad girls like me lurk these streets, you know." Piper’s voice was teasing as she attempted to cheer Iris up a bit. "Come on— we’re gonna get you something to eat. Then you’re gonna crash at mine."

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“He left me and I don’t blame him.” (r.i.d)

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#1 pls.

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For the millionth time, Zoe explained that the room was spinning around according to her, though most people shook their head and rooted for the ‘you’re drunk’ hypothesis, which, unbeknowst to Zoe, was very much true. The smaller brunette was never one to drink this much, but because she had promised her friends she wouldn’t be such a buzzkill for at least one night, she defenitely had had a few more drinks than the usual. She was having a hard time walking in a straight like and a smile was glued on to her face as she waved at people and laughed, a red cup on her hand, spilling some of the liquid content on to people who eventually realized they’d been wet and cursed at her. 

One of them, unfortunately, was Iris, her best friend. The smaller brunette had accidentally stumbled on her way to congrat the girl for gathering such a great group of people and organizing the party, when, again, according to her, a coffee table crossed her path and she spilled everything inside her cup over the floor and some on to Iris’ shirt. “Oh my god I’m so sorry!” she screamed loudly so as to be heard over the loud music, her hands grabbing her friend’s shoulders to steady herself, though not letting go when her gravity center didn’t make her feel like she’d fall off again any second. Then, it all happened in a blur. Zoe’s eyes met Iris’ and she leaned closer, pressing her lips against the brunette’s and smiling, only to break the kiss and look at her friend, a confused look on both girls’ faces. “Oh my god, I.. I shouldn’t have done that. I.. It won’t happen again.” she said, quickly leaving the scene, as drunk and as fast as she had entered it.

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2 & 3 bb pls if u feel it.

                 drabble #3

             How did they even end up in that situation? The metallic handcuff had been binding them together for the past hour and all because a drunkard thought it’d be just hilarous to handcuff them together. Needless to say, they didn’t have the key to it. At least it as with Iris and not some idiot. Iris was okay. In fact, more than okay. She was a really laid back presence and Raven felt so at ease around her, it was refreshing. Usually, she was very on guard and with the brunette she could just… relax. She sighed as they walked through the party that was dying down already, the first rays of sun lighting the night sky, talking of a new beginning, a new day. She often wondered what a fresh start meant when people spoke of new years, of new days. How fresh can you actually start when life is still spinning and your mistakes and past and — everything’s still there, so how can you start fresh?

             Thoughts like those plagued her mind, shook her to her very bone. Since having quite literally escaped New York during the start of winter, Raven had been quite lost. She’d stopped painting and barely picked up her ukulele anymore; every note brought back some memory, every time she tried to draw something she ended up in tears. She’d been wrong to leave Juliet, a spur of the moment thing where fear took over her and she just — left. The regret would probably haunt her for the rest of her life, a constant what if, a reminder of how much of a coward she was and although Raven knew the pain would lessen with time, she still couldn’t shake the guilt off her shoulders.

             In that moment, Raven didn’t know if it was because of the cold or just a need for having someone close but she gave Iris a look — a mix of sadness and sleepiness that eased into an apparent calm in her eyes — and rose her handcuffed arm so it’d end up around Iris’ shoulders, her fingers unconsciously rubbing the girl’s arm.

                            ” Sticky situation, eh? “

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♔ Cute Gif Drabble List!

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xo-emimarie said: DID YOU DANCE YOUR HEART OUT

I DID. I RLLY DID. MY FEET HATE ME FOR IT THO.

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Raven would have a threesome with Lily and Iris.

                      “ FALSE. God no! “ She would never do that with Lily, she feels it is like incest. Iris, though, is a different story.