goldenbcnes

[goldenbcnes]

Omg!

You belong with me. 💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤

Letter on my site :)

[goldenbcnes]

buddie: silhouettes of you

commissioned by @damnikindaship 🖤

taglist! lmk if u wanna be added or removed

@goldenbcnes @usercowboy @chronicowboy @buddieroommates @ilostyou @911onabc @rachelazegler @try-set-me-on-fire @heather-collins @youreonyourownkid @xjeanmoreaux @leothil @canondiaz @jjudaslips @exhuastedpigeon @shitouttabuck @bvckandeddie @wearherlikeanecklace @oneawkwardcookie @diazly @cranberrymoons @fruitydiaz @hunybody @langdonsmel @henswilsons @spacediscos @daughter-of-winterfell @gayedmundo @watchyourbuck @bucksbeagle @thirdwheelravi @evcn @iinryer @saryasy @treasurehuntbuck @buckevanley @rainscenes @namesnamesandmorenames @socialistwh0r3amv @epiaphany @trudayss @girlbossgaslightguillermo @lookforanewangle @team-118 @lady-kima-of-vord @voldified @nbvagabond @soliadiaz

[goldenbcnes]

For those who enjoy my writing...

Hello all!

I've recently made the decision to diversify my writing a little and commit to spending this summer writing a novel. Over on Twitter, some people were kind enough to encourage that process and say I should publish and update similar as how I do for fanfic, and that they'd read along.

If anyone here is interested in following my original works, you can subscribe to my Substack, here.

Today, I shared the first chapter of my novel, here:

No pressure at all! Just thought I'd share and I appreciate anyone who checks it out.

This is going to be a very similar premise to my fic 'august' just in a different setting and with different characters.

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I love when platonic love and romantic love is so blurred that it doesn’t even matter anymore. All that matters is the devotion that’s there, the unwavering devotion

[goldenbcnes]

Dude

please stay.

commissioned by @sorgenfalter

taglist! lmk if u wanna be added or removed

@goldenbcnes @chronicowboy @schrodingersbobby @ilostyou @911onabc @bobbysdeath @try-set-me-on-fire @heather-collins @youreonyourownkid @leothil @canondiaz @jjudaslips @exhuastedpigeon @shitouttabuck @bvckandeddie @wearherlikeanecklace @oneawkwardcookie @diazly @bobbybaited @ryliverpresstour @cranberrymoons @fruitydiaz @hunybody @langdonsmel @henswilsons @spacediscos @daughter-of-winterfell @gayedmundo @watchyourbuck @bucksbeagle @eddiesprius @evcn @iinryer @saryasy @treasurehuntbuck @buckevanley @rainscenes @namesnamesandmorenames @socialistwh0r3amv @epiaphany @trudayss @girlbossgaslightguillermo @lookforanewangle @team-118 @lady-kima-of-vord

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you saw something sacred

buddie | g | 1.4k

a mid-disaster first kiss caught on cctv footage, inspired by superstore

Eddie heard a shout from somewhere in the street below. Neither of them moved. It was a small aftershock. They weren't going to die. But it felt like it, a little. Death had always been right around the corner, but now it was in the house. Sitting on the couch. Eating their cereal. They weren't going to die but maybe they were.

read on ao3

tags<3 @chronicowboy @2x01diaz @saryasy @shitouttabuck @schrodingersbobby @bucksbeagle @team-118 @gayeddieagenda @bobbysdeath @exhuastedpigeon @eddiesprius @iinryer @nicolegendary @goldenbcnes

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New fic :)

He turns to look at the tomb where Bobby is. They should have passed on the call. Buck selfishly wishes that it was a different station. That some other captain was in charge of a different team, that a different group of firefighters were trapped inside. Selfish. Selfish. And yet, he desires.

Read more on ao3 for a scene post 8x15 Lab Rats :( Warning. Bobby stays dead...

For @badthingshappenbingo square: Grief/Mourning

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I don't deserve this. I love u Cal

Fic Complete: for all the love you've left behind

Alright here's the rest. Hope maybe it helps?

Summary:

Bobby cares for Buck after his injury.

Snippet:

Except, when he leaves the room, he’s not alone. Not the way he was when his father died. When he leaves the room, his wife and son are waiting for him. 

The son who was taken from him, before he ever got a chance to know him. Who once felt exactly like one of those cut tethers. A problem with no solution. A wound with no aid. But he’s here. He came here for Bobby. Bobby has him again. 

Not every loss is an ending. 

Not every ending is the same level of loss. 

Bobby can still see a path in front of him, despite being muddled with grief. 

Bobby hugs Buck, mindful of his injuries. 

“Thank you for coming,” he says. “Thank you.”

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Tagging:

@epicbuddieficrecs @theotherbuckley @sevenweeksofunrepression @slowlyfoggydestiny @goldenbcnes

@diazsdimples @exhuastedpigeon @aquamarineglitter @loserdiaz @steadfastsaturnsrings

@your-catfish-friend @incorrect9-1-1 @hawaiianlove808 @babytrapperdiaz @watchyourbuck

@lyricfulloflight @tizniz @aroeddiediaz @estheticpotaeto @buckleybabyblues

@buddieswhvre @l0v3t0hat3y0u @mage8 @theautumnbard @lightningmcqueer28

@kultiras @inell @mrs-f-darcy @spencers1nonlygf @nibblyssacrifice

@thetommoway-oioii @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @whatwouldeddiedo @lilmizmoz @sazanahashi

@jacobglaser @buckslasagna @ginnygigglesblog @krissy-kat @walske

As always, let me know if you'd like to be added to my writing updates tags :)

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I'M LOVED

New Fic: for all the love you've left behind

FINALLY READY TO START POSTING THIS ONE! Thank you @goldenbcnes for the request/inspiration!

