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im no angel (9.03)

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im no angel

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angel courting 101 (give him a star u made eons ago)

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retired & married !!!!

(also the text is a slight reference to that sobsicles fic where destiel are retired but they still answer calls to help out hunters i dont remember which one)

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When will you have a little pity for every soft thing that walks through the world, yourself included?

Mary Oliver, from "Pen and Paper and a Breath of Air" in Blue Pastures

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not only was cas a retail worker but he’s also taken public transit. the people’s angel

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I've been watching spn since high school but for some reason it took me this long to make actual art for it.

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faith dean sketch ! 🙏

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I will repent until god replaces my decaying flesh, adorning me with light and angel wings so full of life. I will cry to a sky that's empty until the clouds part and I hear the comforting voice of his.

A moment of clarity not yet arrived, but I will clasp the holy beads in my hands as I beg. I will wait for salivation, I will wait for forgiveness. I will do nothing with my wretched body, but scream to the heavens. An untouched mind, clouded and dizzying. A body with bones brittle, ready to snap.

I am not worthy of your forgiveness. I will fix this. I will walk through the river and wash the dirt from all my skin, I will clean the dust from my mind. I will do whatever it takes to feel right. Something akin to toxic, something likely to hurt, I do not think a single thing. I will listen to his word and his Lord only.

I will rid this filthy body and mind of it's crimes. I will be pure. I will be gentle. I will be forgiven. I will have my hands de-clawed and my tounge removed.

I will let the sun set and rise in through my windows.

I will let it hurt until I do not feel the pain.

I will be soft but that gentleness will be a choice. A dedication. I will whisper prayers in the evenings and at night. I will whisper prayers in hope they will fall upon your ears.

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Mary Oliver, from "Dogfish" in New and Selected Poems

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this but about castiel and angels

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they r watching the gay firefighter show (against cas’ will) 🚒

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"i know who you love. theres nothing for you back there"

as dean wraps his body and spread his ashes near a windmill. pray to god saying weve lost everything and now youre gonna bring him back. punch a wall so hard his hands end up bruised and bloody. have an angel see right through the depths of his longing that shed say aw sweetie almost anything hes dead all the way dead. because of you. and drink and drink and drink and make pb&j and listen to music to cope and tell his brother what about cas you might be able to forget about that but i Cant. and kill himself and have death herself look him in the eye and conclude: you wanna die

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i don't thinkthe supernatural fandom makes castiel weird enough . I think if given the option to listento music he would pull up a youtube video that's just various different high frequencies only dogs are supposed to be able to hear

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always chibi-fying them when work is taking all of my time but i cannot resist drawing these two idiots in love

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love how cas getting a houseplant would be a life altering moment (dean: how are u gonna keep that thing alive if you keep on comin n goin? cas: *squints* then i’ll stay)

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don't forget to boop your neighbors!