Summary:

When a DNA test reveals a surprising connection between Buck and Bobby, both must navigate their own trauma and insecurities to move forward.

Snippet:

Buck taps on the button that brings him to his connections screen. Like the notification says, there is only one listed. 

Charles Timothy Nash - Likely Uncle

Buck freezes. 

Nash? Charles Nash? His uncle? The brother of his father or mother? But… Nash is Bobby’s last name and…

No. No, Buck can’t jump to that conclusion. No way. Nash is a pretty popular last name, right? Not like Smith or Brown or Williams or something, but popular enough. Charles is a pretty common first name, too. So Buck can’t just let himself believe that…

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Tagging:

@epicbuddieficrecs @theotherbuckley @sevenweeksofunrepression @slowlyfoggydestiny @goldenbcnes

@diazsdimples @exhuastedpigeon @aquamarineglitter @loserdiaz @steadfastsaturnsrings

@your-catfish-friend @incorrect9-1-1 @hawaiianlove808 @babytrapperdiaz @watchyourbuck

@lyricfulloflight @tizniz @aroeddiediaz @estheticpotaeto @buckleybabyblues

@buddieswhvre @l0v3t0hat3y0u @mage8 @theautumnbard @lightningmcqueer28

@kultiras @inell @mrs-f-darcy @spencers1nonlygf @nibblyssacrifice

@thetommoway-oioii @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @whatwouldeddiedo @lilmizmoz @sazanahashi

@jacobglaser @buckslasagna @ginnygigglesblog

As always, let me know if you'd like to be added to my writing updates tags :)

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two men having sex with each other is feminist bc they’re leaving women alone for once & that’s why fujoshis exist yknow

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BUDDIECHAPPELL

is it casual now?

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@goldenbcnes @chronicowboy @poughkeepsies @ilostyou @911onabc @anirudhpisharody @try-set-me-on-fire @jeeyuns @peetamellarky @eddiebabygirldiaz @leothil @canondiaz @jjudaslips @exhuastedpigeon @shitouttabuck @bvckandeddie @wearherlikeanecklace @oneawkwardcookie @diazly @canonfageddie @freakazoidfag @buddiecanon08x13 @buddiecanon8x11 @chappellroanofarc @cranberrymoons @fruitydiaz @hunybody @piningbuddies @henswilsons @spacediscos @daughter-of-winterfell @gayedmundo @watchyourbuck @bucksbeagle @evcn @iinryer @saryasy @treasurehuntbuck @buckevanley @rainscenes @namesnamesandmorenames @socialistwh0r3amv @epiaphany @trudayss

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FOOD DISCOURSE: reblog with ur opinions on guacamole, olives, mango, hummus, tomatoes, and cannolis

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New fic :)

"So. Hearing aids?" Eddie says into Buck's neck. Buck shivers at the vibrations of his voice. "Yeah, I'm aging." Buck pushes himself backwards, trying to burrow into Eddie's skin. "That okay with you?" He feels the smile on Eddie's face. The warmth of the man he loves.

Read more on ao3 for hard of hearing Buck!

For @badthingshappenbingo square: Doctors Visit

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New Fic :)

half return

He clicks on Eddie’s contact, eyes burning as he watches the phone ring. It rings once, twice, and then the call is answered. He puts Eddie on speakerphone, resting the phone on his chest as he lays back on the hard leather couch.

Read the rest on ao3 mwah

[goldenbcnes]

Cal loves me more than all of you

New Fic: til then be good and wait for me

SO excited to share this fic for @goldenbcnes - it was an absolute blast to write.

Summary:

Eddie returns from El Paso and asks Buck on a date. In the interim between the asking and the date itself, Buck acts completely normally. Definitely. Just don't ask anyone.

Snippet:

“Uh, Buck?” Eddie asks.

Oh. Buck has been staring at him for close to a minute. 

“Hi,” Buck blurts. “Yes. That’s me.”

“No, I know that’s you,” Eddie frowns. “Uh… Thoughts on-”

“On a date? On a date with you? Eddie?”

Eddie looks mildly concerned.

“Yep. Me, Eddie.”

“Yes,” Buck nods. It’s probably an exaggerated nod. His head feels like it’s moving too much. “Yes, I would like that.”

“And you’re not agreeing under the influence of, like, hard prescription drugs?” Eddie asks. 

“Do I seem drugged?” Buck asks.

“Little bit,” Eddie admits. 

“Nope. No drugs here. You can test my pee,” Buck stammers.

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Tagging:

@epicbuddieficrecs @theotherbuckley @sevenweeksofunrepression @slowlyfoggydestiny @goldenbcnes

@diazsdimples @exhuastedpigeon @aquamarineglitter @loserdiaz @steadfastsaturnsrings

@your-catfish-friend @incorrect9-1-1 @hawaiianlove808 @babytrapperdiaz @watchyourbuck

@lyricfulloflight @tizniz @aroeddiediaz @estheticpotaeto @buckleybabyblues

@buddieswhvre @l0v3t0hat3y0u @mage8 @theautumnbard @lightningmcqueer28

@kultiras @inell @mrs-f-darcy @spencers1nonlygf @nibblyssacrifice

@thetommoway-oioii @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @whatwouldeddiedo @lilmizmoz @sazanahashi

@jacobglaser @buckslasagna

As always, let me know if you'd like to be added to my writing updates tags :)

ALSO, the title is from Pom Pom Squad's "Be Good" and I just wanted to hype them up as a fantastic, smaller queer act who KILLED it live. So uh, please listen.

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LET LOVE IN

for han @exhuastedpigeon <3

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